Avaricious Hearts

Chapter 24: The Song for Us

CLEO'S POV

I let a tear fell as I look at him in his peaceful sleep. This might be the last time that I can do this. I gently kiss his soft red lips. I surely love this man, no question on that. 

With my aching body, I get up from his bed. I look at his peaceful state once more. 

"I love you, Matthew Neil. I love you so damn much. But this love is not worth pursuing. I know where should I stand" I sadly said 

I walk towards the closet and get some decent clothes. I look at him once more before I went to his bathroom. 

Mariing napapikit ako nang maramdaman ang maligamgam ng tubig sa balat ko. Nang maglandas na ang tubig sa pagitan ng mga hita ko ay ilang mura na ang napapakawalan ko sa utak ko. 

Fuck his hypomanic episodes. Fuck his aggressive rough sex. Fuck the dotted condom. Fuck his stamina. Fuck him. Fuck everything about him!

Tiniis ko ang sakit ng katawan ko at tinapos na ang paliligo. 

Four moths since we last had sex. Last night was a bliss, and a torment at the same time. 

He is huge, and he stretched the hell out of me. And those fucking dotted condom is not a help. Since I didn't take the shots from Courtney, we have to use condom. And I hate how it feels against my skin! The friction that the dots made against the opening made it aches even more. And his impressive stamina exhaust me so damn much. And he is not gentle even a bit. 

Nathaniel Vergara II is right. I am nothing but Matthew Neil's sex toy.

After dressing up, I went outside his room. 

And life is really a bitch on me. Nakasalubong ko si Kuya Nate nang pababa na ako ng hagdan.

I can't look straight in his eyes. He's just too intimidating for me. 

"Going home after a good doze of sex?" he asked in his icy tone.

I stopped where I stand and just bowed my head. I know he's still mad about the news yesterday.

"I'm sorry for the trouble" halos maiyak na ako dahil sa bumabara sa lalamunan ko. 

Mariing pumikit ako at naghintay ng masasakit na salita na pakakawalan niya. 

Hindi siya kumibo at narinig ko na lamang ang patuloy na pag-akyat niya sa hagdan.

Sa nanliliit na sarili, itinuloy ko na lamang ang pag-alis sa bahay nila. 

"Ihahatid na kita, Cleo. Wala kang masasakyan pauwi at baka pagkaguluhan ka lang" Nexiel offered.