a forever type of love

Signing

it's been a few days now since leah stayed at mine but i've been texting her nonstop

i've got my meeting with sophie and the arsenal staff today so i thought it would give me the opportunity to see leah for a while

Alex❤️
hey, what you doing later?

Williamson👀
hey stranger :),
i have training this
morning then nothing,
why?

Alex❤️
I've got my meeting
with jonas today so
i'll be in the area
thought maybe i could
come and see you :)

Williamson👀
sounds good, see you
then xx

i got dressed, ready for the long day ahead of me.

i made sure to let leah keep my jumper seen as she looked so good in it

i decided to wear blue baggy jeans with a white oversized t-shirt, topped off with a light grey sweatshirt.

i packed a pair of shorts and a few t-shirts i thought leah might like, just incase

i haven't been in contact with the chelsea girls much, especially seen as the news about me transferring to Arsenal has made an appearance on social media

as i was about to leave my place, my phone buzzes

Sophie (agent)
Hi alex, just reminding
you we have a meeting
with jonas in two hours
in st albans, see you soon

Alex Beck
hi sophie, yep i
remembered
i'm just leaving now,
see you soon :)

i've only just come to the realisation how much of a big step this is in my career. i've wanted this my entire life, my father wanted this for me too

i was never really much of an emotional person, especially since my father died. i shut everyone out, never enjoyed doing anything and was overall severely depressed. i did lots of things that i'm not proud of during that period but i really think that arsenal, and leah, leah especially, is a good step towards a happy and better life, allowing me to leave my bad habits in the past

the little time i've spent with leah really proves to me how important she is to me and how happy she makes me

fans have started to notice leah and i out of the house together recently so lots of speculations have been spread on social media

neither of us are denying it although it's not like we are actually together, we're just friends

'friends'

i make my way to st albans, the roads full of traffic. nevertheless, i've got my music turned up to max volume, jamming my head away with the beat

after a long winded journey, i eventually made it to st albans and to where my meeting was meant to be held

i parked my car perfectly and got out, seeing sophie my agent standing around waiting for me at the doors of the building infront of me

"hurry up, we're going to be late" sophie said frantically

"stop stressing, i'm here aren't i?" i said whilst laughing at her panicking