Theory of love

Chapter 31

Hard work is counterproductive
"It's noon. I'm hungry. It's noon."
"Stop complaining, it's annoying."
"In two minutes, my stomach is going to start growling like crazy. If the
teacher doesn't finish class on time, I'll run away first."
"You have bugs, can't you stand it?"

Scold me whatever you want, because right now I don't care about anything.  I only know
I'm anxious like an ant on a hot pot.  I stay looking
to the teacher and I want her to turn off the slides. 

The teacher is alsoupset because she always arrives on time, and she will never leave class until
it's 12 o'clock.

"Students, today I am going to drag the class a little, I only have a few left."
few points and I want to finish it."

"OK"
No, no, no, no, no, no, no!  I do not want that!  There is one more page in the booklet,the slides are four, there must be several more photos, and what does it mean this?  It means we have to wait another half day.  The worst thing is that I forgot bring food with me.

"Can I ask the teacher to let me out first?"  "I asked to
Bone anxiously.

"If you leave now, you'll miss this class. Just sit for a while!"

"Little shit!"

"Third, did you bring some food? Kai is complaining again."  Third,who was listening attentively, turned to look at Too, who was talking.  When he was hungry, Third always took out snacks from his
backpack for me, that's why I always deliberately forget to bringfood with me, because I only want to eat what he gives me.

"I'm not sure, let me see."  With that, he reached into his backpack and He searched, and then gave something to Too, Too gave it to Bone, who gave it to me in some seconds.

My tears fall, unexpectedly there are Japanese rice balls to eat.

I knew that Third still cared about me, but in order not to make him feeling shy, I decided not to say anything and eat quietly with my headcrouched  But with a single bite, an indescribable smell spread throughout my mouth.

"What brand is this rice ball? Why is it sticky?"  I complained
while I ate, but like the man of steel, I didn't stop, and I immediately ate the second and third.

"Japanese rice is like that. It's a little sticky."

"Really?"
Although the taste is really bad to the point that not even a dog can eat them.
Eat, I managed to finish them all.  By the time I realized I hada transparent bag in my hand, my whole body feels numb.

"Third, when did you buy it?"

"I don't know. He's been in the backpack for a week."
What the hell!!!!

"It's expired, damn it!"  I screamed, the teacher turned to look at me and I had toApologize to the teacher.  At the same time, Third was apologizing
with me, but he didn't even look at me.

"Sorry, I didn't know it was expired."
I can feel it, although Third is trying to maintain our friendship,His efforts are the opposite, because little by little we are distancing ourselvesmuch more.

No matter how much I tried to get closer to him, he would be further away from me.
He feels terrible.  But I can't say anything, this is all my fault.
At noon, we went to the school cafeteria to eat.  I, who had just eat an expired rice ball, I had no desire to eat and in I secretly prayed in my heart that I wouldn't want to shit in the middle of
the afternoon class.  We ordered our food separately, and we all
We meet again with a plate of food.

The difference is that I also bought Third a bottle of water.  As I was afraid that he would reject it outright, I put the bottle in his hand.I don't know where all my cheeks have disappeared.  I finally realize that I didn't have the courage to chase people like before.  I thought about it in myself
head and I hated myself.

"Is the food at this restaurant delicious? Give me a taste."  I extended my spoon ready to dig up the pig from the man sitting next to me side, but Third moved faster than me, and instantly moved the
dish.

Buy it yourself.”

"I just want to try it."

"No."

"Why are you so cheap? It's just pork."

"I'm a cheapskate who buys what he wants to eat alone."  Bone thatHe was sitting on the opposite side and kicked my legs.  I could not avoidcurse in my heart.  Was my performance not natural enough?  I
I lay face down for a long time, until the man next to me my side rose as he headed somewhere.

Third" I didn't hold back and stopped him.

"That?"  He asked me with a serious face, how can he be so cute!

"Where are you going?"

"Buy water."

"This is your water."  I pointed to the water I purposely bought him from the beginning.

"I have my own money."

"No, I bought it for you."

"But I want lemon tea."  After that, he went to buy his drink.  The Two others and I looked at each other desperately.

"You're done for. You've exhausted his kindness to you."  He too told me, movingher head as he swallowed the rice on the plate.

"What I can do?"

"Forget it."

"No!"

"I think you can try to take a step back. Actually, you don't want to lose him, maybe you just want to be his friend.  Think again."

"I've thought about it, I've been thinking about it until my brain almostexplodes, I just know that I can never stand to see Third dating someone else
person, and now I'm going to find out."

"Too, help me look into Third's cell phone for every conversation that he has with those people."

During the time when we were all busy with the division of work of the play, Third has slowly joined other circles, but the most important thing is that he and P'Cent have become too close.
P'Cent is a man with good personality and intelligence.  I'm afraid ofthat one day he will meet someone else, I'm afraid to think about it.

"How do I do that? I don't like getting involved in my friends' private lives."
friends".
"Is that true? You weren't involved in this?"

"He just told me, that's how I found out."

"So you're not going to help me. What about our friendship?"

"Kai, are you threatening me?"

"What can you do to me?"

"Well, I'll take a look at his cell phone later, okay?"
"There's no time because tonight, there are rehearsals."  Seeing Third return,I quickly got off topic.  He put the lemon tea in his hand on the