High?

The Party

19th of December

I woke up late so i didn't go to school. No surprise. But Alexa hasn't mentioned anything about the dance. Maybe she's not going?

Oh my fuck I would kill myself if she didn't go. But I found this really nice dress deep in my closet. The dress was short. Like short short.

I think it was a dress I had since I was 14 or summet. Fuck sake. I literally had no other dress. It was a red sparkly dress which like I said was SHORT.

It had noodle straps as well. I might as well go in my fucking bra and underwear that's how revealing this dress is.

I had nothing else. I decided to wear that dress but I put a long coat on top so I don't look like a total slag.

I did my make up and I ended up curling my hair. I didn't usually like curling my hair, because it's a lot of effort and also I didn't know how I felt with curly hair.

I put on my nicest looking boots, which were still dirty but oh well. I found a cute little black bag which I put my phone in and my purse. 

I didn't bring any "extra" pills since I was clean for ages and I'm not planning on relapsing. I've stayed clean for Alexa and only her.

And this also means no alcohol which is a bit of a bummer but it is what it is. I locked my house and left the key under the mat.

When I bent down I felt my dress rolling up which made me feel extremely uncomfortable so I immediately stood back up and rolled it back down.

I walked all the way to the school which is where the Christmas dance was held at and oh my fucking god.

The moment you set foot in that haul it reeks of alcohol. Everyone there is drunk and everyone knows it.

I don't think the teachers are bothered anymore honestly I could tell some of them were tipsy themselves.

I took a deep breath and I find a table near the back. It was empty so I decided to sit there and just wait.

I have no idea what I was waiting for but I was waiting. Then I saw a familiar person walk passed me.

"Miles!" I shout. I see him turn around confusingly and looking for the person who siad his name.

He then saw me and a smile appeared on his face. "Ey Bella!" He says sitting on a seat next to me. He had some random girl around his arm but I didn't really care.

"So how's ye? He asks.

"I'm good. Have you seen Alexa around?" I asked.

"Nah. But anyway, d'ye want some ye know. Powder?" He asks with a grin on his face.

"No thank you Miles I'm staying sober tonight." I say with an awkward smile.

"Borin!" He says laughing.

"Oi Al come ere!" He yells.

Then a very drunk Alex comes over. God how much has he had to drink? I've never seen Alex this drunk before.

"Heyyyy" he says slurring his words while plopping down on a chair. He had his sunglasses on so I couldn't see his eyes but I could tell something was up.

"Woah Alex yer on it tonight eh?" Miles says laughing. Alex's looks at him in confusion.

"Eh? Oh yeah sure." He says slurring his words once more.

"Have you seen Alexa by any chance?" I ask very drunk Alex.

"Who?" He asks.

I just roll my eyes and continue to look around for Alexa.

"I'm gonna go get some fresh air. I'll be back soon." I say getting up.

I couldn't hear what they said because the music was loud as shit but I didn't need to hear them. I just stepped out.

As I was walking out I bumped into fucking Daniel.

"Fuck off!" I shout.

"Woah calm down. I don't anyfin from yeh." He says rolling his eyes and taking a sip from his drink.

"Could you just fuck off? And have you seen your girlfriend? Where is she." I say.

"Fook knows." He shrugs.

"Of course you're fucking useless." I say rolling my eyes.

"Shut up whal-"

"Call me whale legs one more time and I'll break your petty little face. You have called me Whale legs more times than your fucking dad has called your mum so shut the fuck up." I say.

He looks at me in disbelief and I walk away. I knew that was a bit harsh but honestly I didn't care.

I needed some fresh air like I said. I also needed a fag but that's besides the point. I pulled out a fag and as I was lighting it someone took it from me.

"Fank yeh" Alex says slurring his words as he takes my lit cigarette and takes a drag.

"Wow thanks" I say sarcastically as I roll my eyes. I see Alex's very drunk smile drop as he sees somthing behind me.

"Fook." He says. He looked worried and I was confused.

"Huh" I say.

"Yer gonna hate meh for this." He says with a grin.

"Wha-" he cuts me off as she smashes his lips against mine. It came to me as a shock. What the fuck is this boy doing.

My eyes widen. I could taste the very heavy alcohol on his lips, and it honestly tasted good. I have no idea what this boy is doing.

But I wasn't going to stop him.

(HEHE CLIFFHANGER. WASNT EXPECTING THAT NOW WHERE YOU?? SORRY FOR THE REALLY LONG WAIT I HAD ABSOLUTELY NO ENERGY TO WRITE BUT MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE HOPE YOU HAD AN ABSOLUTELY AMAZING DAY I LOVE YOU ALL SM TYSM FOR 2K READS HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH AND HAVE AN AMAZING DAY/NIGHT GORGEOUS MWAH 💜💜)

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