It has been several weeks since the whole Luke and Calum thing occurred. Calum still talks to me and reminds me that he loves me and I know he does. But not like how he used too.
I can't be selfish and say I want him back because he is happier now and feels accepted and that's all he's ever deserved. I miss him. A lot. I can't go without thinking of him everyday, at night time it get's worse.
If I am lucky I fall asleep around 3.
I think Stella is doing better and she moved on, that's good, she's happy.
Tonight, I said goodnight to my parents and slipped on one of Calum's shirts he gave me when we were first together. It smells like him which is nice.
I lay down in my bed and try my hardest to fall asleep. I look over to grab my phone and check for any notifications from anyone , usually it would be Calum but nope. While my phone was held in my hands it started vibrating and ringing from an unknown number. I was frightened because it's like 4 am and who would call at this time?
I slide the answer button and hear a faint " Hello." from what sounded like a boy about my age.
"Hello? Who is this?" I ask.
" Michael, Miichael Clifford. Who are you to be answering phone calls from this time at night? Isn't the first day of school tomorrow?" He said sarcastically.
" Yes, it is. I can't sleep, aren't you Calum's friend?"
" Yes, aren't you his ex?"
" I don't wanna talk about it."
" Its okay. I can't sleep either ... can we talk for a little bit?"
"Sure." I said.
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Next thing I knew was that I looked out my window and the sun was rising and I was still on the phone with Michael.
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Fanfiction5sos fanfic First Fanfic so it might not be very good. The pov is Cassia she moves away from her home town leaving good friends and family because her mom has married a man from Sydney Australia. When she arrives she meets a guy named Calum and a ki...