Will Kurt Winchester Stay? ✓ (EDITING)

Chapter 60

Anica's POV

Pagkauwi namin ng mga anak ko sa bahay namin ni Kurt agad ko silang ihiniga sa crib nila, which is andito sa room na pinagawa namin. At ako naman nagpunta sa kwarto namin, when I enter our room bumungad yung amoy niya at tuluyan ng bumagsak ang mga luha ko.

"We're home na."-I said kahit hindi ko naman talaga kaya magsalita. Nilibot ko ang paningin ko sa buong kwarto, I open his cabinet at kinuha ang red favorite polo niya. Andun pa din ang amoy niya. Narinig ko ang pag-iyak ng mga anak ko kaya dali-dali akong nagpunta doon, dala yung polo ni Kurt.

"B-Baby w-why?"-Tanong ko na bakat sa mukha ang pag-aalala at pagkalungkot. I checked everything para alam ko kung ano ang dahilan ng pag-iyak nila but nothing's wrong, and they are still crying.

"Mga anak naman eh. A-andito na naman na si mommy oh."-Naiiyak kong sabi. I don't know what to do, they're not hungry, hindi pa puno yung diaper nila.

"W-What should I do?"-Napa-upo ako sa tabi ng crib at humagulgol.

"Mommy is here don't cry please."-I said between my sobs.

*Flashback*

When our child was crying, he carried them both.

"It's daddy. I know you can feel it."-Kurt said.

At nagulat ako ng tumahan na sila. Nagkatinginan kami ni Kurt, he smiled sweetly and happily like he's the best dad in the world, and for me? He is.

"I think they can smell me."-He said smiling from ear to ear. He's so proud.

*End of Flashback*

Napamulat ako sa naalala.  Sinuot ko yung polo ni Kurt at binuhat silang dalawa.

"It's daddy I *sob* I know you *sob* can feel it."-Bulong at mangiyakngiyak kong sabi. Tumahan sila sa pag-iyak at napapikit ako at napaiyak ng sobra-sobra I kiss them both while saying that me and Kurt love them, and that I really miss their father. Ihiniga ko na uli sila sa crib ng dahan dahan, yumuko ako and I started playing their little tiny hands. They are so cute.

I heard a knock on the door and it open.

"Be ready. Ako na ang bahala sa dalawa."-Krista.

"I-Iam ready."-Kahit naman hindi.

"Anica. Yan yung suot me since we arrived here from Hawaii, you better change."-Krista.

"It's okay ate. I'am ready."-She just hugged me and we go.

***

Everyone's wearing black. Some of them are wearing shades, everyone looks at me with pity. Inalalayan ako ni Wayne na pumunta sa harap. Hinawakan ko yung mic. I sighed but my tears started coming out again.

"I *sob* ---"-I was cut off because I am shaking and my voice suddenly cracked. And my tears won't stop coming out. I keep on wiping them but it still coming out from my red eyes.

The father held my hand and said 'Don't wipe it. Let it fall' I mouthed thank you and do what he said.

"I  miss him *sob*"-Hinayaan ko nga ang tuloy tuloy na pag-hulog ng mga luha ko

"A while ago when me and my kids went home sa bahay namin ni Kurt, nilagay ko sila sa crib. And I went to our room. *sob* Oh-I-I smelled his scent."-And right at that moment, I closed my mouth para hindi marinig ang hagulgol na lalabas mula sa bibig ko. Naramdaman ko ang pag-hawak ni papa na nasa gilid ko na pala. I smiled and said I can do this.