Prompt- the second chapter can be where Liam doesn't want to go into little headspace but the boys try to make him go because he is stressed and stuff.
Ages/names Louis- 25 daddy Zayn- 25 baba Niall- 24 papa Harry- 24 dada Liam- actual age 22. Headspace age 12 months —————————————————————————
Liam's pov
We have just started our Take me home tour. I have had time in my headspace in the bus and hotel. Our management team knows about my headspace and why I am doing it and they say it is fine as long as the fans don't find out. Normally during the day I am not in my headspace but I am feeling very stressed especially because I don't want the fans to find out. They will send me more hate. More than I already receive. We have just finished what we need to do and we have the rest of the day off.
We are sat in the van and I am almost falling asleep but I catch myself before I do. Niall asks me "Are you big or little?" I say "Big. I don't wanna go into my headspace" I bury my face in Niall's shoulder and start crying. Niall gently rubs my back.
Niall's pov
Liam buries his face into my shoulder and starts crying. We all look at each other and we know he is stressed. He doesn't cry in his big headspace unless he is stressed or sick. Soon Liam calms down and leans his head on my shoulder and I say "Why don't you go into your little headspace for a bit?" Liam shakes his head. I sigh.
Once we are back at the hotel. We all go into our room. I say to Liam "Let's try going into your headspace?" Liam shakes his head and says "Don't wanna." I ask "Why not bud?" Liam whispers "I don't want the fans to find out." Louis says "Oh buddy. I promise we will not let the fans find out." Harry asks "Is that why you haven't really gone into your headspace this tour?" Liam nods and Zayn says "You should have told us Liam. We could have helped you. Now let's get you in your headspace." Liam finally nods and closes his eyes.
After a couple of minutes Liam opens his eyes and says tearfully "I can't slip into my headspace." I say "Let's get you into some baby things" Liam nods and he reaches out for me. I help him out of his clothes except his boxers. I say "I'm going to put a nappy on you so I am going to take off your boxers" Liam nods and hides his face. I gently pull of his boxers and quickly slide a nappy underneath his bum. I fold the nappy over him and tape the sides up to secure the nappy. I find a onesie with paw prints on it
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I then pull Liam up and into my lap and I ask "Are you still big or are you little now?" Liam responds "Starting to slip but still struggling. I nod and ask "Would you like some warm milk?" Liam nods and Zayn gently takes him from me and pushes the teat of the bottle at Liam's lip. He instantly starts drinking. Once he is finished his bottle he looks at me and says "Papa" We all smile at each other knowing Liam is in his little headspace. Zayn hands Liam to Louis and he asks "would Liam like some yummy lunch in his tummy?" Liam nods and smiles. Louis puts him in the high chair and Harry brings through some spaghetti bolognaise. Louis feeds Liam his lunch
Harry then brings out a yoghurt for Liam to have for pudding and Louis feeds him. Once he has finished Louis starts to clean Liam up. Once Liam is clean Louis takes Liam out of the high chair and passes him to me and I quickly check his nappy and I feel it is dry so I put him in the cot and he rubs his eyes and falls asleep holding his stuffed puppy. I smile and let him sleep cuddling his puppy
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A few weeks later no one's pov
All the boys helped Liam keep his little headspace a secret from the fans and always helped him if he was struggling to slip into his headspace. They all encouraged Liam to have his little headspace whenever he could when they had free time so Liam didn't get too stressed
