Esme knew how things had been. she finally felt as if her life was getting back to noraml but she couldnt help but feel anxious and she didnt know what it was. she felt as if gray was being distant with her and she didnt know what it was but she knew that it scared.
He had been her rock lately and he had been the one who was there for her. He had been her rock and she didnt know what was gomig on.
she didn't know if he was going off of her or what but she knew that she did feel anxious over it all
Esme knew that it scared her. esme stood in the kitchen as gray walked in. He walked over to her and kissed her cheek and smiled as he looked to her and smiled
"i wont be late, i love you" he said as she placed a hand on his cheek and smiled
"i love you too, we are okay though arent we" she asked as he looked to her and frowned
"what do you mean" he asked as she looked to him and sighed
"i dont know i feel as if there is a strain" she said as he smiled
"i know a lot has happened but i love you and nothing is going on, i wont let anything come between us. You do trust me dont you" he asked as she looked to him and smiled
"as long as you are sure that i have nothing to worry over" she said as he smiled
"i promise"
she looked as he walked off and sighed to hersefl. esme didnt know why but she felt as if things were a tense and he was keeping something. She just hoped that she was wrong over the whole situation
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Esme walked into the vic and smiled as she saw Mia who looked to her
"Are you okay" Mia asked as Esme sighed
"I don't know. I am trying to hard to trust gray with all that's happened but he's been having a lot of phone calls and he said it's work and I just have a bad feeling" she said as mia smiled
"You have been through a lot. He loves you. He'd never hurt you"
"It's not that. Dean was attacked and I just feel as if he was behind it. I know it's stupid" Esme said as mia looked to her and smiled
"We all know what Dean did you. But would it be a bad thing if he did attack him. I mean it's just he deserves" Mia asked as Esme shrugged
"I don't know. It's the secrets the worry me that's all" Esme said as mia looked to her and smiled
•••
Esme got back to the house. She walked into the office and sighed. She was going to look through grays stuff and get answers that she needed but she couldn't
She frowned as she heard the door close. She walked down into the kitchen and saw gray and smiled
"I need to ask you something. Did you have something to do with the attack on dean" she asked as he looked to her and frowned
But could he tell her the truth of it all and just what had happened?
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The lust of a lawyer *Eastenders*
FanfictionEsmè carter is the youngest carter. She is eighteen and is back with her parents. Esmè had a bad relationship. She was cheated on and left feeling heartbroken. Esmè soon mets Gray Atkins and there is a spark between them. Esmè knows that the last th...
