The lust of a lawyer *Eastenders*

Ch.15

Esmè woke up and smiled as looked to gray as she realised that they were in bed together.

Esmè knew that it was hard with what she had been and how he had been there for her. She knew it showed how strong that they were together and she loved that. Esmè rolled over to face him and smiled as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled

"are you oaky" he asked as she nodded

"I'm good. I want us to work and try and move past dean and what he did but I am not ready, to have sex I'm sorry" she said as gray looked to her and smiled

"I know you Esmè and what you have bee through is awful but i am here for you and I love you and mo matter what I am here which is why I have been thinking" gray said as Esmè looked to him and frowned as she raised an eyebrow at him

"oh yeah?"

"Well you are here every night so what If we make it official and move in together, I want to look after you and that pub was where it happened and it can't be easy" gray said as Esmè frowned

"think about to okay" gray said as he leant in and kissed her as she nodded

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Esmè walked into the pub and looked to see Mia as she stood behind the bar and looked to her and smiled

"are you okay" Mia asked as Esmè smiled

"yeah I'm fine. I guess it's just...I don't know things are a mess right now that's all. Gray asked me to move in with hill I haven't answered him I said I need time which I do" Esmè said as Mia looked to her and smiled

"I know that you have been through a lot but that's okay, you have overcome it with gray by your side and after what gray did to you and how he hurt you. Well you deserve to be happy" Mia said as Esmè looked to her sister and smiled

Esmè knew that it was hard what she had been and she hated it but she knew that Mia was right and how she deserved to be happy and how she and gray had been through a lot together and how it seemed to have made them stronger but Esmè knew that at the same time that moving in together was a big step and how it scared her but she knew that she did love gray and how she did want to make it work no matter what happened

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Esmè got to grays and smiled as she saw him as he sat on the sofa

"so i have been thinking over moving in" Esmè said

"oh yeah" he asked as he raised an eyebrow at her and she smiled

"I think we should do it. I mean it won't be easy but I do want to and I don't like being away from you" she said as gray smiled

"it will be okay. I know that you are scared but it will be okay as Dean is going to pay for what he did to you I swear" he said as he pulled her close and kissed her unaware of a dark side of gray that was about to come out