The lust of a lawyer *Eastenders*

Ch.18

Esmè walked into the pub and smiled as she saw Mia as she stood behind the bar. Esmè looked to her sister and smiled as she looked to her

"are you okay" Mia asked as Esmè looked to her and sighed

"I don't know things are a mess. It's been tense with gray ever since I found out he ordered the attack on dean I just don't know what to do" Esmè said as Mia looked to her sister and smiled

Mia could see how she was hurting and she was worried. She knew what her sister had been through and she knew that she had no idea what to do over it all

"I know it's hard but gray did think that he was protecting you in his own way. He felt powerless knowing what gray did but you need to try and find a way to try and make it work. I know it isn't easy but you need to try and decide if you think that you and gray are worth saving as I know how much of a rock that he has been to you and I know that you do love him" Mia said as Esmè looked to her sister and smiled, she knew how it felt as if it was all getting to much for her and she hated it

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Esmè walked into the house and looked to gray and sighed, neither of them said a word as she walked into the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water, she took a sip of it and sighed

she heard gray walked in as he stood behind her, he placed a hand oh her waist as he rested his chin on the top of her head as she turned to face him and sighed

"I'm sorry" he said as she smiled, she turned to face him and sighed. Esmè kmew that she was tired. Her body was tried after everything that she had been through and she didn't want to fight anymore

"I know" she said as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled as he looked to her

"I know how things are and I know that you don't want to talk over it what I did but I did think I was doing this for you and I know I fucked up and I didn't go the best way about it but I love you so fucking much Esmè and I promise I am going to do all I can to make it work and to make it up to you" he said as Esmè looked to him and smiled as she wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him as he pulled her close

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Esmè stood in the bedroom as gray walked out of the bathroom as he stood brushing his teeth

"are you okay" he asked as she smiled

"I'm fine. I was just thinking over us. I know how Rocky it's been I just want to make it work" Esmè said as he looked to her and smiled. He finished brushing his teeth as she wakes over to him and wrapped her arms around his neck and smiled

"I love you" she said as she leant in and kissed him.

He kissed her back as pushed her back onto the bed and smirked as the kiss got more passionate as he ran a hand up her thighs and pulled her close as he pushed into her causing her to moan in pleasure as he started to move in and out of her but could they make their relationship work?