The lust of a lawyer *Eastenders*

Ch.10

Esme lay on her bed. She felt so numb and scared. She lay with her knees tucked under her chest. She lay numb with her tear stained cheeks. She couldn't move.

She couldn't admit what had happened to her. She looked to her phone as it rang on the side. She sighed as she took the Strength that she had to sit up and pulled herself up as she grabbed her phone off of the side and looked to see the messages off of gray.

She knew he had to go away for work and all she wanted was for him to come home. Esme liked to her clothes from her night before in the door. Her favourite black dress was ripped and it mad her think sick as she thought over what she had gone through.

She looked to the bruises in her body as she started to cry. She felt so alone and scared as she realised just what she had gone through the night before.

Esme knew that she didn't even feel safe in her own home and she knew that he had broken her and she knew that she would never be the same person again because of it, because of what he did to her

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Esme sighed as she stood in the bathroom. She was trying to watch the smell of him off of her of what he did to her.

She couldn't help but feel dirty. Esme sighed as she stood in the doorway. She was glad that no one was in.

Esme went to walk back to her room as she saw Mia who looked to her and frowned. Mia could see it. She could see that her sister was far from okay

"are you okay?"

"Hmm" esme said as Mia frowned as esme walked into the room and locked the door. Esme locked the door after her

"es, let me in" Mia said as she knocked in the door as esme fell to the ground and sobbed.

Mia knew that there wasn't something right. She knew her sister and she knew there was something going on with her sister and she knew that esme wasn't herself

"I don't know what is going on with you es. I don't know what happened but I'm not leaving until you come out" Mia said

"I'm not" esme said.

Esme knew she couldn't go on and act like everything was okay when she knew her life had been deserted and she knew that all she felt was fear and she didn't know how mush longer she could hide away for

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Esme got to grays house. It was the only place that she felt safe. She sat on the floor with her knees pulled her to her chest as she heard the door.

She looked to see gray as he walked in. He frowned as he saw esme and rushed over to her.

"Hey what happened" he asked as she looked to him with tears in her eyes

"something happened to me" she sobbed as he pulled her close as she sobbed. Esme didn't know how she could act as if she was okay for knowing that dean had raped her and it would change everything