The lust of a lawyer *Eastenders*

Ch.9

Esmè sighed as she sat in the house with gray "it's negative" Esmè said as she placed the pregnancy test down and sighed as she ran her hands through her hair. Gray looked to her and smiled as he sat next to her

"are you okay?" He asked as she smiled

"I don't know, I guess part of me is disappointed I mean I guess I do want to be a mum and I don't know" she said as he took a hold of hand and and smiled

"I know, I know that your scared and you don't need to be. We had a pregnancy scare and ma the a baby would of been the best choice for us but we can have a baby soon" he said as she looked to him and smiled. Esmè knew that she was right

"I know. I guess I was judging what if" she said as he nodded "that's okay" he said as he kissed her.

"I know. I know that it's hard but I promise one day we will be okay" he said as she looked to him and smiled.

Esmè couldn't help but worry knowing that gray felt relieved over the test being negative yet she felt disappointed by it all, Esmè was starting to think that they wanted different things 

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Esmè got to the vic and smiled as she saw Mia who looked to her and smiled

"hey are you okay?" Mia asked as Esmè nodded

"I'm fine. It's just one of those days" Esmè said. Esmè knew that she was ready to talk over how she felt as if she and gray wanted different things and how it scared her.

Esmè sighed as she walked up to the flat and frowned as she saw dean who was there, he looked to Esmè and smirked

"Esmè, are you going to give your favourite uncle a hug" dean asked as she groaned in disgust

"I'd rather die. Excuse me, I need to go and change" Esmè said as she walked off. She walked into her room and made sure to lock her door.

She didn't like dean and he gave her the creeps and she didn't trust him. He was always to nice to her and it creeped her out and she didn't like it, once Esmè was changed she walked off and into the kitchen as she grabbed a bottle of water and saw dean

"you know you should be nicer to me" he said as she looked to him and rolled her eyes

"why, you'll think I like you and I don't. Just stay away from me" Esmè said as she walked off. He made her sick and she hated it

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Esme walked into grays and smiled as she saw him. She walked over to him and kissed him

"are we okay?" Esme asked as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled

"of course we are. This isn't going to come between us we're stronger than this" gray said as esme looked to him and smiled.

Esme knew she didn't want it to come between them. But she had no idea how her life was about to be turned upside down and how she'd never be the same again