Spencer's POV
I gasp as I try to catch my breath again. I sit up in my bed and stare into the darkness. Another night dreaming about Maeve. As I think about the dream I had, I start to cry. If only I could of saved her we could of been here together and happy. I get up out of my bed and start pacing the room.
"This is all my fault." I yell.
I start pulling my hair and screaming to the top of my lungs. I run over to the wall and punch it multiple times until there are at least five wholes in it. I sit on the floor with my legs crossed.
She could of been happy and alive if I would of just saved her. We could of had kids and lived happily ever after.
"I can't do this. I can't do this anymore." I start to yell, "I can't just be here living while she's gone. She gone because of me. I did this to her."
I get my phone and lazily text the team a "goodbye" message filled with "I love you's"and "sorry's" and then head into my bathroom to grab a bottle full of pills, then go into the kitchen to get some water.
One by one I take the pills with some water. I then sit on the floor and wait for the pills to take affect. My phone in my room is ringing uncontrollably. It's probably the team, but at the moment I don't care. I just want to be with Maeve.
After a couple minutes I start to feel dizzy and I know the pills are taking affect. Then I hear someone come in. Before I can see who it is, I'm laying on the floor. I feel nothing and it's amazing. For one brief moment I feel happy, and then all I see is black nothingness.
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He's the One (Criminal Minds)
FanfictionWhat happens when Reid tries to commit suicide after the death of Maeve? Will any of his team members get there in time to save him? But most importantly, will Reid find love again? Read to find ;)
