Impossible Redemption (MHA)

Ch 18. Acceptance Of A Bad Situation

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"Banjo..." Izuku murmured, having calmed down enough to think rationally again. It had been a few hours since his incident, he was now just sitting with his lover and

The Fifth user turned and gave him a questioning look, a small smile on their face as Izuku curled into their side.

"Yeah, Daffodil?" Banjo questioned, giving him a worried look." You feeling alright, you had quite a big breakdown there."

Izuku flushed slightly at the reminder, mildly embarrassed about his actions. However now that he'd let all of those emotions go, he could finally think straight. He wasn't in denial anymore, no, he'd moved to the next stage in the so called stages of grief.

He felt anger, hot and simmering anger that threatened to boil over. He had done so much for Yoichi during his life, allowed himself to be mentally tortured and physically beaten by his own parents. He could have just told someone and get placed in a home that was safer and just forget about his brother once separated, it wasn't fair.

Not only that, since coming back in time he had done everything to keep his promise and prevent the future he had lived through. What did he get out of it, oh that's right, his brother's hatred. He did everything asked and played the role of a Hero, he even enjoyed it more then he would have ever expected.

Yet his brother shouts, insults, then precedes to leave him.

Part of him was spiteful and wanted to tell this Timelines version of All For One everything and see how his brother reacted, but then he would just be playing into their expectations. It was pointless, nothing would change his brothers mind but their own will.

"Shiro, your muttering again." Banjo teased, breaking Izuku's concentration.

"Oh, I apologize." Izuku said, ducking his head slightly, a light blush spreading across his face." I am just mad, about everything. Is it wrong for me to be angry, I feel like it isn't fair on Yoichi's side of the story. Yet I can't help but feel rage when I think about my little brother, or talk about him."

"It's perfectly natural, Daffodil." Banjo reassured gently." First felt betrayed, but at the same time you do too."

He nodded with a sigh, noting how Banjo had been calling Yoichi by their number lately. It wasn't only Banjo either, since the incident most of the One For All users were calling Yoichi by their number. He was the only one who still called them by their name, even Katsumi and Sokka weren't doing it.

In fact Katsumi had returned from where ever Yoichi was and had immediately pulled Sokka aside, anger in their red eyes. Soon Sokka had a similar expression, he wondered what had happened and how this was going to affect their relationship.

While Katsumi was bisexual and Yoichi was gay, Sokka was asexual and bisexual. Sokka was usually ok with simple things like hand holding and kissing on of their husbands, but other then that avoided intimate interactions. He briefly wondered what his own sexuality was, was he gay or bisexual?

Despite Toshinori's original assumption of him being related to Izuku, he knew for a fact he wasn't. In fact, Banjo was the only person he had been with at all, let alone intimately. He was learning everything from scratch, even his younger brother was able to get into a relationship before he did.

"Banjo-kun, I am scared." Izuku admitted softly, his eyes looking upwards to meet his lovers.

The Fifth user gave him a sad smile, clearly acknowledging his distress. It was the one of the main things he loved Banjo for, they always understood him. He didn't have to pretend for them, they just knew how he was feeling. It was oddly poetic in a sense, he really was lucky to have them.