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I spent the next morning in bed

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I spent the next morning in bed. I didn't wake up for my classes. I slept the day away, sorrow filling me and my period came so I felt ten times worse.

It seemed as if I couldn't get Malik out of my head, our argument was heated. And I cussed at him and yelled which was a reaction men hardly ever got out of me, let alone anyone. It's easy to say how much you won't feel for someone in the future. But once you share your body with them, kiss them, spend time around them it gives you a feeling you've never felt. Though I grew up loved the love of someone else I'd always lacked. I wasn't loved by boys nor friends. And I know that Malik doesn't love me but sometimes what is and what feels like can be the same thing.

My phone dings causing me to reach over grabbing it while holding my stomach with the other hand. I smack my lips when I see it's Malik for the hundredth time.

 I smack my lips when I see it's Malik for the hundredth time

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I roll my eyes while starting to text back.

I roll my eyes while starting to text back

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He didn't text back after that. I found myself keeping my eyes open waiting by the phone until I realized that I didn't want to end up feeling what I felt yesterday.

Disappointment.

So rather than waiting I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

So rather than waiting I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep

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