Lost cause - A Mattheo Riddle fanfiction

chapter 50

Mattheo riddle pov

I woke up when it was still light out so I took that as a sign that it was almost dinner time. I went and got dressed.

After that I went down to the great Hall and got food for Yelena. I wrote a letter and set it up. she was hugging a pillow. my pillow. probably because it smells like me.

and all I wanted to do was hug her and waited for her to wake up but I couldn't.

I had to leave. i had to kill dumbuldore. i needed to. For her safety. i wil do anything for her. i would do anything if it meant keeping her save. i would set the world on fire if it would make her happy.

i sat down by her side and softy stroked her hair. she would not wake up because she was a deep sleeper. how many times did she kick me in her sleep. or when i had to the bathroom. she did not even finch. 

Sometimes it was annoying. Or the bruises that he saw the next morning.

It was truly a wonder.

I walked out of the room hoping she would eat. When we were still friends I noticed that sometimes she wouldn't eat.

Hayley would sit with her until she had eaten. Then even it would take an hour before she had eaten an apple.

I meet Draco in the commen room. He was staring at the fire. Getting lost in his thought.

They are probably swallowing him.

" Hey Draco." I said it softly not wanting to scare him but he still jumped at the sound of my voice.

" Hey. Do you know where Dumbledore is." He asked ready to stand up but I said down causing him relax.

" Yes I know but we have time." Draco signed happy to have more time to prepare.

It Is not like mattheo was ready for it. He just needed a few more minutes and then he was ready.

After a few minutes they had to go. It was silent. You could hear every footstep they took. Both their heartbeats were high. they were afraid someone would hear it. it felt like their heart were in their throats.

They walked up the stairs to the tower. setting their fear aside. it  dropped to their feet. making them stop before slowly moving. they saw dumbledore standind on the edge. 

they only had to push him a little bit and then he would fall but if he would fall he would survive, and he needed to be dead. he needed to be killed so they could be save, so they could be free.

" hello boys." he said in a slow and gentle tone. it made them want to turn around and run. grab their girls and escape for this place they stood stil in their place forcing to stay strong. 

Mattheo hoped this would be over soon and draco thought about all the nice things he could do after this to forget every thing that happened. but he needed to get through this first. he hoped this would be over soon that he could cuddle up with hayley. they both wanted to cuddle right now. 

" what brings you here on this fine spring evening." he said eyeing ups down. 

" who else is here. i heard you talking to someone." Draco said. his wand shaking in his hand. we slowly began to walk closer.

" i often talk aloud to myself. i find it extraordinarily useful." what the boys didnt know was that harry potter was walking under them. listening to the whole converstion.

" have you been whispering to youself draco." the old mans focus went to him. " draco, Mattheo." his switched so his focus was now on Mattheo. " you two are no assassin."

" how do you know who or what we are!?" Mattheo yelled. " we have both done things that would shock you." draco was next to him still with his wand up but with an pained  expression.

" he is my father. i need to do this." it sounded weird on the toung but he said it still.

" i shall make it easy for you" befor he could grab his wand draco yelled." expellairmus!"

harry had his wand in his hand wanting to spell them both but he trusted his headmaster. " very good. very good ." He almost looked proud.

" boys years ago i knew two boys who made all the wrong choices.please let me help you two." he tried to convine them. it didn't help much and their mind was set.

"we dont want your help. dont you understand. we have to do this" Draco yelled. tears began welling up in his eyes. He was at his breaking point.

" we have to kill you or else he is gonna kill her." Mattheo said. he had his tears still in. he wouldn't let them out. they could not be seen. he would look weak. And that is something his father taught him.

like father always said " crying makes you look weak so dont cry." 

therer was a voice in his head telling his to do it. so he did it held his wand high. he only thought of her. of yelena. before he said it. the killing curse. 

" avada kedavra" and he fell down. harry was frozen letting them go. when Mattheo came back to her dorm. bella was holding yelena while her hands were tied behing her back.

her eyes were wide in fear. bellas wand was pressed against her neck . " and did you do it?" i made a confused face, but my eyes stayed on her. on my love. " did you kill him?" she said and if it was even possible  Yelena's eyes widen even more.  She knew. I never wanted her to know. And if I did I would tell her.

Not that Bella did it.

"good boy" she smirked and let go of Yelena, causing her to fall to the ground with the forse she pushed her. 

when she was gone i rushed to her and made sure she was okay. " who did you kill?" she asked. and that question made me panic.

I couldn't tell her that I killed the headmaster.  I couldn't teller her that I did it for her own safety. That she was now safe. At least i hope so.

I couldn't tell her the truth.for her own good. And maybe mine but I don't want her to hate me.

That is my biggest nightmare.

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