10:39pm
Ken: Hey.
10:59pm
Kasamatsu: Eah.
Kasamatsu: I'm glad you didn't block this account.
11:01pm
Ken: How are you?
Kasamatsu: I guess I'm fine, I'm already used to the pain of not having you near me.
Seen 11:02pm
Kasamatsu: How about you?
Ken: I'm good.
Kasamatsu: And Kise?
Ken: We're okay.
11:15pm
Kasamatsu: Why, Eah? Why did you disappear and block me out of your life?
Kasamatsu: Years! I've been longing for years! Hurting for years! Crying for years!
Kasamatsu: For the pair of gentle eyes I badly wanted to gaze at me with love again!
Seen 11:17pm
Ken: I'm sorry..
Kasamatsu: Why didn't you come? I waited at the park for hours.
Ken: Yuki, don't you understand? We were just 15 then. How would we survive if we did run away?
Kasamatsu: You didn't love me enough!
11:20pm
Ken: No. I loved you that much to choose to do what's right no matter how much it hurts!
Seen 11:21pm
Ken: It was hard for me too, but I had to do it for you and for my family. I couldn't bear seeing them suffer, and I couldn't bear seeing you destroy your life because of me.
Kasamatsu: But didn't you ever see? YOU WERE MY LIFE!
Kasamatsu: I was willing to give up everything for you! Just to hold your hand, I was willing to go against my family! Then you'd leave? Just like that without even telling me? Did you even think how much it would hurt me? Fuck! I wanted to die!
Seen 11:23pm
Kasamatsu: Then after three years I'd find you then think it's going to be okay. And then what? I'd know that you are already commited to another guy? What is that, Eah? That's bullshit!
Seen 11:27pm
Kasamatsu: Stop crying.
Ken: I'm not.
Kasamatsu: I know you are. I can feel it.
Seen 11:29pm
Kasamatsu: I'm so sorry. Just stop crying, please..
11:35pm
Ken: I'm sorry, Yuki. I'm sorry if I wasn't strong enough to fight for you. I'm sorry for hurting you and for standing you up that night. I did it because I knew that if I were to see you, I'd lose my strength and forget about what's right. I probably would've gone with you and ran away somewhere far from everything because goddammit I wanted to be with you.
Seen 11:36pm
Ken: What we wanted to happen was wrong, only bad things awaited us if we did push ourselves into that path. I knew what I did is right and I know you know that too. Because look at you now, you grew up to be just the man I wanted you to be.
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