SHE BENT ME

Away

[LISA]

I can't believe that it was real.

The kiss and touch, where we almost have real sex if someone just didn't knock on the door.

Damn it.

It got interrupted by Dr. Thworn. He has the same age as my dad; he has been my doctor since I was a kid.

Damn you, Dr. Thworn for coming in at the wrong time.

Behind Dr. Thworn is BamBam who is beaming at me right now.

"I'm so glad you're back." He said and tried to man up when the water in his eyes are evident.

I smiled at BamBam and mouthed him 'thank you' because the last time I remembered before I passed out was him running towards me. He saved me.

Nancy is not with BamBam, I wonder where she is right now.

"Pranpri... I mean. Lalisa. It's good to know that you're awake! It's earlier than what I expected." Dr. Thworn said. He is now checking my vitals if all is good.

Pranpi what?

"When will I get discharged, Dr.?" I asked, hoping that I will get out from here and go back to Korea to focus on my studies, but before that, I need to talk to Nini. I needed answers to the things she did to me on this bed.

"Will tell you after the result of your CT scan which I scheduled you for later. You ready?" Dr. Thworn said.

I nodded.

I just want out of here. 

       'I hate you'

Those are the words I heard from Nini after what happened to us. After what she did to me.

I need to talk to her.

      
Seriously.
IS THIS REALLY NOT A DREAM?
The girl that I'm having a secret crush on just initiated everything and until now I can't believe it.

But why? Why did she do that? Does she like me? She's giving me signals that makes me hope that there might be a chance that she will fall in love with me. She's confusing me.

I need to talk to her. I need to ask her.

Okay, Lisa. You keep repeating that in your head that you need to talk to her. Just get out of here you fool and talk to her.

But will she come back?

"Alrighty. You're all set. I'll come back later, just hang in there, okay?" Dr. Thworn said after checking my vitals.

"Okay." I nodded and smiled at him.

Dr. Thworn left the room.

I may not remember Dr. Thworn that much but all I know is that he used to visit our house when I was 7 yrs old, my parents said that he's my pediatrician. He used to give me lots of medicines that I don't know what for, but all they say is that all kids have lots of medicines.

But clearly, he's a neurologist.  Now that I'm older, I slowly understand things. 

I really need answers from my parents about my weird flashbacks. Are those real? What really happened to me back then?

BamBam has been quiet while sitting on the couch and brushing his chin with his brows furrowed. I wonder what he's thinking about?

"Earth to Bam?" I broke the silence.

"Huh?" He said with a blank expression.

"You've been spacing out," I said.

"I'm not spacing out. There's just a lot of things in my mind." He fiddled.