I sighed as the credits began to roll. Luke fell asleep while we were watching The Amazing Spiderman. After their show, we decided to have a movie night since it was his night. I eyed the popcorn bowl next to my feet, but I didn't want to wake him up. I was sitting with my back against the headboard. Luke's head was buried in my side, his arm draped over my thighs. My phone buzzed on the other side of me.
Ash: How's it going?
Me: he fell asleep -.-"
Ash: Calum ditched me.
Me: where'd he go?
Ash: no fucking clue
I carefully started to wiggle out of Luke's embrace at the thought of Ashton being alone. I slid off the side of the bed and landed with a thud on the floor. Apparently Luke was a heavy sleeper, he didn't even twitch. Or maybe he was just overworked. He had a habit of pushing himself way passed his limit.
I grabbed my phone and my key card so I could get back in. I walked to the door and glanced back at Luke, he looked so cute when he was sleeping. The hallway way completely empty, not a single person in sight. Well duh, it was almost 2 am. Nonetheless, I tiptoed since I was in my pajamas. So basically some cotton shorts and and oversized t-shirt. I knocked on Cal and Ashton's door, which was only two doors down from mine.
"It's open, Calum!" I heard Ashton call out and I opened the door. The TV was the only source of light in the dim room. I could see Ashton laying on his bed, arms folded behind his head. I closed the door and locked it. "Lindsey?" He sat up, the sheets sliding off his bare torso. "Are you okay?" He asked, confusion and worry evident in his voice. I rushed over to him, letting my key and phone fall on the nightstand, before climbing on the bed and straddling him. I leaned in and kissed him, pressing my body against his. It didn't take long for him to realize my intentions and react. He wrapped his arms around my waist, squeezing me tighter against him.
This time was different. He let me dominate him in the beginning. It felt strange being on top, leaving his eyes and hands free to roam my body. It took me a while to get used to it. Eventually Ashton did flip us over. The light from the TV reflected off of our bodies, our shadows continuously moving on the walls. This time was softer, quieter. In every sense imaginable, this time it was more... intimate.
"I love you." I mumbled, my head laying on his chest. I listened to his strong heartbeat, my fingers tracing patterns on his stomach. Our legs intertwined, keeping us pressed against each other.
"I love you more." He replied, his fingers running through my hair. I smiled even though he couldn't see it.
"Not possible." I said, still smiling like crazy.
"Lindsey?" His tone was serious.
"Hmm?" His fingers made their way to chin, before tugging my head up to look at him.
"Don't ever leave me." He said, more like a plea. I furrowed my eyebrows at his statement. I would never leave Ashton. Ever. If anything ever happens, he would probably be the one to leave me for someone better.
"Of course not." I pushed myself up, to look him straight in the face.
"Promise me." He continued.
"I promise." I said reassuringly. I didn't want to press further on the subject, not knowing why he brought it up. I can't live without Ashton. And I won't. That's a promise, for sure. I reached up and kissed him. I pulled away and leaned my for head against his, before reluctantly dragging myself out of bed and pulled up my underwear.
"Where are you going?" Ashton whined.
"I have to get back before Luke wakes up." I put on my shirt. I hopped over to Ashton as I struggled to put on my shorts.
"You promised not to leave me." He pouted.
"I'm not leaving you." I smiled at him. "Bye." I whispered, pressing a kiss on his lips. I grabbed my phone and key. He only sighed and looked at me as I left.
My phone buzzed as I walked back in my room. Luke was sprawled over the bed.
Ash: I miss you so much already :(
Ash: baby come baacckkk
Me: We'll see each other in a few hours. Go to sleep.
Ash: but... :(
Me: I love you
Ash: love you too
I climbed into bed, gently pushing Luke out of the way. I turned off the TV and let sleep overpower me.
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Hold On | | Ashton Irwin (Discontinued)
Fanfiction"I don't let people in. It's easier this way."
