!! MAJOR TW!! Death, cutting, suicide, mentions of overdose, self harm. Tell me if i've missed any
She's only 17, her whole life's ahead of her
She hates school because the people there discredit her
Isogai had almost finished highschool and was extremely proud of himself. He was still in that school where he was bullied everyday because of one person. Hiroto Maehara.
Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems
"Do you want to be my boyfriend, Isogai?"
"Yes.."
But everyday she just gets lowered with her self-esteem
"You're so pathetic. People have it worse than you, stop being a baby!" Isogai yelled at the mirrow before puniching it and wincing when it broke
He let's her know that every night will have a brighter day
"I love you, Is. You're beautiful." Isogai giggled as Maehara took his hand and kissed his knuckles.
She even tried to overdose and take her life away
"I love you, Hiro.. mom, dad.." Isogai heard a scream before he blacked out. He woke up in a hospital with his mom crying next to him.
She's feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed
Then he takes his hand and places it beside her head
Maehara smiled and wrapped an arm around Isogai, pulling the brunette close.
He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists
"Hiro, no.." Isogai tries to pull away
And then he sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists
"Is...."
She's feeling numb, he tries to beg and plead and ask her, "Why?"
She says "this way I have control of the pain I feel inside"
He's asking her, "How long it's going since you've felt this?
Way because you got me here, just feeling so damn helpless."
She says, "It's been a while. I guess I needed better luck."
"I just wanted to die.."
And then he screams at her and tells her, "Baby, never cut!
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen, pretty lady, you don't have to be alone
So, baby, don't cut, baby, don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut"
The next day at school she's feeling better than the day before
Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corridor
Isogai waved and smiled as he passed his friends, offered to walk first years to class and even helped his teachers hand out paperwork, standing tall and confident.
But all that seemed to end: she dropped her books when she walked into class
And every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh
"How old are you, twelve?"
"Pfft, the idiot can't carry books."
"No wonder he has no friends."
She couldn't take it anymore, she sent her boy a text
She said, "I love you with my body, heart and soul to death."
I'm so sorry, Hiroto...
He thought nothing, typed "I love you", then he sent it
Maehara turnt back to the English lesson
By "death" he didn't know that she had literally just meant it
Isogai sobbed as ideas ran through his mind.
She ducked the next class, ran home into the bathroom
Thought to herself she wouldn't break her promise that soon
"I'm useless.. I promised him!" He grabbed the razor from the cupboard and fumbled
One cut... two cuts... three cuts... four
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor
He hadn't meant to make them so deep.. but a sense of relief flooded through him
Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated
Hiroto shifted uncomfortably and bit his lip, hating the feeling of dread in his stomach.
He followed it right down to her house he never waited
The front door was open, he heard the water running
"ISOGAI?!" He called, hearing no return and swallowed harshly
He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning
"No no no no!" Hiroto exclaimed and ran upstairs
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
He puts her arm around his shoulder, he's just tryna lean her back up
Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub
"Isogai. Listen to me. Everything's gonna be okay, yeah? Everything will be okay, i-it's gonna be okay, I promise, I love you, Yuuma.. I love you so much, don't leave me," Maehara sobbed.
Feels his whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche
Screaming out so heavily, "Somebody call an ambulance!"
"ANYONE PLEASE!"
Feeling mad angry like somebody's led her onto this
"Who did this to you, Yuuma...?"
Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness
"I- I l-love yo-you, H-Hiro..."
Thinking to himself why the hell did she just stop at will
"Shh.. save your strength and just stay alive, baby.."
The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital
He couldn't stop crying. He just wanted Isogai to be okay. He hated that people treated him like shit. Isogai had never done anything wrong!
Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency
"Do whatever you can!"
She's lost a lot of blood the place looks like a murder scene
"SAVE HIM!"
An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face
Hiroto looked up and swallowed thickly
And says, "Excuse me for the words that I'm about to say
I'm sorry for your loss, " the boy just starts collapsing
"No... Yuuma!" He sobbed
His own world, his own girl just took a crashing.
Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up
"Why couldn't I be there for him? Yuuma.. I love you.. I'm so sorry, please forgive me.."
"Baby, I thought you made a promise you would never cut."
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
