15-year old Ellie Black Swan isn't completely sane after the events that unfolded a year ago, everyone knows that much, but nobody knows why. Not even her. The voice in her head is her instruction manual to life, and she follows it without question. But she is not naïve. TW: Sexual assault, harassment. Mental/emotional duress, possible gore and adult themes. Particular types of SH, suicide and more morbid themes may be the topic of the book. Reader discretion is advised. She senses the stares of her once friends. The care she feels for those looks are buried deep within, especially with her goal of getting her sister to see her as normal after she comes back from Phionex after several years. Elizabeth Black Swan. But can a black swan dance gracefully even if thorns wrap it's wings? Can a flamingo stand on one leg if both are broken? Can a singer sing if they are mute? Can a blind man walk a maze fluently? Can an insane girl act sane around those she loves? No. But that just makes for a better story. TWILIGHT FANFICTION!