heavy. jung hoseok felt heavy. that was the only way to describe it really. the pressure on his chest. the way he felt so tired. so fed up. the lump in his throat that made him want to cry. to shout. that made him unable to do any of those things. - or - Jung Hoseok has problems but hides them very well, he puts on a carefully sculpted mask everyday. It's so well sculpted he can't remember who he is. All he knows is that he feels so so heavy.