Self-blame Stories

Summary: In which Ray blames himself for the deaths of the orphans. He continues to live but still asks "Why." This is my first time writing a Fanfiction on a public writing app, so bare with me. (The Promised Neverland alternative cliffhanger featuring Ray with mentions of Isabella, Norman, and Emma.) Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters, just the fic! The rightful owner of the anime/manga belongs to The beloved Kaiu Shirai, and Posuka Demizu!

"You were RED. You liked me because I was BLUE. You touched me and suddenly, I was a LILAC sky. And you decided PURPLE, Just wasn't for you.... Karma-kun..." When Karma distanced himself from Nagisa, he didn't know what happen to his best friend. When Nagisa thought Karma was bored of him, he thought he could handle it, he was wrong it was getting worse and worse each day. When they met again, they weren't classmates, but they weren't also best friend like they use to be, they were just friends. When Karma planned to give Nagisa his notebook that he forgot to give him earlier, he didn't expect to hear Nagisa's mom shouting. Nor did he expect to see the remainders of what happen when he left Nagisa all those years ago during their classroom war. And Karma regretted everything... "We Drifted...Karma-kun...." "But! I'M going to MEND IT! I'm not going to lose you Nagisa!" ... "Nagisa! Don't you dare to -!" "Sayonara...Karma-kun... I love you..." "NAGISA!"

Having been the sole survivor of the mountain Michael recovers quite well physically but mentally he's not okay. He keeps seeing his dead friends and hearing them talk to him. The big question is if he's gone insane or if ghosts are real. After what he saw on the mountain he can't decide.

First book of the series. Young Whisperkit has dreamed to be a medicine cat ever since she knew what it was. She had never met her father, who had fallen in battle before she was born, and her mother died from greencough when she was 2 moons old. From then on, she slowly, sub-conciously drifted into a cage of darkness and self-blame. But no matter what she knew was that Thunderclan was enough for her, and that she would stay true to it, no matter what. When Whisperkit finds that Fernblossom was never able to enter Starclan, she sets on a quest to find out why. Will she be able to let go of her past and start anew? Or will Fernblossom be stuck forever?

This is a poem that I wrote about Harry at the end of Order of Phoenix, it mostly revolves around how I think he might have felt. So, in the simplest of words, this is just me assuming Harry's POV

Genevieve Williams has lived with nightmares from ever since she was just a baby, then her relationship didn't work out how she expected it to. She is now a single mother of Two baby girls, Sapphire and Scarlett. She started therapy. But the past which she seems to run from keeps coming back to haunt her. Will she be able to overcome it or will she continue to hide in fear from it? ******************************** (Updates every Friday or Saturday) Copyright©® belongs to me and only me thank you very much. My DM is always open so if you have any questions, feel free to message me.

This is inspired by the song Surface Pressure from Encanto. Lately I've been feeling like I haven't done enough. For anyone my little brother, my best friend, and even myself.

The clock is ticking. Something that happened years ago is catching up to you all over again. No matter how hard you tried you could never escape your past. The guilt, the regret-never left.

~Self explanatory~ •Talking from own personal experiences•

Liam is stuck in his grief when Theo decides to make sure he is okay. TW: Mentions of character death, typical canon injuries

Chuuya sees Dazai mid-fall Or... Whatever the fiddlefuck I wrote in like an hour at the library after my parents abandoned me.

Elizabeth "Gray" Stone has been through Hell and back more times than she can count. It's been one incident after the next and she's just about ready to give up. Only living through the knowledge that her long deceased family wouldn't have wanted her to go out by her own hands, Gray struggles to live on, fighting her thoughts and inner demons along the way. Falling through the darkness faster than ever before, and without anything to hold on to, Gray is done grasping at air. Succumbing to what she knew would inevitably happen, Gray is finally at peace with herself. That is, unless, the new kids have anything to say about it. Ride along as Gray's world is turned upside down and shaken like never before. With discoveries made and secrets revealed will Gray's world ever be the same?

Just a little of the heart's mind

Thinking gets me nowhere. But I don't mind. Since thinking hepls me get by. The journey of a girl that knows pain yet tries to smile everyday in order to make it easier for herself. Share your thoughts :)

Dear freaking cutter's log, My parents found this. They want me to apologize for every inappropriate comment I made about you. I don't really care because they shouldn't touch it in the first place. How can I get better if they don't even bother to be sensitive about these things? At school, I met another cutter. Finally. You told me to find some friends. I found him. He's my friend. I told him about you. He said to ignore you and just do what I need to do. He gives better advice than you. I think he should be my therapist. My parents caught me while I was trying to burn it. You can see the burnt parts. I hope you can read this because I wanted to say that I hate you for ruining my life. And I hate myself. I hate everything.

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Christmas is supposed to be a time for celebration and joy, yet Patton has experienced none of that. Ever. Author's note: This is a vent fic. Most of the experiences Patton has had with his parents in this are my own. I may have exaggerated their fighting and the expectations (they could never make me be someone I'm not), but otherwise, it's all me. I'm so sorry, Patton. Please tell me if I need to tag anything else! Many different things can be triggering for people, and I may also have missed something. Stay safe my lovelies!! And know that I love you all!! And Merry Christmas!! And happy whatever-you-celebrate since I know Christmas isn't celebrated by many!!

In light, there is darkness. And in darkness, there is light. Takemichi Hanagaki did everything he can to save his friends and loved ones. He was their hero. Their saviour and light when they were once consumed in anger and darkness. Their "crybaby hero". But after Kisaki's death, it seems like he too had reached his limit. Just when he finally completed his mission, he was slowly losing his own self. He was too focused on saving the others, from going back to the future and the past, witnessing every future that befalls upon them that little by little, he was losing the light in his eyes. SPOILERS AHEAD BE WARNED :) (A/N: Tokyo Revengers respectfully belongs to Ken Wakui)

Some stuff I thought up about depression because it sucks and I'm going through it...