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"I want her long blond hair
I want her magic touch
Yeah, 'cause maybe then
You'd want me just as much
I've got a girl crush"
Song: Girl crush - Little Big Town.
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Bowie.
I'm woken up by a blast of cold air hitting my skin. I immediately open my eyes and see Harry above me as he carries me out of the house in the freezing cold.
"Harry what the fuck are you doing?!" I shout sitting up more looking over his shoulder at everyone following us bags in hands. Elton is on his lead as Louis holds the other end walking him after me.
"We just need to leave, go back asleep darling" Harry smiles down at me as I look up at him half asleep and still deciding of this is a dream or real life right now.
It's pitch black outside as Harry sits me into the car buckling me in with a kiss to my forehead like I'm some toddler.
Everyone says outside the car talking by the front door as I watch them from the dark car on my own. I try to read their lips but it's useless. They all look towards the car at me with a look of worry as Harry's back faces me talking to them all. I must be in some sort of dream, what the fuck is happening.
I was just trying to sleep and I end up in a cold car in only shorts and a T-shirt barefoot and shivering, if I didn't know any better I would of thought they were kidnapping me.
Harry is the first to sit into the drivers seat with a big smile as I sit behind me looking at him likes he's a maniac. "Harry what the fuck is happening? It's cold and I'm confused!" I shout hugging my arms around my chest to get some warmth into me.
"Tony called, we just need to change houses away from here" he says simply as I roll my eyes knowing he isn't telling me the truth, Tony wouldn't make us just change locations during the night for no reason. "Are we in danger?" I ask knowing it's probably the answer "no, Tony just needed us closer to where he's staying right now" he says turning the engine on pressing a button as the car begins to heat up around us.
I huff and sink into my seat knowing I'm not going to get any more information out of him for the rest of this car ride. Everyone else makes their way into the car, Stevie sliding in beside me handing me Elton as Jesse sits next to her. Louis Quinn and Zayn sit behind us and Niall sits in the very back passing out asleep on the seats that are beside him. Liam sits next to Harry as usual.
"We brought you a blanket, thought you might be cold since we didn't want to wake you when we all got changed" Stevie laughed handing me my fluffy purple blanket I brought with me from my apartment. I thank her still confused but I throw it over me and Elton anyway. "Do you want some? Plenty to go around" I smile as Stevie nods draping some of the blanket over hers and Jesse's laps.
"Where are we going anyway?" I ask as Harry pulls out of the driveway. I snuggle up under my blanket as I watch the cars pass us along the road. "Denver" he says quietly as I widen my eyes "that's like a seventeen hour drive!" I shout as he nods slowly. "We're stopping in a motel to rest when we need to" Liam points out as my heart race quickens at the thought of a motel.
"I'll just stay in the car" I mumble as Harry looks at me through the rear view mirror I take my eyes off his and look back out the window. "One of us will stay with you in the room, we don't expect you to stay there alone" Liam says softly leaning back to tap my thigh comfortingly.
"Just let us know who you want" Harry smiles as I nod slowly still not keen on the whole motel business. "So are one of you going to tell me why we're going to Denver so suddenly?" I deadpan as they all look at each other not knowing what to say or do. "Well?" I ask again as they don't say a word to me. "I told you Angel, Tony wants us near him" Harry shrugs as everyone else nods agreeing. I sigh and give them all a sarcastic smile knowing they're hiding something from me.
"It's nothing bad, don't worry, Tony is just needy and wants us all near him" Stevie laughs as she grasps my hand in hers getting my attention away from the window beside me.
"And he couldn't wait until I had a decent sleep?" I say laughing but deep down I was serious, i can't be hungover in peace in this gang.
"Unfortunately not, he's a man that likes things done his way, there's no other option" Jesse laughs as everyone nods. Tony is being a real bald prick right now, I'm exhausted and I know I won't sleep good in this car.
"Could of at least carried me more softly and laid me out on the back seats like Niall" I laugh as they all turn to look at Niall at the very back of the car panned out asleep one arm hanging off the seats the other across his chest.
"Hey, not my fault you're a light sleeper" Harry laughs as I groan rolling my eyes "it's a curse" I mumble as Stevie laughs squeezing my hand sympathetically.
"Try get some sleep now, if you can't we'll be stopping in about two or three hours at the motel, we all need sleep right now" Liam says as Harry nods rubbing one of his eyes with his knuckle as he keeps the other on the steering wheel.
"Okay, but if someone wakes me before we get to the motel I will shoot you, I'm not afraid" I say pointing at everyone as they nod laughing. "Here, use my shoulder as a pillow, I'll be using Jesse's" Stevie says as I nod thanking her laying my head down on her shoulder as she leans hers on Jesse's shoulder. "What are we fucking dominos?" Jesse laughs as he leans his head on the window next to him. "Only way to be comfy" I mumble sleepily as Stevie hums.
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"Bowie, we're here" Harry says as he shakes me softly by my shoulder. I sit up letting out a small groan at the fact I felt like I've slept five minutes not three hours. I open my eyes and notice I'm the last person in the car. Harry stands at the open door next to me leaning in smiling down at my sleepy state.
"I've got your room key here, if you want one of us in there with you, we're more than happy to" he says as I nod taking off my seatbelt stepping out of the car onto the cold ground under me.
I let out a squeal at the coldness which causes Harry to chuckle shutting the car door before crouching down in front of me, his back facing my front. "Jump up" he mumbles as I jump onto his back wanting to get my bare feet of the cold ground finally.
Harry carries me into the lobby of the motel on his back. It looks so much nicer than the one I stayed at by myself, that man still haunts me in my dreams. Everyone smiles at me from the small lounge area next to the front desk. Elton sitting beside Louis on the sofa wagging his nail.
"Okay, everyone have their keys?" Harry asks letting me jump down as I stand onto a small rug near the sofas. "Yep, here's your little baby" Louis smiles handing me Elton's lead as Elton sits down on the rug next to my feet. "Good, Bowie have you decided who you want with you?" Harry asks turning to me as I nod slowly. There's only one person that I trust with my entire life even after everything that's happened, I know he wouldn't let anything happen to me.
"I want you too, If that's okay" I mumble as Harry looks taken a back by my words before nodding with a big smile "of course, let's get you to bed sleeping beauty" he laughs picking up mine and his bags from the floor as I follow him towards the room I'm staying in. I ignore the smiles and smirks from everyone as we pass them heading towards the stairs.
We walk up three flights of stairs heading down a small hallway towards the room. I hear some of the others down the hall as they find their own rooms. "Here we are" Harry says as he opens the light wooden door with number 37 on the front in silver writing. "This place looks cosy" I smile as we walk into a wooden aesthetic room, the bed dressed in white with a dark wood bed frame around it. The wall above the bed is a white brick print as the rest of the walls are a forest green with white decor and small house pants complementing the room.
"Knew you'd like it" he laughs as I gaze around the small but spacious room in awe. It's exactly how I wanted my room to look in my apartment, but I was too broke to make it happen.
I immediately flop myself down onto the bed rolling around the cotton sheets happily. "I'll take the sofa" Harry says leaving his bag down onto the small green cushioned sofa under the large window that's now covered with chocolate brown curtains. It feels like I'm in a jungle because of the colour of the room, it's beautiful and simple.
"You can't sleep on that, it's too small! Your legs will dangle off it!" I laugh as he sits down pulling off his boots looking at me still laying down on the bed. "It's okay, you get some sleep" he smiles as I pout "it's not fair that I get a massive bed to myself, you can stay with me"
I suggest. It's probably not a good idea but If he's going to be driving us he may as well get a good sleep so we don't crash.
"You sure?" He asks placing his boots beside the sofa where his bag is sitting now. "Yeah, we both need a good sleep" I say sitting up and moving over to the right side letting him sit down beside me on the left. He smiles as he sits down beside me as Elton makes his way up into the middle of us. "Do you need anything before we go asleep?" Harry asks switching on the tv before turning off the lamp letting the room fall into darkness around us.
"No, I'm good" I say as I slide under the duvet pulling it up around me as I lay down into the soft mattress sighing as it swallows me up. "Comfy" Harry laughs pulling the duvet around himself laying down leaving a large gap between us. "Feels like I'm laying on a cloud" I laugh as I close my eyes needing sleep right now.
"I'm glad, get some sleep Angel" he mumbles as he turns on his side facing me as I close my eyes facing him. He brushes a few strands of hair behind my ear as he leans in to place a kiss to my forehead before moving back to his pillow settling down to get some sleep.
"Night" I mumble sleepily as Elton settles down to go to sleep also. "Night darling" Harry mumbles as the tv hums around us sending me into a deep sleep faster than I expected.
Harry.
I watch her beside me as she sleeps peacefully. Her hair fanned out slightly on the white pillow as she rests her cheek on her hand. The other lays on Elton's body as she falls into her slumber.
I don't move as I stay awake admiring her in all her beauty of the low light of the tv screen. Her breathing becomes slightly heavier as she falls into a deep sleep beside me. I turn my head to the beside table looking at the digital clock that reads 3:10am in white digits.
I sigh and slowly slide out from under the duvet once I know she's out for the count. Elton moves slightly as I successfully make it out of the bed. I tip toe over to get my boots pulling them onto my feet quickly.
Bowie moves slightly as I tip toe near the door cursing my loud boots against the wooden floors, I really should of put these on outside.
I close the door behind me as I walk down the hallway heading for Niall's room where everyone is sat up waiting for me. I knock on the door and I'm greeted by a tired Niall nodding for me to come in.
Everyone's sat around on the small sofa and large double bed, it's the exact same as Bowie's room except the bedding is a pale green in Niall's room.
"Any news from Tony?" I ask Liam as he shakes his head resting it against the headboard looking at me as I lean against the small desk looking around at everyone half asleep.
"Do you really think he's going to kill us all?" Niall asks slightly anxious but mostly exhausted like the rest of us.
"I don't know, I don't even know who he is, all Sandy said is that he's close with her and Bowie, that could be anyone" I say with a sigh as they all nod.
"We just need to lay low until Tony figures this out, he knows everyone and everything, he's bound to find out who it is" Liam says as I nod agreeing with him.
"Bowie doesn't know?" Stevie asks as I shake my head no "and she isn't going to, until we need to" I say warning them all as they nod "that goes for you too Niall, no blabbing" I point at him as he holds his hands up "I'll try, just don't leave me alone with her or I will spill by accident" he says as I roll my eyes.
"I still don't understand how she got your number" Louis says confused as Quinn lays asleep in his lap on the bed.
"Either do I, somethings going on and it doesn't sound good" I mumble mostly to myself but everyone hears it.
"Well, let's all just rest up and then get a move on with the journey tomorrow, we all need some sleep" Liam says as we all nod before standing up bidding each other good night making our own ways to our rooms.
I quietly unlock the door and walk into the dark room where Bowie lays still asleep with the tv still humming around the room.
I slip off my boots and slide back in under the duvet ready to finally get some sleep. I lay my head down and just as I close my eyes my phone begins to vibrate on the bedside table making me groan quietly grabbing it quickly not looking at the number as I answer it annoyed.
"Hello" I mumble into the phone feeling like I'm about to pass out from exhaustion at any give moment.
"Harry, it's Will" a British accent says down the other end of the phone as my brows furrow and I sit up immediately.
"Will? What's up? Everything okay?" I ask now worried as to why he's calling me so late in the night.
"Joey told me about Bowie's mum calling you" he says as I roll my eyes, Joey can never keep a secret to himself, no wonder him and Niall get on so well.
"Yeah, it's weird" I say sleepily as I lean my head back against the headboard looking down at Bowie still asleep next to me, I really need sleep right now.
"I know who shes talking about, I know who's coming after you all" he says which brings my attention back to the phone call.
"Go on" I mumble as I listen to him spill a shit ton of information down the phone, my eyes widening and my heart stopping.
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Bowie.
"Morning sleeping beauty" Harry smiles at me happily from the desk making himself a cup of tea.
"Morning" I say groggily sitting up watching as he grabs a second cup of tea walking over handing me the white mug.
"Thank you" I smile taking it off him blowing on it before taking a sip.
"Sleep okay?" He asks leaning against the desk facing me sipping on his own mug of tea. "Yeah, you?" I ask as he nods, he has slight bags under his eyes but I probably do too.
I look over at the clock on the left hand side of the bed and see the white numbers read 8:45am. I mentally groan at how early it is but I know we need to get an early start on our drive.
"We're leaving at 9:30, Liam went to the cafe down the road and brought us back croissants, want one?" He asks holding up a small plastic bag with two croissants and jam and butter packets in it also. "Yeah, I'm starving!" I say as he laughs taking out a croissant placing it on a side plate handing it to me with a jam and butter packet along with a knife. "I could get used to this breakfast in bed" I say as he rolls his eyes bringing his croissant and tea over with him as he sits down beside me in bed.
I butter my croissant and begin eating it as I leave the packet of strawberry jam unopened on the bed beside me. Harry looks at me as I eat it without jam. "What?" I ask with a mouth full of pastry. "You don't put jam on yours?" He asks placing a small amount of jam on his before he takes a bite from it. "You do put jam on yours?" I fire back as he rolls his eyes with a smile swallowing his food.
I break off a small piece of my croissant holding it out to Elton as he sniffs it before taking it from my hand wolfing it down happily.
"Elton approved" I smile as Harry holds out a small piece of his with jam and butter on it. Elton sniffs it and backs away slightly not eating the food. "He doesn't want your jammy croissant smirky" I laugh as Harry eats the small piece slightly disappointed that Elton didn't eat it.
"You two don't know what you're missing out on, tastes beautiful" he says tossing the lash piece into his mouth letting out a dramatic hum at the taste causing me to roll my eyes at his childishness.
"Wish I could stay here all day" I groan as I pull the duvet around me again snuggling back into the bed ready for another long sleep to satisfy me.
"You and me both, but we have a mission to complete" he says sipping his tea and I let out a small chuckle. "It's a road trip not a mission" I say as he turns to look at me "mission sounds cooler" he says with a pout as I roll my eyes "alright you big baby" I fire at him as he drops his eyebrows with a big pout.
"I'm not a baby, just like to make things sound cooler" he whines as I laugh rolling out of bed to get dressed.
"Okay, whatever helps you sleep at night smirky" I chuckle as I walk into the bathroom pulling out some clothes. I furrow my brows when I open my bag and see Harry's purple rain T-shirt sat on top of my leather jacket.
I pull it out and shrug throwing it on with my black jeans and leather jacket. I brush my hair and tie it up as it's getting greasy but I know I have no time to wash it right now and I don't fancy sitting in a car with wet hair, I don't want to catch pneumonia.
I brush my teeth and wash my face before heading back out to the room to see Harry's changed into a red button up short sleeve shirt and his black jeans.
"New shirt?" I ask trying not to sound confused by his sudden pop of colour in his wardrobe. "Yeah, bought it last week online, is it okay" he asks looking at himself in the mirror deciding if he likes it or not.
"I love it, really suits you smirky" I smile as he smiles back at me feeling more confident in his outfit choice.
"Did you buy more of those?" I ask as he nods shyly "some are more loud than others" he mumbles as I nod not pressing him any further as he seems almost embarrassed over his choices of clothing which shouldn't be the case, he looks drop dead gorgeous in anything.
"Ready to go?" He asks breaking his gaze off himself in the mirror finally ready to show everyone his new fashion choice.
"Yep, just let me get Elton on his lead" I smile clipping Elton's lead around his collar gathering up our bags in my other hand.
Harry shrugs on his leather jacket that now has small diamonds stuck onto it on the shoulders. "Your jacket looks so pretty" I say amazed by how effortlessly amazing it looks, pins patches diamonds, they all fit so well together, something I never thought would.
He looks stunned at the fact I've noticed the new additions to the leather. "Oh, thank you, got them with my new shirts and a few nail things" he mumbles again as I smile nodding "really rockstar like" I say honestly as he smiles bigger blushing slightly at the complement.
"Let's go before I jump your bones Angel" he teases as he grabs his bag nodding for me to leave as I roll my eyes chucking, what a tease.
"Good morning Bonnie and Clyde" Liam smiles walking out of the room next to us with his bag in his head. "Morning" Harry mumbles as I bite back excitement as Liam notices Harry standing behind me shyly. "Love the shirt mate, where did you get it?" Liam says as Harry smiles slightly at his words. "Online, I'll send you the link" he smiles as Liam nods happily.
"Good morning you sexy fuckers!" Niall walks down the hall towards us quoting Jesse's usual words. "Who's ready for a road trip with the best game maker?" He says as he reaches us slinging an arm around my shoulder facing me harry and Liam. I look at Harry and he shakes his head suggesting I don't ask what Niall means. "What did we tell you about those games?" Louis sighs walking up behind us with Quinn in tow. "Hey, those games got us through many flights and road trips" Niall says pointing at Louis staying beside me as I hug into him from his arm being around me.
"Even the air hostesses told you to shut up" Harry says as Niall smirks "then we had to tell them to shut up am I right Harry?" Niall says slapping Harry's arm as we all roll our eyes knowing what he means.
"You're a weird man" Harry mumbles shaking his head as Niall shrugs not caring what they think about his words.
"Good morning you sexy fuckers!" Jesse sings walking up the hall in a harsh Scottish accent as Stevie shakes her head laughing beside him.
"The accent, knew I forgot something" Niall mumbles next to me as I laugh lowly watching the two make their way up the hall to us all stood outside mine and Liam's rooms.
"Zayn is always last, he's probably still asleep" Liam says slightly annoyed, Zayn tends to this every time we need to be somewhere.
"I'll get him" Louis sighs walking down the hall before stopping at Zayn's door. "House keeping" he says in a high pitched voice we all watch on trying to hold back our laughs.
Zayn swings open the door a few seconds later looking like he just woke up. "Rise and shine honey, let's go" Louis sings as Zayn glares at him like he wants him to drop dead right in front of him.
"Fuck off" Zayn groans slamming the door in Louis face. "Well, someone's grumpy" he mumbles walking back up to us.
"If he goes back to bed I will shoot him, we really have to leave" Harry says as we all look at him "alright miss diamonds, let's just wait out in the car" Jesse says laughing as we all follow him down the hall towards the stairs.
"I like your diamonds H" Stevie says as she walks past me and Harry at the back of everyone as we walk down the stairs quickly.
"Knew these were a bad idea" he says with a sigh as we round a corner walking down the last flight of stairs. "He's just teasing, I think they're beautiful" I smile up at him holding Elton in my arms. He gives me a small shy smile as he hands the key back to the old lady behind the front desk.
We all make our way out to the car and load our bags into the trunk as we all hop into the same seats as last night, maybe it will be a good idea having Niall at the very back considering he's made up a new game for us to play.
"I don't get why I'm all the way back here!" Niall shouts up to us all from the back. "Because if we drown out your voice we can't hear you" Harry shouts back "what do yo-" Niall was cut off by Harry turning up the radio really loudly as we all try to hold in our laughs. Niall's shouts are mumbled at the back as he throws his middle fingers up at us all cursing us out over the loud music.
Zayn makes his way into the car after a few minutes. He flops himself down carelessly behind me Stevie and Jesse as Harry glares at him through the rear view mirror. "I'm here aren't I?" Zayn shouts as he sees Harry glaring at him.
Harry huffs starting up the car as we all laugh at his annoyance towards Zayn who's falling back asleep behind us as we drive down the road.
"Game time!" Niall shouts after an hour of driving peacefully. He waited until Harry turned down the radio to speak which erupted a big sigh from us all not knowing what he's about to do.
"I turned it down for two seconds you leprechaun bastard!" Harry shouts as Niall erupts into laughter behind us. "Okay, the game is everyone guess what happened in Bowie and Harry's room last night" he sings out happily as I snap my head back to glare at him wiggling his eyebrows at me. "I'll start I think they-" his words were cut off by me laughing forward to turn up the radio again as Niall continues to mumble behind us.
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"There's no motels around, nearest is another eight hours" Harry sighs locking his phone in anger as we stay parked on the side of a dirt road. We drove for six hours and now it's nearly dark, we've no where to sleep or eat. Fantastic.
"There's a camp store about ten minutes away along with a food store, if three of us drive there and buy some tents and food we should be good for the night" Liam suggests as we all agree with his plan.
"Where do we camp?" Harry asks looking around as Liam types quickly on his phone before piping up again "camp site is two minutes down this road" he mumbles as Harry begins driving down the dirt road leading to an empty open camp site with picnic benches.
"Looks nice" Louis mumbles as we all nod trying to get our spirits up for tonight's rest stop. "Anyone ever been camping?" I ask as they all nod. "Have you?" Harry asks as I nod "once, I was like twelve though" I laugh as we all hop out of the car.
"Me, Harry and Jesse will go to the camp and food store, you all stay here and gather wood for a fire" Liam says assigning us all tasks to do while we wait for them to get back.
The three of them leave as me Stevie Zayn Niall Louis and Quinn stay behind looking around for some wood that we could use.
"Found a massive log boys!" Louis shouts as Niall and Zayn help him carry it towards me Stevie and Quinn stood by a burnt patch of grass where the fire is meant to go. As they near the patch they let go leaving Louis holding the log by himself "oh cheers lads, yeah great" he shouts struggling to keep the large log in his hands.
The boys start assembling a fire which is mostly Zayn throwing the sticks on top of one another. "I learned in scouts that if you stack them like this...it'll light quicker" Niall says stacking the wood like jenga as me and the girls look on. Louis roll his eyes "forget what they taught you in scouts Nialler, we're doing it the Tomo way" he says standing the wood sticks up resting them on one another making a pyramid shape. "See! Perfect!" He says happily as we all clap nodding.
A gust of wind blows through the air knocking down Louis handy work as it all comes crashing down some landing on Zayn. "Louis you idiot!" Zayn shouts in pain as one of the large sticks lands on his foot. "Sorry lad!" Louis shouts which causes us all to erupt into laughter as a not so pleased Zayn curses us all out of it.
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"So, what was your first ever job as a gang?" I ask as we all sit around the campfire in the dark wrapped up in our own blankets watching the fire crackle in the front of us.
"We all had one individual job to do before we joined, Tony then put us all together when we passed it" Harry says plucking his marshmallow off the end of the wooden stick in his hand.
"Mine was to rob some gas station in New York" Niall says shrugging as he puts another marshmallow onto the end of the wooden stick.
"Wait, was it the one that was near my apartment block?" I say as Niall nods slowly. I let out a cackle as they all look at me weirdly. "You robbed Will!" I shout as Niall begins to laugh "oh my god! It was!" He shouts followed by a string of apologies.
"Mine was to rob a clothes store, completely random" Liam laughs as Louis nods "me too, it was so odd"
"Mine was to rob a bank with older members of the gang" Jesse laughs as Zayn nods "I was there too, it was wild" he says stuffing a roasted marshmallow into his mouth.
"Mine was simple, kidnap some guy for Tony and bring him back to him, it was all set up but it was fun beating him up" Stevie says casually as I laugh "you weren't asked to beat him up you just did" Harry adds as Stevie points at him laughing "still fun"
"What was yours" I ask looking at Harry next to me wrapped up in a blue blanket as his hands sticks out holding a stick over the fire melting a marshmallow.
"I had the worst because I was basically trying out to be the leader" he mumbles as I nod "and what was it?" I ask wanting to know further. "Doesn't matter, I don't want to talk about it" he shrugs off as I nod not asking any other questions.
The atmosphere lowers after Harry's words we all sit awkwardly around the orange flames not saying a word as we eat and roast marshmallows.
We continue to talk about random things from how we all grew up to our first kisses and all that high school talk. We all called it a night and went into our assigned tents. Harry asked me to share one with him which I agreed to, he never told me why he wanted me there but he did.
"Are you awake?" Harry asks beside me as we sleep under and over a duvet bundled up in our clothes and socks to keep the warmth in our bodies.
I roll over facing him with a blanket wrapped around my head and body letting only my face peak out. He laughs when he sees me. "What?" I say slightly offended that he's laughing. He looks at me bundled up in a blanket himself but not around his head, that man has enough hair to knit me a scarf with.
"You look like a toe!" He says letting out a loud laugh snapping his palm over his mouth to hide his laugh as everyone is asleep around us in their tents. "You're a fucking toe!" I whisper yell back as he laughs louder into his hand finding himself way too funny right now.
"You asked me was I awake just so you could tell me I look like a toe?" I ask as he shakes his head laughing through deep breaths. "No, no. Just couldn't sleep and then you turn around looking like fucking ET!" He says laughing harder at his new remark.
"Wow, so I'm a toe and ET!" I say rolling my eyes as Harry calms himself down from his laughing fit beside me. "A cute toe" he mumbles trying to hide a laugh that's forcing his way up his chest. "How can a toe be cute?" I say in disgust as Harry bellows out a deep laugh. We're both so sleep deprived we're finding a toe funny, and in Harry's case, cute.
"Is this why you wanted me in your tent? So you could make fun of me while I try to sleep!" I say as Elton moves in his sleep near our feet at the door of the tent. "No, just wanted some company" he says with a silly smile on his face from all his laughing. "So you pick the person who threatens to shoot you every two seconds?" I ask with a chuckle as he nods "always keep me on my feet angel" he grins as I roll my eyes in my blanket burrito. "Don't tell me you have a pain kink smirky" I say teasingly as he chuckles "maybe" he says simply as my eyes widen "does that really surprise you?" He says rolling his eyes at my shock. I think for a minute and relax my eyes agreeing that he's right, it doesn't surprise me. "No, not when I think about it" I say as he raises one eyebrow at me "so you're thinking about it?" He asks smugly as I lean forward and head butt him.
"One more and I'll bust" he says making his voice trembly and dramatic beside me. "You do, and you're in here alone" I say with a warning glare as he nods laughing "gonna be hard" he mumbles as I scrunch my face up dramatically in disgust trying to pretend I'm grossed out. On the inside i feel butterflies all over my body, something I've never felt around him before, not even when I had his dick in my mouth.
"Don't pretend, your trembling under that blanket angel" he points out smiling at me sleepily as I roll my eyes with a scoff "you wish" he nods leaning in closer to me as our foreheads nearly touch laying down on the ground of the tent.
"Maybe I do" he says looking down at my lips and back up at my eyes. My breathing stops and my heart hammers in my chest. Butterflies fly around my entire body, I never knew this could happen by just the slightest touch off somebody.
"I think you're pretty weird then" I say trailing off when he brushes his nose against mine humming at my words not really paying attention or thinking of some snarky comeback.
"Pretty weird or just pretty or just weird?" He asks as he keeps his eyes on mine as our breathes heat up each other's faces. "Maybe both, or none" I say softly as he smiles a little nudging our noses together again.
I let out a small gasp when he finally connects our lips together softly kissing me as we're bundled up in our little blanket cocoons in a tent god knows where. He heats up the kiss by sliding his tongue along my bottom lip and grasping my jaw with his large hand. I stay put not being able to take my hands out from being squashed under my blanket that's wrapped tightly around me. Just as things start to heat up Harry pulls back with a loud cackle.
I look at him furrowing my brows as he keeps ahold to my face laughing like a hyena. "What?" I ask confused and embarrassed that he stopped kissing me to laugh. "I opened my eyes the slightest amount" he starts but is cut off by a loud laugh. I roll my eyes and wait for him to finish "...your blanket...you look like a toe!" He says with a squeal and then a loud laugh which causes me to bite back mine pretending to be annoyed.
"I'm sorry darling, I shouldn't laugh, you look cute but it just took me by surprise again" he says laying back down on his side looking at me bundled up. "You're mean" I say with a pout as I shuffle my hands out from the blanket tearing it down from my head. "Better?" I ask as he nods "look pretty either way, just took me by surprise lovely" he says as I fix my hair laying back down to face him on my side missing the warmth of my blanket.
"C'mere" he says pulling me back in for another kiss finishing where we left off. It heats up again in a matter of seconds the goofiness and silliness gone again as we connect our lips.
Harry slides his tongue into my mouth as it swirls around with mine. He grabs my hips and sits me up on his lap as he sits up, our blankets falling to our waists as we move.
My heart is beating a million miles per second as his hands roam my hips and thighs sliding around to the curve of my ass giving it a light squeeze before rubbing his hands up onto my waist again holding me tightly against him.
As we kiss I feel him getting hard under me through his black jeans, our neediness and eagerness taking over our bodies. We touch each other like we've been touch starved for years, like two teenagers getting it on for the first time.
I slide my hands from his chest up around his neck blindly tangling my ringed hands into his hair tugging slightly at the curls on the back of his head. He lets out a throaty groan at my action which eggs me on to do it again when he squeezes my ass.
My hands slide out from his hair and under the fabric of his leather jacket as I slowly peel it off his body. He shrugs letting one hand off my hips at a time to take it fully off leaving him only in his red button up and jeans.
One of his hands reaches up to my jaw grasping it as he deepens the kiss again his neediness taking over him as he begins to shrug my own leather jacket from my body. I flinch at first but pull his hair again signalling it's okay and he continues to peel the leather off my skin.
He throws the jacket next to his at the far side of the tent. When he does Elton jumps up with a growl causing me and Harry to pull away.
"Oh god I forgot he was here" Harry says slightly embarrassed as Elton looks up at us with his head tilted as he watches me sit on Harry's lap nearly naked.
"I'm so sorry buddy" I say softly as he comes over to sit next to Harry's thigh laying down beside us. "Can't believe I just got cock blocked by a dog" he mumbles as I laugh loudly dropping my head down onto his shoulders as he holds onto me laughing as well.
"We nearly traumatised him" I say into his chest as he laughs even more now. "This is the second time he's done it, we need to get him his own room in the next house" harry says as I sit up "no, he stays with me" I say as Harry rolls his eyes "fine, you don't get any action so" he teases kissing my nose as I laugh lightly "plenty of other places to do it lover boy" I say kissing his lips quickly before laying back down bundling up in my blanket again.
"I'll remember that for the next time" he says with a wink as he wraps his blanket around himself laying back down facing me.
He sees me shiver and roll his eyes "go on, be a toe again" he says as I smile widely wrapping the blanket around my head laying back down with a shit eating grin.
"You're a weirdo" he smiles with his eyes filled with what looks like love. "Hey, everyone is, I just like to embrace it" I laugh as he nods agreeing with me. "You sure do lovely girl" he says closing his eyes finally letting sleep fall over him.
"Harry" I mumble as he hums keeping his eyes closed as I keep mine on his face that looks so peaceful and angelic all the time, even when he's angry. I don't know how he does it.
"I can't sleep without noise" I say shyly as he opens his eyes smiling sleepily at me. "Baby" he teases as I pout letting out a breath of frustration through my nose.
"Only teasing angel, come here" he says pulling me into him as I lay my head on his chest. The sound of his heart beat rings through my ears as it quickens with my touch but then normalises when he cuddles me closer.
"Harry" I mumble again which causes a sleepy laugh to rumble through his chest. "Yes lovie" he says as I shuffle a little nervously under him.
"Could you sing to me?" I ask as I look up at his face, his eyes closed and relaxed, slight stubble on his face now from not shaving. "I can't sing" he laughs as I shake my head "you can and you know you can" I say as I opens his eyes peering down at me. He sighs and closes them again as I close mine waiting for him to start. (*)
His chest rumbles as he begins to sing softly and quietly, it's almost a hum but it's the most beautiful sound I've ever heard. His voice alone could cure depression.
"I got a girl crush, hate to admit it but" he starts his voice low as a hum but his words are clear as day as he holds me close.
"I got a hard rush, it ain't slowin' down,"
" I got it real bad, want everything she has,
that smile and that midnight laugh, she's givin' you now"
"I want to taste her lips, yeah, 'cause they taste like you, I want to drown myself, in a bottle of her perfume"
"I want her long blond hair, I want her magic touch, yeah, 'cause maybe then, you'd want me just as much"
"And I've got a girl crush" he sings lowly his chest vibrating, his voice mixed with his heart beat soothes me and that was the last thing I heard before I drifted off.
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Heylo love bugs!
I've missed you all! Even though it's only been a day or two but college is kicking my ass :((
Hope you all liked this chapter, hope it got you in your feels...:))
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