Kokichi coughed and gagged, struggling to breath.
He gripped at his throat poorly.
It burned.
Everything burned.
Final, the petals made there escape into the toilet.
But.
Something was wrong.
Kokichi wiped back a few of his tears to get a better look.
It wasn't flower petals alone.
They were all connected together.
Into the full flower itself.
Kokichi's eyes widened.
He didn't know how fast it could escalate.
He was so focused on his own life, that he haven't even tried to put the effort in to think about Shuichi.
When was the last time he did think of him?
About the soulmate...
Fuck.
Kokichi stood up slamming his head against the wall.
What could have influenced him to be such a dumbass idiot and run away when he needed help the most?
Kokichi stared down at his arms.
What influenced him to do....
T....
Kokichi looked up.
He influenced it.
It was his fault, he was put to blame.
He had chances time and time again to reach for help and get it.
But he struggled.
He kept his mask up, and remained to cocky, arrogant person.
He choose to.
While his friends were bettering himself, what was Kokichi doing?
Fucking himself up.
He was basically becoming like...
Miu.
Korekiyo.
Maki.
A mix of them, their personalities, and insecurities, all together.
Kokichi was disappointed in himself.
And first step is.
Helping himself.
He needed to talk to someone, but who?
Who seemed best fit to vent out all his issues to?
Could he even talk to them?
Kokichi looked down.
He didn't think he could last longer.
He needed to spend more time with Shuichi.
He needed to do it.
Kokichi needed to give himself a chance to save himself.
He was going to try.
No matter how much times he broke down, he would get up and pretend nothing happened.
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Chapter end! Whoosh!
If you noticed, Kokichi is now in bold!
I did that to show his break.
So when he is okay, the text will slowly revert back to normal.
Anyways, hopefully next chapter is Kokichi revealing his emotions and talking to someone.
So...
Who should Kokichi talk to?
It could be anyone, from the doctors, nurses, or his friends in his own killing game.
The person said the most, will be the person he vents to!