Hindi ko alam ang sumunod na mga nangyari. Namalayan ko na lang na nakasakay na ako sa sasakyan ni Atlas at mabilis ang pagpapatakbo nito. Hindi ko rin alam kung saan kami pupunta. Ang tanging alam ko lang, desidido akong sumama rito kahit saan niya ako dalhin.
Niyakap ko ang sarili nang maramdaman ko ang ginaw mula sa pagkakabasa ko kanina sa ulan. I was soaking wet. Kahit ang ibinigay ni Atlas na jacket nito mula sa loob ng kotse ay hindi nakatulong. Nanunuot pa rin sa aking katawan ang lamig.
Maging si Atlas ay ganoon din. Basang-basa pa rin ito mula sa ulan. Seryoso itong nagmamaneho. Panaka-naka’y sumusulyap ito sa akin habang may pag-aalala ang tingin. Mga tingin na hindi ako sanay.
Nagulat ako nang tumigil ang sasakyan sa mismong tapat ng bahay namin sa South Ridge Village. Mabilis ang mga kilos ni Atlas na binuksan ang gate nito. Pinagmasdan ko ito nang may pagtataka ngunit hindi man lamang ako nito pinansin. Tuloy-tuloy ang pasok nito sa aming bakuran habang unti-unti na ring tumitila ang ulan.
Atlas opened the car window and pulled me out. Mabilis ang mga kilos nito na binuhat ako na parang bagong kasal. He put me down when he opened the door and I was just looking at him. Naghihintay kung ano ang sunod na mangyayari.
“You still have the key? I thought you already sold this house,” mahinang tanong ko rito.
Tiningnan ako ni Atlas at tumango. “This is our home. No one should own this but us.”
Tumango ako at niyakap ang aking sarili. Suot ko pa rin ang jacket na ibinigay ni Atlas sa akin. He looked at me intently before he opened the door. Kasabay nito ay ang pagtulak niya sa akin pasandal sa pinto ng bahay.
Atlas’ eyes were burning. I saw him traced my face and his Adam’s apple moved. I saw those pleading eyes again and I couldn’t help myself but be drowned. Tulad ng dati, alipin ako ni Atlas.
“I missed you,” he said before he leaned forward to claim my lips. I instantly closed my eyes as I felt his lips touched mine. It was still the same feeling. It was still the sweetest kiss for me.
Atlas kissed me rough and hard. I kissed him with the same intensity, too. Para bang sa pamamagitan niyon, mapapawi ang halos ilang buwan naming hindi pagkikita. Para bang binabawi namin sa halik ang pangungulila.
My legs wobbled. I could hardly stand. Electricity was evident whenever Atlas was touching me. Ilang sandali ay naramdaman ko ang pagbuhat sa akin nito. I instantly wrapped my legs around his waist and snaked my hands around his neck. Atlas was still kissing me, and I was kissing him back.
Nang pakawalan ni Atlas ang mga labi ko ay halos pangapusan ako ng hininga. My breathing hitched when I looked at him in the face. Atlas was still carrying me. His breathing touched my face. His eyes were peircing though my soul. Desire and longing were evident in his stare.
“I want to own you, Olive,” he said in a raspy voice. “Own you like I never did before.”
Tumango ako. Hudyat na isinusuko ko ang lahat kay Atlas. He put me down on the floor and in a swift move, he started undressing me. Mabilis ang kilos nito na nahubad ang suot kong jacket. Maging ang roba kong suot pa kanina at basa ay mabilis din nitong hinubad. I could feel his eagerness to claim me and I just found myself undressing him, too.
Mabilis at may pagmamadali ang aming mga kilos. Walang pakialam sa mga bagay na nasa aming paligid. Alam kong pareho kami ng nararamdaman ni Atlas. We needed each other. We desperately wanted each other.
Nang tuluyan nitong mahubad ang damit ko ay tinitigan nitong mabuti ang aking kabuoan. Hindi na ako nahiya na makita nito sa akin ang lahat. Tumigil lamang ang pagtibok ng puso ko nang dahan-dahan itong lumuhod sa aking harapan.
Hindi ko alam ang sasabihin. Hindi ko alam ang dapat kong maramdaman. Atlas was giving me too much emotions I couldn’t contain. Nahihirapan ako sa mga bagay na hindi ko alam at walang kasiguraduhan.
“I love you.”
Napasinghap ako nang halikan nito ang umbok ng aking tiyan. He held me tight in my tiny waist and looked at me straight through my eyes afterward. Our eyes met and we both stared at each other. Naghihintay sa susunod na mangyayari. Nadadarang sa antisipasyon.
“Mahal kita, Olive,” mahinang sambit nito.
“Then, make me yours, Atlas,” nahihirapang sambit ko.
Atlas cursed and kissed my belly again. He trailed his tongue up to my abdomen while he slowly got up. He stopped in between my two rounded mounds. Tinitigan niya muna itong mabuti bago sakupin ng basang labi nito ang isa kong dibdib.
“Oh!” I moaned as the pleasure within me rose. Nag-iinit ang aking pakiramdam sa ginagawa ni Atlas sa aking isang dibdib. He played and sucked it like a baby habang ang isa ko pang dibdib ay nilalaro ng isa nitong kamay.
“Ohh! Shit!” I bit my lower lip as another moaned escaped from my lips. Nangangatog ang aking mga tuhod sa damdaming ipinalalasap sa akin ni Atlas. Ramdam kong hindi ko na kakayanin pang tumayo kaya hinawakan ko ang braso nito bilang suporta.
“Shit! Olive!” Atlas cursed. Iniwan niya ang aking dibdib at hinagod ng kaniyang dila ang aking leeg pataas sa aking tainga. He bit it slowly, it sent shivers through my spine. I wanted him more. I wanted him to claim me in any position he yearned.
“A-Atlas.” Halos hindi ko na marinig ang sarili kong boses nang dilaan nito ang aking tainga. Mas lalo akong nadarang nang sakupin ng kamay nito ang aking pagkababae. My eyes widened when he played it slowly, caressing it softly that bring me in so much ecstacy. Lust and desire.
Mas lalong humigpit ang pagkakahawak ko kay Atlas nang ibuka nito ang aking hita gamit ang kamay nito. A moan escaped from my lips and I instantly closed my eyes when he played my clit. I couldn’t contain the feeling anymore, but Atlas was tormenting me. He was teasing my fold while biting my earlobe, licking it sensually.
“Please,” I pleaded.
I heard him chuckle. “Please what, Olive?”
“Claim me, Atlas. I want you,” mahinang sambit ko.
“Moan my name,” he whispered in my ear before he entered his finger inside me. In and out with so much gentleness. Paulit-ulit nitong ginagawa iyon dahilan kung bakit tila may namumuo sa aking kaibuturan. I wanted to reach something. I wanted it rougher, harder, and faster.
“F-Faster, Atlas!” I pleaded that he obliged.
A moan escaped from me. Atlas sealed my lips with his. He kissed me rough and hungry while thrusting inside me. Faster and deeper with his fingers before I felt my first release. I cum in Atlas’ fingers and the feeling was divine.
Halos mapugto ang aking hininga nang pakawalan ni Atlas ang mga labi ko. Maging ito ay malalim din ang paghinga. He pulled his fingers out of my core and looked at it. My eyes widened when he licked and sucked it without hesitation. Bagay na hindi niya kailanman ginawa sa akin kahit pa noon.
“Sweet,” wika nito nang matapos sa ginagawa. “I want you more, Olive.”
Napalunok ako, lalo na nang tingnan ako ni Atlas deretso sa aking mga mata. Katulad kanina ay nakahahalina at nakadadarang ang mga titig nito. I blinked a few times and let myself be drowned by the moment—trying to calm myself from the anticipation that was about to happen.
Atlas held me in my arms and guided me somewhere I don’t know. Tumigil ito sa kung saan at kasabay niyon ay ang paggiya sa akin patalikod. Bumungad kaagad sa akin ang puting dingding.
“Hands up, Olive,” Atlas whispered behind me. I nodded and gladly obliged.
Mabilis kong itinaas ang aking mga kamay at inilapat sa dingding. Napapikit rin ako nang maramdaman kong hinalikan ni Atlas ang aking likod—tracing my spine, licking it sensually that made me feel the heat inside of me.
Walang panama ang air con at lamig ng gabi sa damdaming ipinararamdam ni Atlas sa akin. Damdaming nanunuot sa aking kaibuturan maging sa aking pagkatao. Isang damdaming nakahahalina at nakadadarang. Napakasarap na wala akong nagawa kundi ang umungol at magpaubaya.
“Open your legs,” he whispered hoarsely. Ang hininga nitong tumatama sa aking balat ay lalong nakadagdag sa sidhi ng aking pakiramdam.
Tumango ako at agad itong sinunod. Nagpapaubaya sa anumang nais nitong gawin. Naghihintay na malasap muli ang kaluwalhatian sa piling nito at sa paraang gusto nito.
“Oh my gosh!” I screamed in pleasure.
“Oh! Fuck!” Atlas moaned.
We moaned in unison as Atlas entered me fully from behind. He thrusted it slow to guide me in his every move. My legs quivered, I needed some support. Meeting Atlas’ every thrust made my knees weak.
“Open your legs, Olive.”
I parted my legs and bent down to gave him more access. He thrusted his thing inside of me rougher and deeper. Faster than the previous one. Atlas was hitting my G-spot while his hands were caressing my bare breast.
“Ahh! A-Atlas!”
Hindi ko na alam kung ilang beses ko nang sinambit ang pangalan ni Atlas. Hindi ko na rin mabilang ang mga ungol na lumabas sa bibig ko. Hindi ko na rin alam kung ilang beses niya akong dinala sa rurok ng kaluwalhatian. Ang alam ko lang, magkasama kami at sumasayaw sa isang musika na kami lang ang may alam.
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