Elle
Ngumuso naman ako ng makita 'ko 'yong message ni Ate, ang kapal 'rin ng fucking face eh no, just wait for me hyuk my loves, isasampal kita sa mukha ng ate 'kong makapal face.
Kidding aside, pagkalabas 'ko ng kotse, may nakasabay 'rin akong isang magandang babae na papasok ng building kaya naman hinayaan 'ko nalang, kinuha 'ko naman 'yung starbucks at donut galing sa krispy kreme.
Pagka pasok 'ko, nakita 'ko 'rin s'yang papasok sa elevator at nung makita nya'ko, inilagay n'ya 'yong kamay n'ya sa elevator para hindi sumarado, "Thanks." I smiled at pumasok sa loob, "It's nothing." She chuckled. Pretty.
"Floor?" Tanong n'ya sa'kin, "I don't know, but unit is 124." Sabi 'ko dahilan ng mapatingin s'ya sa'kin, "124? Kim Namjoon's unit?" Tanong n'ya sa'kin kaya naman napatingin 'rin ako sakanya ng kunot noo, "Y-yes..?" I scoffed.
"Papunta 'rin ako 'don, by the way, I'm Adora." Sabi n'ya at ngumiti sa'kin, "I'm Alexelle, Just call me elle." Ngumiti naman ako pabalik at hinintay na makarating dun sa floor kung nasaan 'yung unit ni Namjoon, "I'll help you." Sabi n'ya at kinuha 'yung krispy kreme.
"Oh it's alri- I insist. Let's go inside." She cutted me and opened the door, "Namjoon oppa! I'm here!" oppa? namjoon oppa? May kapatid si Namjoon? If not, sino 'tong si Adora?
Nakita 'ko naman si Namjoon na yumakap kay Adora, "And also, I saw Elle outside." Sabi ni Adora at nilapag 'yong donut sa sa table ni Namjoon, "Hey!" Namjoon smiled kaya naman nakita 'ko 'yung dimples n'ya. "Hey." I smiled.
Lumapit naman s'ya sa'kin, "Let's go inside." Ngumiti s'ya ulit sa'kin at kinuha 'yong starbucks sa kamay 'ko, "I-" Imbis na patapusin n'ya pa ako, dumeretso na s'ya ulit sa loob at dumeretso sa mini workplace n'ya.
Ngumiti naman ako tinignan si Namjoon, "Feel free, Guys." Sabi ni Namjoon sa'ming dalawa kaya umupo naman ako sa isang desk chair at tinignan silang dalawa na mukhang importante ang pinag-uusapan about sa music.
"Sorry, Adora. I bought foods for two person only, hindi 'ko alam na may kasama pala si Namjoon." Ngumiti ako at sabay naman silang napatingin sa'kin, "It's alright, Adora can take my drink." Sabi ni Namjoon at nag focus ulit.
Napasimangot naman ako, ay nilabas 'yung phone 'ko at hinantay silang matapos, Akala 'ko sa bahay lang boring, dito 'rin pala sa unit ni Namjoon, "Okay, break!" Sabi ni Namjoon at naglakad sa harapan 'ko, "Krispy kreme?" Pag yayaya ni Namjoon kay Adora. "Sounds good."
"Here, you can take some." Pagyayaya 'ko at inabot sakanya 'yung box, "Thanks, Elle." Sabi n'ya at kumuha, "Elle bought a nice flavoured drink, want some?" Sabi ni Namjoon at sumipsip sa drink, "Really?" Tanong ni Adora at kinuha 'yung drink sa kamay ni Namjoon at sumipsip 'rin.
Halos maibuga 'ko na 'yung iniinom 'ko kaya naman napatingin sila sa'kin, "You pkay?" Tanong sakin ni Namjoon at nag-abot ng tissue, I coughed, "Y-yeah. May naalala lang." Sabi 'ko at tinignan silang dalawa. "Hmmm."
How come pwede silang sumipsip sa iisang straw? Isn't that weird? Hindi kaya Girlfriend 'to ni Namjoon?, napatingin naman ako sa kanilang dalawa na nagtatawanan, maybe..?
"I'll go to the bathroom." Sabi ni Adora kaya naman naiwan kaming dalawa ni Namjoon, "You okay? Goods?" Tanong n'ya at tinignan ako, I nodded. "Yeah, Fine. And also, magka-ano ano kayo ni Adora?" Tanong 'ko.
"She's BigHit's back vocal Girl." Sabi n'ya at tumingin sa'kin, "Why? You thought she's my Girlfriend?" Tanong n'ya sa'kin, "N-no- Liar." He scoffed and looked at me, "She's not my Girlfriend." Sabi n'ya at nginitian ako.
My heart started to beat faster and I can feel I'm blushing, "You're turning red.." Namjoon smirked and smiled, "H-ha? Hindi ah, wooh! Mainit l-lang talaga!" Sabi 'ko kaagad sakanya.
"Miss Lawyer, nakatapad ang Aircon sa'yo, mainit pa 'rin? Am I too hot?" He joked and smirked, "What the hell are you talking a-about?" Kabadong tanong 'ko, "Nothing, Ms. Lawyer."
"Let's start recording!" sabi ni Adora kaya naman tinignan ako ni Namjoon, "Later." He chuckled at lumapit pa kay Adora, I gulped down fanning myself, "H-hot.." I whisphered.
Umupo naman ako sa couch at pinagmasdan silang dalawa na nagrerecord, "From the start." Rinig 'kong sabi ni Namjoon kaya naman humiga muna ako at ipinikit 'yong mata 'ko.
Namjoon's
"Great Work, Adora." I smiled, "Thanks, by the way, mauuna na'ko, may date pa'ko!" Nakangiting sabi n'ya at nagmamadaling lumabas, I stretched out at naglakad para hanapin si Elle.
Ng makita 'ko s'yang nakahiga sa sofa, umupo ako sa gilid at pinagmasdan s'ya, she looked like someone, her whole face resembles her. I sighed at lumuhod sa harapan n'ya, "Elle, are you falling inlove with me?" I whisphered.
"I bet no." I answered myself and carried her heading to my room and layed her on my bed, "Rest well, My Elle." I smiled and kissed her forehead turning off the lights heading out.
Since I met Elle at rue des rosiers, my feelings became uneasye, specially when she's around, when she smiles, when she talks to me. Everything feels unstable. I don't know what to do, what If I fall with someone again? Fuck.
I layed my back on the soft couch closing my eyes. Memories started to flashback again on my mind, everything feels different, it feels the same, I was still hurt, I was still affected.
Oh forget it Namjoon bro, You two broke up, her so don't mind her bussines, She broke up with me but why does it feel like if happened yesterday? Why and I still hurt? Why am I still affected. Everytime, I'm telling myself that I've moved on, but I can't stop thinking of her.
I ruffled my hair and opened my phone staring on our old pictures together. I pressed the delete button and sighed, "Wake up, Man. It's time for you to love someone that's worth it to love."
"Problemadong problemado, Namjoon?" Umangat ang tingin 'ko kay Elle na mukhang kagigising lang, "Hey.." I smiled and moved myself to let her sit, "What are you thinking about? Stressed?" Tanong n'ya sa'kin at ngumiti.
"Nothing, may naisip lang akong idagdag sa beats." I lied and looked at her, "You're lying." She chuckled, "No, by the way, earlier, from what happened." I chuckled and looked at her, "Oh, C'mon, It's nothing." She groaned.
"What made you choke yourself huh?" I asked looking at her, "Ugh fine. I was surprised you let Adora sip on your straw. Isn't that too weird, I mean? Are you two together?" Elle is too talkative but direct to he point. I like it.
"Adora had a Boyfriend for your Information, Alexelle Jeon. And by the way, that Isn't weird." I looked at her, "No! It is weird, Don't you know the word indirect kiss?" She scoffed.
"Chill, why are you so mad?" I laughed, "I hate you." She hissed, "No, you love me." I teasted, "Godness neptune, I don't." She rolled her eyes looking at me, "Someday you will." I chuckled.
"That ain't happening." She laughed, "It is, I have my hundred percent trust on my instincts." I said nonchalantly, "Well, I'm telling you, your instincts were wrong." She said.
"Why are you acting like that? Sounds jealous." I chuckled, "Are you denying something Ms. Lawyer Jeon?" I teased, "Jeez stop it! I'm not jealous." She groaned, "Yes you are, love."
"I'm not Jealous." She said, "Yes you are, love."
"Stop that."
"Stop what? Calling you love? Calling you mine? Only mine? Huh? Alexelle?"
"Just make sure you'll catch me if I fall inlove with you Kim Namjoon."
"What did you say, Love?"
"I really hate you." She looked at me irritately, "No you don't. Because you love me." I teased more, "Yaaa! I don't!" She blushed and looked away, "Then why are you blushing?" I laughed.
"I'm not blushing." Elle said backing away, "You said something, love?" I asked leaning closer, "I'll kill yo- hmmmm what?" I asked leaning more closer trapping her on the couch with my arms, "M-move." She blushed and looked away.
"What if I don't?" I asked leaning more staring directly on her eyes, "You'll be dead- hmmm?" I asked only inch away on her face, I looked down on her lips. It was attractive. So attractive.
I can't help it, I smirked and pressed my lips on her lips closing my eyes tight as I pressed it, Her hands on my chest whose pushing earlier but immediately collapsed down, my hands are getting weaker, I put my hands on her back supporting her to go up seated on my thighs not breaking our playful and lustful kiss.
I smirked between the kiss and hold her tiny waist supporting her ontop of me, The kiss went roughly and I don't want to keep continuing if she's not ready, thus, we're not together so it'll be weird something happened yet Elle and I are not together or even married.
I stopped the kiss and looked at her, "W-why did you stop?" She asked and looked at me confused, "Because it'll be weird if I continued." I smiled and pecked her lips tapping her so she could move aside. "I liked it." I looked back at her confused. "Like what?" I asked.
She blushed, "Your kiss. I liked it. It's my first time. First time experiencing t-that k-kiss."
I looked at her unbottoning my first two buttons, "My honor to be your first." I chuckled and smirked, "What do you want for dinner?" I asked her. I can't cook but I'll try pasta.
"You- I mean, a-anything will do." She said and standed up sitting on the counter looking at me, "Anything? Hmmm?" I asked licking my lips and nodded, "Y-yeah, Anything." She uttered.
"I'll cook some pasta for tonight." I looked at her waiting for a nod so she nodded, "I'd love to taste your dish, Joon." She whisphered but enough for me to hear, "You'll be the first one tasting my pasta. I'd love to do my best." I smirked.
"It's my honor t-too." She said and looked at me focused, "Elle. I know I'm handsome so stop staring." I joked and turned my back on her and drinked some water, "O-oh. S-sorry." I heard her. Fuck why is she so cute. It's so damn cute.
The pasta didn't take long so it was finished exactly dinner time, "Let's eat." I said and gave her the plate and fork, Once she've tasted the pasta, I looked at her expression, "I-Is it good?" I asked her, She looked at me and smiled.
"It's tasty, I think I forgot my name." She jokingly said and looked at me, "Why don't you taste it?" She grabbed the fork on my hand and swirled it on the pasta, "Ahhhhh?" She chuckled so I opened my mouth, once the pasta touched my tounge. I thought I was in heaven.
"You did great, Namjoon-ah. Cook for me sometimes." She chuckled and started to eat, "I will." I smiled, "Thanks." I added and sat down to eat, "It's really tasty. You should cook for the other members too." She said suggesting some.
"If I have some time." I said and looked at her, "I see." She said and ate quietly, "Are you staying?" I asked her making her coughed, "What? What's the matter of asking you?" I asked confused, "I don't think so, But If I'm welcom- I told you, the doors are always open for you." I said cutting her.
"I have an appointment tomorrow so I can't stay, hmmm?" She said and looked at me, "It's alright, You can stay someday." I said and finished my food, "I'll clean the dishes and I'll go straightly home." She said and standed up.
"You're on my unit I should be the one washing those dishes." I said, "You said feel free, so that means feel at home. At home, I was the one washing the dishes. So move away." She pushed me aside and started to wash the dishes.
I sighed and leaned on the counter staring at her small figure on my kitchen, "Call me after you got home." I said and she looked back, "I will." She said and finished washing the dishes.
"Okay, I'll go home." She wipped her hands with a towel and looked at me, I followed her with a frown on my face, "What?" She asked, "Can't you really stay?" I asked. "I can't, love." So now she's being resistant over me?
"Hmmm. Take care." I said and followed her outside, "I will, Goodnight Namjoon." She smiled, "Goodnight, Elle." I said and waved my hands and looked at her leaving me alone.
I'll wait for your call, Alexelle Jeon.