Gulf
I have always been a shy kid through my entire life. I always act like a little invisible one that people will never know of. But sometimes I am surprised when someone calls me by my name from behind.I suddenly feel like I am exposed or somewhat...Do u get that how am I🙁...So long story short I am a average looking boy who wants to make new friends but fears to speak openly.
Even my parents sometimes get annoyed by me. Sometimes my relatives come to my house and I will b timid all of a sudden.I guess I haven't come out of my shell till now.
At some point of my life I finally came to knw I am somewhat attracted to boys😷 but like really afraid to come out.I think oneday when I am ready for my soulmate then I will feel normal.
I go to a all boys high school near my hometown from where I discoverd my little secret when on one fine day I suddenly got aroused while watching boys playing football.But till now I have kept my feelings well hidden.
I can't say that I am all alone.Coz I have a few true friends.They are all great but all are straight as I think and I haven't told anyone yet about my secret.Hoping oneday I will finally b that open minded from myself.Till then just waiting for the Special one❤.
From what I have discoverd about myself I am not attracted to any of my crazy friends for sure. But I have a little crush on someone whom I sometimes see when going school.I don't know why but I always end up looking at him hungrily. But that's common for a horny teenager.Right?