Monday, August 31, 2020
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What if I mess up?
What if I miss a check in tomorrow?
What if I miss an email?
What if I do something wrong?
What if I take too long during lunch?
What if I sit down at my desk, and I don't feel safe?
What if having my back to most of the room, even though I'm alone at the house, makes me feel uncomfortable?
What if I end up moving the desk around?
What if my parents don't like that?
What if I don't have the right materials?
What if I can't access my printer fast enough?
What if I'm late to check in?
Aka: I start virtually tomorrow and I really should have a talk with my friend before I start because she always can calm me down.
Overthinking, it's a great thing to have when double checking for flaws but a terrible thing to have for your mind's sake.
I'mma gonna be calling up Sleep at 12am going "where the heck are you?"
And they respond with "I have no idea."
But hey, I get the house to myself! Positives?
Stay safe kiddos and remember to breathe.
Love you <3<3<3<3
~Ink