Stars Dance
Chapter 79
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Selena's Point of View
I HAD GOTTEN back from a taking finals for the end of the semester, as summer approached so did the internship lingering over my head. Zayn closed the door behind us, and I dropped my things on the table, I spotted the sofa and realize Jackie wasn't here, she hadn't been here for a day or two now.
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"Have you talked to Jackie? I hope she's doing alright." I admitted.
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"I talked to Levi and he told me they came back from a night of partying and she was hung over in her dorm room." Zayn said.
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"Oh." I said sounding a bit surprised. "Should we go see her maybe bring her a gift basket?" I said.
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"Jackie's been past gift baskets, since her high school days." Zayn chuckled. "Besides he told me she wasn't alone, my brother is with her." He said sitting on the sofa.
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"You think they worked things out?" I question sitting beside him.
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"Let's hope."He crosses his fingers. "Or Adam's gonna have a very bad day." He says.
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Zayn being protective over Jackie knew no boundaries. For Adam's sake I hope he told her what he told me, and maybe even more. Jackie was one of a kind, and if Adam really loved her, he was going to have to make do with the impossible.
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I took a deep breath. "I talked to professor McKinley about the internship." I mention, after class I did drop by his lecture hall. Zayn turned his attention to me and smiled nodding his head in agreement. "I decided to take it." I smile.
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"That's great baby." He leaned over and pecked my lips.
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"I hate to say this but I hope I don't bump into your father." I admit my thoughts to Zayn.
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"What is it about him that scares you?" He questions me.
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"It's not they he scares me, it's that he hurt you so bad and I just feel like if I got to know him or something that I'll end being like hey he's not a bad guy, and it would feel like I'm picking sides." I admit.
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Zayn smiled at me and pulled me closer to him. "What I got going on with him has nothing to do with you baby, maybe one day we'll get to a dad and son bond, but that will take time." He explains. "Look at this way, he was horrible to me, a perfect dad to Adam, and a father figure to Jackie."
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I playfully hit him on his chest. "That's not suppose to make me feel better." I laugh.
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"Did you just hit me?" He says grabbing my wrists in his hands. "I'm just trying to support your dreams." He smiles pressing his mouth against mine.
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"You kinda deserved it for that weird analogy." I bit back.
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"How about this analogy, your pretty pussy in my mouth." He kissed my ear before falling to his knees and pulling my legs close to him and bringing his face in between my thighs.
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He kissed the inside of my thighs before bringing his mouth over my heat, I jolted slightly when his mouth connected with my center and slowly teased it with his tongue. I bit my bottom lips and tried to suppress my moans, it had been awhile since Zayn touched me and I'll admit I was a bit deprived.
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Every time he did I could never get used to it, he knew how and where I wanted it the most always. His touch was intoxicating and I wanted his hands on me all the time, hoping he'd never stop. If sex wasn't tiring, he could probably go on for hours. "Relax baby, you're so stressed." He cooed kissing the inner of my thigh. "I'm going to help you ok?" He teased me by breathing near my center but not fully touching it with his mouth.
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"Please." I moaned I pushed my hips forward and he chuckled. He breathed and pecked my center with his mouth and moaned squirmed in his grasp and I whine.
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"Please what baby? Hm you want me to eat your pretty pussy?" He whispered. I nodded my head. "Use your words." He demanded.
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"Yes please." I moaned. "Please, please."
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"Good girl." He moaned and his tongue finally connected with my center, my eyes rolled to the beck of my head and my back arched. "Eyes on me baby, look at me." He encouraged. I squirmed in his arms and he kept my thighs in between his legs, as he flicked his tongue over and over, once my eyes locked into his he let out a breathless laugh sending vibrations throughout my body. "That's my pretty girl." He said.
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Slurping sounds were heard throughout the quiet apartment and I clenched my hands into fists, he noticed and entwined one of his with mine. "You taste so sweet, my sweet girl." He moaned swirling his tongue around. He unclenched my other hand and brought it to his head and I grabbed a fist full of his hair, he moaned and that sent me even more over the edge.
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His eyes became hooded while he flicked his tongue over and over enjoying every minute of this while I was hearing my end. "I could eat you out all day baby." He whispered. "Fuck you with my tongue over and over again until I leave it red." He moaned.
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My back arched but he remained sucking on my center and that drove me over the edge. "Oh my god—I'm gonna—" I shuddered.
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"I wanna see those pretty eyes when you cum." He encouraged. "Keep them on me, you can do it baby." He added and picked up the face on his tongue as he kept his eye contact with mine. I let out a suppressed moan and I came, nearly shaking at the contact of what just happened, tried to catch my breath. "That's it, thats it, good girl." He whispered. "Such a good girl." He chuckled before he stood up from floor and sat on the sofa before me.
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I began to buckle his jeans and pull them down. He smirked at my desperation and I pulled his briefs along with the jeans. He sat right in front of me hard, and I went to grab it when he nodded his head sideways telling me no. I looked at him confused.
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"Your mouth." He said and grabbed a fist full of my hair. "With consent to be a little rough though, I wouldn't want you feel like I was forcing you." He said, and I nodded my head to assure him. "Your words Selena, use your words." He insisted.
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"Yes." I whispered. "It's ok." I assured.
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He smirked and say back on the sofa again grabbing a fist full of my hair once again and gripping it slightly harshly. He brought me up to his lips and pressed them mine before guiding me to my knees in front of him. "On your knees." He said and I followed his word. "Open." He instructed.
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Zayn's Point of View
I wanted Selena in everywhere possible. This kind of sex wasn't new to me but for a girl like her I knew it was. Here she sat on her knees waiting to be told what to do. She trusted me enough to do this and for that, I thanked her.
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I got off on the fact that I owned her sexual desires and she trusted me with her life. I would never do anything to break that. But owning her sexual fantasies woke something inside of me, she was free to do what we she pleased, wear whatever so wanted, and men could look at her, even want to devour her whole but they could never have her.
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I slowly lowered her mouth onto my cøck and the warmth of her mouth immediately caused me to groan, I held he'd head in place and she began gagging. I pulled her up away from her hair and she gasped breathlessly. "Good girl." I whispered and brought her back down onto my cøck holding her for a few more seconds.
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Her fingertips gripped on my thighs and she began squirming and from grasping her hair I brought her away and up from my cøck and she gasped breathlessly again with her own saliva dripping down the sides of her mouth. "What do you say?" I whispered taking my hand slapping her cheek lightly.
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"Thank you." She moaned.
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I smirked and gripped her chin and cheeks with my hand. "Look at me." I demanded and her eyes locked with mine. "Good girl— open." I wiped my thumb over her plump red lips.
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She complied and opened her mouth sticking her tongue out and I spit in it before bringing her back down to my cøck into her mouth. "There you go, you're doing such a good job baby." I encouraged.
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She gagged once again and I took her away from my cøck with my hand in her hair, and she gasped breathlessly. "There isn't anything you wouldn't do for me is there?" I whispered taking my fingers into her mouth. "You'd do anything for me wouldn't you baby?"
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She nodded her head looking at me as I slide my fingers in and out of her mouth. "Anything. I love you." She whispered.
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I leaned down to kiss her on the lips and she kissed me back hungrily. "I love you too." I said in her mouth. "My pretty, needy girl."
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I brought her beck down to my cøck and the warmth of her mouth sent me over the edge. I tossed my head back and moaned loudly, hitting the back of my throat with a groan. I held my self back and pulled her away once again by her hair, her chest moved up and down rapidly from the lack of air, her lips became a light shade of red as her salvia ran down to her chin to her neck.
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"Look at you, on your knees for me." I whispered with a smug smile. "Nothin' but a useless hole for me to use." I cupped her face with my hand and ran my thumb over her lips. She opened her mouth and stuck her tongue out.
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I chuckled and slapped my cøck on her tongue and she closed her eyes for a slight seconds before opening them again. "Good girl. Relax your mouth for me." I praised and she took me into her mouth once again and I held her head in place as I began fucking her mouth over and over with my cøck.
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I moaned and groaned loudly as the sounds of my cøck colliding with her mouth was heard throughout the room. "Look at me, look at me with those pretty eyes." I shuddered and she let me use her mouth as I got myself off to the heat of her mouth. "Oh my god—fuck, that's it, you're doing so good, you look so pretty— being used like this. Oh fuck." I said breathlessly close to cumming in her mouth.
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My movements became sloppy and i pulled myself out, pumping myself in my hand her eyes contact was never lost with mine. Opening her mouth and sticking her to tongue out, I pumped myself a few more times before I came over her tongue and face, she blinking innocently she I tossed my head back.
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"Thank you." She whispered and small kiss sounds were heard throughout as she took my cum between her fingertips and stuck them in her mouth sucking on them.
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I picked her up from the floor and into my arms, cupping her face and kissing her hungrily.
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Selena's Point of View
Finals week was horrible and I felt like I was none stop studying. Papers scattered throughout the dining room table. "How would you feel about a dinner at my fathers house tonight?" Zayn popped the question.
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This whole week had been hectic, and a perfect Friday to just relax until Zayn had popped that question. Dinner at his fathers house? Tonight? His father had a father here in the city? "A dinner? Your father has a home here in the city?" I questioned.
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"I imagine?" He said. "It's what he told me, earlier this week." Zayn added.
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"You're hitting me with a curveball here but, why the sudden invitation?" I questioned organizing my paperwork.
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"I've been knowing about for awhile now, since the start of this week but you're working so hard on your finals and you seem very much concentrated in it, I didn't want to disrupt that over a silly little dinner." He admits.
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"It's not silly." I pout bringing my hand over his on the table. "I see you're trying to amend your relationship with your father and that's good." I smile. I look at the time on the wall clock in the living room. "We can go if you want." I smile.
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"Are you sure? I don't want to—" He begins.
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"I do." I smile. "Maybe I'll get know your father a bit more before starting that internship, break the ice you know?" I admit.
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It would be nice to know more about the man, until how I've been stand-off ish to the idea of him because Zayn was, but as Zayn begins to come the idea that no matter how much he tries to push his father away. He will always be there. Zayn's taken the approach to not completely forgive him but be in the presence of him without resorting to complete anger.
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"Let's just hope it's not awkward there with Lauren." Zayn admitted.
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"Yeah, but wouldn't she already know though? You being her partners son?" I phrased it awkwardly.
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"She would've mentioned it when we were in the states but she didn't." Zayn shrugged her shoulders.
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"Maybe she didn't want to make it awkward for you." I flip the script.
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"Maybe." He admits. "Let's hope this dinner goes well." He takes in a deep breath.
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Zayn's Point of View
That evening my father sent me the address to his townhome. Which I was totally taken by surprise considering that I always assumed after the shit show of a life he gave my mother, sisters, and I he was out of this whole country for good. At what moment did he decide to clean up his whole life and start being a brand new man? I don't know.
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Selena and I stopped at a bakery shop so we didn't come to the dinner part empty handed. Selena carried a small carrot cake to the car. We drove throughout the London streets and turned at some red lights and went straight on green ones, until we finally arrived.
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He lived in a nice neighborhood, I will admit. Lively even. I parked the car in the driveway and I helped Selena by opening her door while she carried the carrot cake in her hands. I closed it behind her, and I held her hand in mine, we both walked together up the driveway and I knocked on the door.
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I was nervous I want going to lie, I knew my father to be a certain way with my mother and I was kind of taken back to see interact with his partner. Would he better to her? Would I be angry at it? Would I suck it up and hold my emotions together and angrily scream back at my flat with Selena as she consoled me?
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The door clicked opened and Lauren's eye lit up with a smile on her face as she welcomed us inside. "Oh Selena it's so good to see you! How's your mother?" She said. "Zayn! Hello!" She smiled at me as well as she closed the door behind us.
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"Hello Lauren it's so good to see you." Selena said holding the cake in her hand.
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"I'd say the same, I haven't seen the either of you since the states." She said with a smile. "Oh here let me take that from you!" She said taking the carrot cake from Selena's hands.
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She took the cake from Selena and disappeared to another part of the home, I imagine the kitchen or dining room. "Honey! Selena and your son are here!" She exclaimed calling for my father's attention.
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I looked around the home until my father appeared, it was an average townhome, enough for him and Lauren. It was very traditional, he had pictures of him and Lauren with Adam as a kid. My eyes widen and I went to pick up the photo.
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"Are you alright?" Selena whispered.
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"It's a cute picture." I chuckled my words coming out more angry but I tried hiding whatever emotion I truly felt.
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Selena didn't say anything and rubbed circles into my back trying to soothe whatever I felt. I didn't know what I felt. I truly didn't. "Son!" I heard my father come from somewhere in the house. I set the photo down, back on the wall table and turned my attention towards him.
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"Glad you could make it, the both of you I truly mean it." He says. "It's nice to officially meet you Selena." He shook hands with her and Selena smiled shyly.
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"It's nice to meet you too." She admitted shyly.
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"Please sit." He motioned towards the sofa's. "What is it they say? Mi casa es su casa?" He says.
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"I really doubt that." I hit back sarcastically, eyeing the photo of his little family on the wall table behind me.
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Before he couldn't say anything, I heard the sound of clicking heels and in appeared Annalise. My eyes widen. "Selena! Zayn!" She said walking over to the both of us and greeting us.
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I shot an glance at my father, and he knew what I was thinking as well. Adam. "Annalise...surprise to see you here." Selena trailed off as she eyed me with a wild stare as Annalise embraced her.
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"I'm glad you both could make it." She smiled. "Sorry for greeting you both so late, but beauty takes time." She chuckles.
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"I—I bet." Selena smiled awkwardly. "You look stunning!" Selena admitted with a smile.
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"Thank you!" She smiled.
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"Anna sweetie could you help me in the kitchen dear!" I heard Lauren call from the back of the house.
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"Make yourselves comfortable, I'll be right back." She said and disappeared into the kitchen.
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I step towards my dad, trying to somehow whisper to him. "Is Adam suppose to be here tonight?" I questioned my brothers whereabouts.
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"I believe so? Lauren organized this, and I passed the message along." He admits.
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I pinched the bridge of his nose. "You don't have a clue what happens in your children's lives at all do you?" I say about annoyed.
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"I don't think he'll show up here with her." My father said, and Selena followed conversation.
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I wanted to chuckle out loud. "You really don't know your adopted daughter at all, James." I warned him. Jackie was...Jackie.
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"Listen, I cannot fix everyone's problems all of you are grown adults." He defended. "You, your brother, Jacqueline." He named off. "All of you need to face reality." He hissed.
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I quickly shut my mouth when I spotted Lauren and Annalise appearing from the kitchen with a tray of drinks in hand to share with everyone. The smiled at us, and sat the tray down on the coffee table.
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"It truly means a lot that you both are here. I told James here that we should host a small dinner with his children, before continuing wedding preparations with Annalise and Adam, but he's always busy at the office, sorry this seemed so rushed." Lauren apologized handing everyone a cup of English tea and milk.
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"No, no, no, it's fine Lauren." Selena added in trying to ease any awkwardness that lingered the air. Selena always managed somehow by her nature of kindness and compassion.
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"I agree, Adam's been in and out as well." Annalise days. "We were suppose to go cake testing this week but he's been busy with finals, and haven't gotten the chance." She said. "But that carrot cake in the kitchen looks so good, if I like it maybe he'll like it too." She smiled.
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I clear my throat. "So Annalise, how did you meet my brother?" I questioned the origin story.
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"We're like childhood friends." She smiled.
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"Oh those two would run around in the summertime, crushing on one another, all the way until Adam decided to study here in England." Lauren explains the story.
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I clenched my fists, and smiled. "That's nice, friends to lovers, I see."
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Selena noticed my body tense and my jaw clench and she leaned into my shoulder. "We would talk on the phone almost every weekend but it's been harder now with the distance." She admitted.
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"Oh I imagine." I say.
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"Now look, the both of them are gonna get married!" Lauren smiled. "Speaking of the groom to be, where is he? I told him o'clock sharp." Lauren eyes her wristwatch.
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"Well how about I give my son here and Selena a tour of the house?" My father stood up from the sofa, and Selena and I followed.
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"Oh that's great honey, while we wait for your other son." Lauren encouraged. "Come Annalise." She motioned towards her "future" daughter in-law. "We'll begin to prep plates meanwhile." Shes said.
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"I'm gonna kill your son." I say angrily.
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"Zayn." Selena scolded me.
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"I already told you that I told him he needed ti handle things before he even stepped foot in his country, I cannot force him, he's not a baby." My father defended.
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"How about we calm down, and your father gives us a lovely tour his his home? We cannot jump to conclusions." Selena eased.
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"I think Selena is right." My father smiled.
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We walked around, and I admired the home, average, great hit got a couple, it was alright. We reached his home office and he let us in, I eyed his office, tidy yet messy for a man like him.
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He had lots of knickknacks on his desk and along side the wall tables. My attention focused on a family picture near the wall under his telly that hung above.
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"Your home is very beautiful." Selena praised.
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I went to go and grab the frame to get a closer look, it was a family photos of my mother, sisters, my father, and I. A Christmas photo of when we were kids. A good memory I suppose, before the booze got him. We weren't always depressed as a family.
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"So you do have a photos of us..." I trailed off.
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"Why wouldn't I?" He says. "You're my children." He says.
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"I don't know I just figured with your new life and everything—" I admitted.
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"Zayn, you're still my children." He said, with a smile.
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I hummed. "Does Lauren know?" I questioned.
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"She does." He admits.
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Selena took the frame from my grasp and admired it while I held conversation with mg father. "And she's alright with you having a picture of your estranged wife?" I questioned.
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"It's not just your mother, it's your mother, you, and your sisters." He points.
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I never really pressed further in the type of relationship my father would continue to hold with my mother. Legally he was still married go her and he didn't seem to in a hurry to sign papers to marry Adam's mother.
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"I saw the photo in the frame of you, Adam, and Lauren, I thought you didn't have a picture of us anywhere around here." I said carelessly.
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"There's not a day that doesn't go by and I don't think about you all, you're my kids." He says.
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"Ok let's get out of here and have some dinner I'm starving, Adam's just gonna have to get himself a over plate." I joked, my father smiled and he walked Selena and I out of his home office and followed after us.
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We were making our way towards the living room and headed towards the dining room, when we heard a pitch scream. Concerned my father hurried ahead of us, to see what was going on and Selena's and I followed.
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My eyes widen. "Good evening." It was my brother standing there side by side with Jackie, hands intertwined with one another.
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"What hell is she doing here?" Lauren exclaimed angrily. "I don't want her in my house!"
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"Adam who is she?" Annalise said in a shaky tone. "What is this? What's going on?"
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Jackie stood there confidently, and her eyes locked with mine. Selena brought her hands over her mouth. "Oh my god." She whispered in disbelief.
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I glanced over at Selena for a slight second confused to why she would say that, and then back at Adam and Jackie. My eyes followed down Jackie's left arm and hand. Something twinkled on her finger in the bright living room lights. Oh my god.
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It was an engagement ring.
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