nobody's pov
june 29th
10:00 pm
"okay, minho, ignoring everyone's messages isn't going to solve anything." soojin told the boy who rejected his friends call for the fifth time.
"why can't i do it?" minho questioned, "you did it too when you and mingyu broke up." the boy paused, "sorry, that was insensitive."
the girl shook her head, "it's okay." she reassured the boy, only to turn back to him, "i turned my phone off just to ignore mingyu's messages, i wasn't ignoring everyone else's."
"i just don't feel ready to talk to anyone right now." minho sighed out, leaning back on the park bench as he watched the river water slowly move, "i don't know what to say to anyone."
soojin hummed a response, unlocking her phone and texting the group chat to stop calling minho, and that he didn't want to talk to anyone right now. the girl then put her phone away after sending the message, looking at the river with minho. "i guess shit just likes to suck for the both of us, huh?" the girl questioned, making minho softly laugh.
"who knew the person you love the most would be the same person to tell you that you're basically not doing enough?" minho questioned back, "shit is so stupid."
"boys are stupid and don't have a brain." the girl responded, "besides you, you're one of the good ones."
the boy laughed again, which started to turn into sad laughter as jisung's words repeated in his head. "he's been talking to him for weeks, soo." the boy shook his head, "how could he just fucking do that?"
"i hope what happened today was only to get you jealous." soojin confessed, "i really hope it was just all part of a plan to make you jealous."
"who knows?" minho questioned, "maybe jisung is right, and i didn't give him enough attention."
"minho, you and i both know that's bullshit." the girl said as she looked over, "come on, you've spent every fucking day of summer with him."
"but when hyunsoo and jian came, i guess my attention from him did drift." the boy confessed, sighing out.
"bullfuckingshit." soojin shook her head, shifting her body so she was sitting and facing minho's direction, "even with my baby brother and jian here, you've made sure to include jisung."
"but was it enough?" minho questioned, looking at soojin, "really, was it?"
"dude, what kind of dumbass question?" the girl raised an eyebrow, "you spent every day with jisung, and you're going to ask me if it was enough?" she asked, "min, it was more than enough."
minho sighed out, "i don't know, soo. i'm just questioning the entire relationship now." he confessed.
"well, i'll tell you one thing." the girl leaned back, "you're pretty fucking badass." she told the boy, "i mean, in one punch, you had junghyun's nose bleeding." soojin looked back at minho, "i kind of wish changbin didn't hold you back, just so i could've seen you beat his ass."
minho started laughing, which made soojin smile. the boy shook his head, continuing to laugh, "if changbin didn't pull me back when he did, it probably would've ended badly for junghyun."
"his fault for fucking with someone who's taken." the girl shrugged, "he deserves any beating."
the boy continued to shake his head, as he then rested his head against the girl's shoulder, "seungmin would be happy to hear that i feel like blasting congratulations and singing my heart out to the song until i start crying."
"i don't think he'd be happy to hear that you feel like crying, but he would be happy that you feel like listening to his favorite boys." soojin responded, reaching a hand to minho's hair as she ran her fingers through the boy's locks, "congratulations is a perfect song for this situation though, not gonna lie."
minho nodded his head, sighing out, "or she's in the rain, insomnia, and sorry."
the girl let out a gasp, "i love the rose." she then paused, "sorry, that's off topic."
"their songs are really sad." minho mentioned, "who hurt them?"
soojin started laughing, "people who never deserved them, obviously."
minho nodded in agreement, lifting his head off of the girl's shoulder. the boy was then hit with realization, "now i can't see my boy's for a while, considering it's obvious jisung and i will be fighting, and i don't want to drag them into that mess."
"don't worry, i'll bring your boys to see you." soojin reassured the boy, "you'll still be able to see them, i promise."
"i kind of want to go to your house, just because i feel like jisung won't be there, and i want my boys." minho confessed.
the girl got up from the bench, reaching her hand out, "let's go then, loser."
minho smiled softly, taking the girl's hand, "to our favorite boys we go."
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10:45 pm
minho and soojin walked into jisung's house, closing the door behind them as they took off their shoes. the two then walked upstairs, making eye contact with a crying jisung.
soojin glared at the boy, "what, did your boyfriend already ditch your ass?" she paused, "or is he here?"
jisung shook his head, looking at minho and whispering out an, "i'm sorry."
the elder rolled his eyes, opening the door to the guest room and walking inside, closing it behind him. soojin glanced at the bedroom door, then back at jisung. the girl walked past jisung, going into his room and looking around.
"so, where is he?" she questioned, "where's the dumb bitch you decided to invite?"
"he's not here." jisung said through tears, "i left him."
"left him when?" she asked, "when you realized you fucked up big time?" the girl shook her head, "you're such a fucking dick, jisung. i mean, what was the whole point of inviting him when you know that bitch wants to get with you?"
"the reasoning was stupid." the younger responded, wiping his tears that kept coming.
"yeah, just like you." soojin crossed her arms, "i hope you realize how badly you fucked up, and how much of a bitch you are."
"can't you just stop and help me?" jisung questioned, "i can't lose minho."
"that's your own problem, and i'm not about to fix it for you." she shook her head, "solve it on your own." the girl said as she walked past the boy, purposely running into him and hitting him with her shoulder. the girl glared at the boy as she went into her room, slamming her door behind her.
jisung's tears started to increase, as the boy walked back into his room and closed the door behind him.
minho sighed out in the other room, getting off of the door he was leaning against and walking over to jian and hyunsoo who were both asleep. the elder kissed both of their foreheads before leaving the room. minho walked towards jisung's door, holding onto the door knob and debating on opening it. the boy rolled his eyes, thinking, "fuck it." as he twisted the door handle and opened the door. minho walked in the room, closing the door behind home before walking over to the younger who was holding his pillow and crying.
"move." minho told the younger that had his back faced towards him.
jisung turned his head, looking at the elder with tears in his eyes. the younger scooted over for minho to lay in the bed, as he turned on his side to face the elder. minho got in bed next to the younger, wrapping his arms around his waist.
"i'm so sorry, minho." jisung apologized, "i'm sorry for being such an asshole."
"you're not forgiven, but that doesn't mean i'm going to let you cry yourself to sleep." the elder responded, "don't try to apologize, i don't want to hear it, not right now at least."
jisung sighed out, nodding his head. the boy then rested his head against minho's chest, holding tightly onto the boy as his crying began to calm down. minho became quiet as his thoughts started to take over his mind, repeating jisung's words.
"do you really think i'm a dick and that i don't spend enough time with you?" minho questioned in the silence, "am i really that much of a bad boyfriend?"
the younger shook his head, "you're not a bad boyfriend, and i don't think you're a dick." jisung sighed out, "i wish i could explain."
"is this another yunho situation?" minho asked, furrowing his eyebrows.
"m-maybe." the boy stuttered out.
the elder let go of jisung, as he sat up in the bed and looked at jisung, "what do you mean, maybe?" minho paused, "ji, i fucking told you that when anything happens, you need to come to me and tell me."
jisung sat up as well, biting down on his lip and nervously playing with his hands. minho shook his head, reaching his hand out, "let me see your phone."
"why?" the younger questioned, looking up at minho.
"because i want to see your phone, so give me your phone." the elder responded, keeping his hand out.
jisung shook his head, "you're only going to get mad at me."
"i already am slightly mad at you, it's not changing anything." minho continued to keep his hand out, "give me your phone, jisung."
the younger puffed out his cheeks, taking his phone out of his hoodie and giving it to minho. minho unlocked the boy's phone, going to messenger. the boy clicked onto junghyun's contact, going to the top of the messages to find out when they started talking.
"you haven't been talking to him for weeks?" the elder titled his head, "this only goes back to a few days ago."
minho then left messenger, going to jisung's recently called. the elder furrowed his eyebrows, not seeing any calls to or from junghyun. minho looked up at jisung, "have you been deleting messages?"
the younger shook his head, "i didn't delete anything."
minho continued to go through the younger's phone, not really finding anything that gives him evidence of junghyun and him talking for over a few days. the elder shook his head, going back to messenger and reading the messages between junghyun and his boyfriend. minho furrowed his eyebrows, "what the fuck?" he whispered under his breath, looking up at jisung, "i'm really confused."
"confused by what?" jisung asked, reaching behind him and grabbing his pillow, holding onto it.
"you texted him first with a 'what the fuck do you want?', and he responded with a 'good baby, you're already obeying.'" the boy paused, "but you didn't delete any messages?" minho shook his head, continuing to read the messages.
once minho finished reading the messages, the boy was even more upset. the elder handed jisung back his phone, crossing his arms over his chest, "so, did you want to tell me that junghyun was being a bitch?" he questioned, "or did your jealous ass think it would be a good idea to go along with his blackmail?"
"i don't know, minho." the younger sighed out, putting his phone on top of his nightstand, "i don't."
minho rolled his eyes, shaking his head at the younger, "you realize if you never come to me when there's a problem, this relationship will never work, right?" he questioned, "communication is best, but if you're not giving me it, then i don't know what the fuck to do."
"i just get scared you'll be mad at me." jisung confessed, nervously playing with his hands.
"baby, i'm not going to get mad at you if you communicate with me." minho shook his head, "but i'm going to get mad at you if you don't, because we can't be risking our relationship."
the elder sighed out, grabbing jisung's hands, "i'm not saying i'm forgiving you, but baby, you need to understand that keeping shit from me and not communicating with me causes problems in our relationship." minho looked up at jisung, holding his hands tighter, "and i really don't want to see our relationship end, ji."
"i don't want to see it end either." jisung agreed with the elder, "i'm sorry for not communicating with you about my jealousy, and for not telling you that junghyun started talking to me again."
minho shook his head, "we'll talk more about this later, okay? for now, let's just go to bed."
jisung nodded his head, letting go of minho's hands. the elder laid down on his back, opening his arms for jisung to lay in. the younger laid down on his side, resting his head on minho's chest. minho wrapped an arm around jisung's waist, using his free hand to turn off the light. the elder then pulled up the sheets, covering both him and jisung. jisung held tightly onto minho, wrapping a leg around the boy's waist.
"goodnight, minho." the younger softly spoke, closing his eyes.
"night, jisung." the boy responded, looking up at the ceiling.
soon, the room was filled with jisung's soft snoring, leaving minho and his thoughts. the boy didn't know what to do, as he felt at a loss. minho sighed out, which turned into a groan. the elder shook his head, telling himself to sleep everything off and that he could figure things out in the morning. minho sighed out, looking at jisung and puffing out his cheeks. he then moved his free hand to jisung's leg, holding onto it as he looked back in the ceiling.
"it'll be better in the morning, min." the boy told himself, "it'll be better in the morning."
authors note:
mmmm
to resolve or to not resolve
shall thy author fix the problem? or shall thy author make the problem worse?
what would shakespeare do?😔
also, i saw some thing on my instagram timeline and it was, "stans i find the most to least scary" and it was three different photos
the first photo was stay's, and they ranked minho stan's the most scary. the second photo was myday's, and they ranked brian stan's the most scary. the last photo was igot7's/ahgase, and they ranked youngjae stans the least scary
this literally makes me 2/3 scary but i'm not even scary at all lmfao whAT THE HELL