Your POV:
"You can go next." I looked at Jisung who was pointing at me.
We were the last two to record for the songs today.
I let Jisung go first.
Only because I had no intention of going in that recording booth.
I didn't know how any of that worked.
Plus I didn't even know what they were recording.
"Felix, its your turn." Woojin told me.
"Actually is it okay if I don't go?" I pleaded with puppy eyes.
"AW. Since you put it that way....No." Chan said behind Woojin's shoulder.
"Wait why??" I scrunched up my eyebrows.
"Because.. it costs money to have these recording sessions and we told you yesterday to memorize your lines. You're really slacking Felix, especially after what happened in the dance practice room." Chan finished saying.
I felt so sad.
Chan just talked down to me and I actually looked up to him as a person and role model.
I ran out of the recording room and just found the nearest door and walked in.
I closed the door.
That's when I let out my crying sobs.
After about five minutes or so, my sobbing died down and it just became some short sniffles.
"Are you done yet?" I heard a female voice say.
I gasped and looked up.
"Who are you people??" I looked shocked.
"We're trainees." One of them came up to me and held out her hand.
I took it and got up.
"Hey, aren't you one of Stray Kids?"
"Um..yes." I looked at them.
"What's your names?" I was actually intrigued. I've never met trainees before.
"Um I'm.."
"FELIX!!!" I heard a scream coming from the door.
"Oh crap." I started running to the other side of the room.
"Get back here!!!" I heard Jeongin and Seungmin scream.
"Don't make this harder on yourself." Seungmin said while trying to catch up with me.
I had no idea that I could run this fast.
I was bolting.
Felix is really fit.
He must work out a lot to have this much endurance.
Then my heart dropped when I saw Chan enter the room.
Chan bolted towards me and soon I saw Hyunjin right after him.
I screamed so loud out of fear and all the girl trainees were laughing at me.
Chan and Hyunjin easily caught up to me and Hyunjin grabbed the collar of my shirt.
He took so much force into grabbing it, that the end of the shirt tied up with the hair tie fell off.
Chan grabbed my wrist and I winced in pain.
He didn't even realize that he was hurting me.
He was just fuming with anger.
"Felix!! You're making this harder for everyone around you! If you don't want to be here just say it and we'll get you out of here. You just can't be dragging us all down with you because some of us worked really hard to get where we are now. You're fucking everything up for everyone and you need to stop now!!!"
Everyone got silent.
"Chan, you just cursed at Felix." Hyunjin looked at him in shock with his eyebrows furrowed.
"No no. I get it." I shook my arm and Chan let go.
Chan immediately saw the red mark circling my wrist and felt extremely guilty.
"I fucked everything up." I walked in the opposite direction of them.
"What about nine or none, Chan?" Jeongin questioned.
"Ugh no, Felix I didn't mean that." Chan walked closer to me and saw the tears streaming down my face.
"I thought you were better than this. I looked up to you." I said in a low tone.
That made Chan cry.
He fell to his knees and covered his face while we heard sobbing.
I looked back at him and he looked really hurt.
Woojin ran to his side and then followed Hyunjin.
"Woah, you good Chan?" Hyunjin was questioned.
"I let everyone down... I didn't work hard enough..." He said inbetween sobs.
"No that's not what I meant..." Damn it. Now I felt really guilty. I actually made Bang Chan cry.
I went down to his level and hugged him.
"I don't really know how to say this.. but just don't take me seriously."
"Why?" He looked at me with puffy eyes.
"Because I'm not really Felix at all."