After taking a shower Jungkook wore a pair hip hugging jeans and a white wool cable knit turtleneck sweater. He was undeniably attractive. Taehyung entered the room in time to see the enticing view.
Their eyes clashed :Jungkook challenging and Taehyung 's refusing .Breathing became a conscious effort for Taehyung as he responded to Jungkook 's electricity. Once again he was spell bound.
Taehyung muted made his way and sat on the bed whilst Jungkook was in front of him looking himself in the mirror.
"Are you going somewhere? "Taehyung forced himself to ask as Jungkook was wearing perfume over his neck.
"I'm not. Why would you ask? "
"Can we talk. Please sit if you don't mind "Taehyung offered hopefully.
Jungkook went over and placed the perfume on the dresser before going to sit on the bed.
"I'm really sorry if my actions were misconstrued last night "
"Misconstrued? "Jungkook laughed humorlessly.
"Taehyung I didn't miscontruct anything. When you made a move on me I tore my pride away thinking that you actually wanted me .I'm not a cheap slut and I just don't jump into bed with any man. You were an exception because you are my husband and maybe I thought we had a thing going on but it was just me."
"Jungkook, where is this coming from. I didn't mean to imply anything. I really wanted you but did you look closely at the position that we were in.Most of all I didn't want to lead you on.Especially if that wasn't what you wanted. I didn't want you to hate me the following day"
"Just excuses. They are many girls out there who had never been married and still virgins.I gave you a chance to walk away but you didn't and now you are just hurting me. After all its not your fault that I had been married before. You probably don't want your brother 's used toy"
Taehyung 's temper flared tremendously that he grabbed hold of Jungkook 's wrist.
"I had been listening long enough to your blabbering and it has gotta stop. Who even uses such words. Why would you think that of me. Jungkook its not because I don't want you. I just get angry at my own thoughts. Just give me sometime to fix it.I really love you and I want you so bad. "
"You ....love. ..me? "Jungkook blinked
"This isn't a lie.That's why I wanted to take things slow so you wouldn't feel that I'm only after your body. I want you to let me love you"
Taehyung didn't lie about getting angry at his own thoughts of his brother with Jungkook. Was he ever going to get over the fact that Jungkook had been with someone else for years and that someone not being him.
He was sure that he would have been okay if Jungkook was married to someone who wasn't his own brother.
As he was deep in thoughts Jungkook plopped his head on the older 's shoulder as if it was a habit of his.
"Can't you tell me what it is.Maybe I will be able to help you "Jungkook whispered.
"I'm fine Kookie. I got this "Taehyung smiled fondly.
Jungkook was still conflicted from within. He wasn't sure if it was alright to love the man in front of him. Was it wrong to love him?Was he being shameless to move on so fast after his first 's death. What would Namjoon have him do?Ignore his feelings or act on them. Many thoughts overweighted his mind and he drifted to sleep on the older 's shoulder.
Though Jungkook might claim to dispise the man for what he had done ,he was more than attracted to him .He was beginning to be obsessed by him. His every touch is enough to ignite the smoldering fire within him.
He had made his decision .He would ride with the storm and whatever the ending he would live with it. Very bold of him .After all there wasn't any rule that said he should be single and die alone. Life is all about taking risk and Taehyung was one risk he was willing to take.
Almost everything went smoothly except for Taehyung. He was getting sick of Jungkook mentioning his former husband aka his own older brother. Whenever they started up a conversation that was supposed to be about the two of them Jungkook always gave references to Namjoon. That was all he ever talked about. He never knew that Jungkook mentioning another man would make him so mad.
Just another night they were cuddling in their bed.
Jungkook allowed Taehyung to cuddle his body against his and then when Taehyung had settled down quietly, quickly rolled over ,half on him,half off and grabbed for his sides
"You are not ticklish "Jungkook laughed his slender fingers probing for weakness.
"Are you? "Taehyung started to laugh with him.
With that he pushed Jungkook on to his back and started to test his body for weak spots.
"No Tae, I didn't mean it....Please "his laughter emobilize him, leaving him open to Taehyung 's attacks.
"This is fun. Would you call this testing your erogenous zones "the deep masculine laugh rang out in concert with Jungkook 's pleas to stop. He laughed uncontrollably at Taehyung 's experimental touches.
Abruptly both laughter and words stopped as the two pairs met in a long kiss,sharing touch and taste in an evocation of sensuous pleasure.
"No more, please .I can't take it anymore "Jungkook put a hand on Taehyung 's chest to hold him off.
"Just put your arms aroundc me and hold me "Jungkook continued.
"You know Namjoon Hyung was effortlessly ticklish. He would even shed tears because of laughter when he was in a good mood"Jungkook trailed off.
Taehyung slowly peeled off his arms around the younger 's waist and sat up.
"Don't you think you are being unfair "he stared at the younger intensely.
Jungkook felt the shift in the air as he returned the same glare.
"What do you mean "
"He was your husband and I get it but can you be nice enough not to talk about him on our bed.I'm trying to love you and spend some time with you. When will you ever see me as a man "
"Taehyung don't put this on me.Don't take out your issues out on me. Don't you think this is absurd. He was your brother "
"And I'm your husband. When will you release that. He was my brother and I acknowledge it but does he have to be my competition when he isn't even here "
"Taehyung that was very wrong. You are the one who has issues making love to me.Don't get things mixed up.You just want something to vent out your frustrations on"Jungkook yelled before trotting out of the room.
"Unbelievable "Jungkook muttered on his way out.
Taehyung threw a pillow against the floor in frustration.
Jungkook had gone to watch Ara sleep. He smiled by just looking at her. Like a mice on a treadmill, his thoughts raced in his mind. He couldn't figure out what was wrong with his husband. He wished he had shared stuff with him.
An hour later he went back to their room. The man was asleep.
As Jungkook watched him, his eyes closed in sleep and he could let the tears drop.
Jungkook laid his head on the older 's chest, feeling snug against his side.He held on to the illusion of closeness for as long as possible.