messenger
texting: minho
jisung:
hey, can i talk to you?
minho:
you don't have to ask to talk to me, you know
jisung:
yeah, i just
i feel like maybe you don't want to talk to me
minho:
i feel like YOU don't want to talk to me
like what was the group chat scene about?
did i do something to upset you?
jisung:
no
you never do anything to upset me
it's just i did things to upset myself
and i don't know how to express it that i take it out on people who don't deserve it
minho:
what's wrong, baby?
jisung:
i'm what's wrong
minho:
don't say that babe
you know it's not true
jisung:
but i got mad at you for no reason
well, i didn't get mad
i just took my feelings out on you
minho:
it's okay
jisung:
no it's not
minho:
jisung
i don't expect you to be 100% okay all the time, or 100% happy, or 100% in a good mood. we have our off days, we sometimes fall back, and sometimes we don't feel ourselves and that's okay
i'm not mad at you, or upset with you
like, yes, i did get hurt at first but then i realized that something probably is just going on with you so i brushed it off.
besides, i'm not going to hold a grudge against the person i love
it's fine, babe. don't be so hard on yourself
jisung:
i'm sorry if i made you question if i even loved you
minho:
baby, no
don't apologize
it's okay and i'm not mad at you or upset
now tell me baby, what's wrong?
jisung:
i just started feeling really insecure last night
like when i got home i felt like you were too good for me and that i didn't deserve you
and then i just got jealous over dumb shit too and hhhh idk i'm a pain in the ass when i'm sad
minho:
i'm not too good for you, jisung
i genuinely believe that you're my soulmate, which means we're both equally good enough for each other,, and i know sometimes you can't help to feel the way you feel but please know that i'll never think that i'm too good for you
also, it's okay to get jealous. i mean, i've gotten jealous plenty of times before with you and i don't even try to hide the jealousy
it's normal in a relationship, baby. so don't put yourself down for it
jisung:
you constantly make me so emotional
:,((( you're the best boyfriend ever
i don't know what i did to ever deserve you but i'm truly the happiest boy for doing it
i love you so much and i'm sorry for being harsh
minho:
i love you just as much,, and i also understand
it's okay, babe. i don't love you any less
jisung:
)):
tomorrow, you and i.
i don't care what it is
i just want my baby
minho:
okay
you should get some rest now
it's late and my baby needs to sleep
jisung:
okie🥺
goodnight baby
minho:
goodnight beautiful, i love you
jisung:
i love you more, handsome
goodnight night ╰(*'︶'*)╯
read @ 11:55 pm