A/N here's the chapter you guys wanted!!!
I will be editing throughout the next week so if you get updates from pervious chapters, that's why.
I also want to hear your thoughts on what's going to happen in the next couple of chapters and what you want to happen between Percy/Luke and other characters.
Well anyway, hope you enjoy!
~45 mins later~
Luke/Percy's POV
As soon as I got to my apartment, I didn't care who or what is in my small home, I went straight to my piano in my recording room.
I need to vent out or I will kill something.
'Having me isn't helping either' Order said 'Your negative emotions and anger will be tripled'
I groaned as I sat on the piano stool.
'Thanks' I commented in my head.
'I'm the primordial of Destruction, it's not my fault I was chosen to be that' Order said.
"I know..." I whispered out loud playing random chords
It's your fault
"...It's mine" I finished.
'Luke, it is not your fault. You deserve way better than-'
You don't deserve anyone
It's your fault
Selfish
Player
Weak
'PERCY!'
I snapped out of it at Order's voice.
'Don't listen to them okay?' Order said 'It was never your fault, and it never will be okay?'
I smiled.
"Thanks for trying to cheer me up Order, it's not working" I said out loud.
'Then...then sing it out' Order said.
I smiled as the perfect song came.
It's a female singer but it describes me.
I can put it down an octave lower.
I started to play the song on the piano, playing the beautiful musicality.
"I fought a battle, I fought a war
I felt the rain on my face
Sometimes to find what you're looking for
You've gotta learn from your worst mistakes
I made a wish on a satellite
That I mistook for a star
Guess when you build up to break down
You find out who you really are"
I smiled slightly.
"How did it all get so heavy
I used to stand up so tall
There's only so much I can carry
Before I fall
And they tell me "girl you're so lucky"
"You've got the world in your hands"
But you know the world gets so heavy
You don't understand
And that's heavy"
'Beautiful Percy' I heard Order say in my head as I continued.
"Just tell me what's the intention
Is it to fall in love
I tried to find a connection
Between how it is and how it was
I made a promise I couldn't keep
Another story to tell
You swear to god that you know me
But I don't, don't even know myself"
Weak
Worthless
Asshole
Traitor
You're no hero
Villain
"How did it all get so heavy
I used to stand up so tall
There's only so much I can carry
Before I fall
And they tell me "girl you're so lucky"
"You've got the world in your hands"
But you know the world gets so heavy
You don't understand
And that's heavy"
Why are you even alive?
You destroy everything you touch
"Sometimes I lay awake in bed at night
I close my eyes and all I see is see the dreams I used to dream about when I was younger
I wonder where I took the path of no return
I might've lost my way a hundred times but no I never ever lost the hunger
Oh and I know every cut and every stitch and every scar
I know they've gotten me this far, they only made me tough, they made me stronger
But when it's hard to breathe and I just can't get off the floor
I long for days when I was free a life I lived so long before"
I heard someone open the door but I ignored it.
"It all got so heavy
I used to stand up so tall
There's only so much I can carry
Before I fall
They tell me "girl you're so lucky"
"You've got the world in your hands"
But the world gets so heavy
You don't understand
And that's heavy, heavy"
I played the last couple of bars, realising I have tears on my face.
I quickly wiped it away to turn to see the door closed now and no one in my room.
I narrowed my eyes.
'It was Ava' Order said 'I saw her about to come in, but she didn't want to disturb you'
I chuckled and stood up.
I went towards the door and locked it, staring at the door.
"Good, cause I would have killed her" I said "Is what we had fake?"
I heard Order sigh in my head.
'She did jump on you, making out with you before knowing you well and keeps leaving you in bed by yourself in the morning' Order said 'Have you considered her using you for your fame?'
I forced out a laugh as I slid down the door, feeling my tears fall down my face.
"I hope not" I sobbed out "I swore I would never love again yet I fall in love only to fall further than I have ever before"
I paused.
"Order" I whispered "You have to promise me something"
'Yes boy?' Order asked.
"If anything happens to me, just let it happen" I said "I'm so sick of fate controlling me and making me suffer for this long"
'You know I can't do that' Order said.
"You're the primordial of Destruction" I whispered, almost pleading.
'But I have grown fond of you boy...and you also have so many people who care for you' Order said.
I sighed.
"But they don't know me, the real me" I said "They will go to the next most interesting thing, and don't you dare deny that because you know it's true"
I heard a knock on the door.
"Percy?" I heard Andy say "The door's locked; who are you talking to?"
I sighed.
At lest I can kinda trust Andy/Luke.
I stood up, unlocked my door, and the opened it, revealing Andy's stern face.
He then immediately went concern as he noticed my state.
"Are you okay?" Andy asked, holding my arms.
I nodded, looking down.
"Had a bad day, that's all" I replied "What is it you need?"
He sighed, letting go of my arms and straighten his tie.
"We can do it after, if you're not in the state to-"
"Luke" I said sternly "I'm fine"
Andy sighed.
"Chaos and Jason are here" Andy said "Apparently Jason is convinced you're evil and Order is inside you still"
I felt dread fill my stomach.
'Hide now Order' I hissed in my head.
I sighed as I felt Order's presence disappear.
"Let's get this over and done with" I said, and started to walk.
"Percy wait" Andy said, grabbing my arm before I could walk more "Please promise me if it gets too much to leave, no matter what Chaos or Jason say?"
I sighed.
"I'll try" I replied, making Andy sighed.
"At lest that's not nothing" Andy muttered, both of them going to the meeting room.
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Andy and I walked into the meeting room to have Chaos standing and Jason, smirking, as he sat lazily on a chair.
Chaos and Jason turned their attention to me and Andy.
Andy crossed his arms.
"So what's so important you had to come here?" Andy asked "I thought we promised not to disturb Luke"
"A claim has come up about Percy and I wanted to clear it up" Chaos said.
"My name is Luke" I muttered "Please call me by that name"
"I am sorry, Luke" Chaos said, "But Jason claimed the other day your eyes turned purple, is this true?"
"No" I replied sternly.
"Did you feel any presence enter you at any point?" Chaos asked "Such as my brother?"
"I think I would know if someone, especially O-Ord...h-him" I said.
"So that's all I need to-"
"HE IS LYING!!!" Jason screamed "I SAW IT! HE IS A TRAITOR AND SHOULD BE DEAD!!"
"What happened to you Jason?" I asked "You were nice and caring and a good leader but now...you're completely different"
Jason ignored me and walked to Chaos.
"DO you really believe him after what he's done to us demigods?" Jason asked.
"What I did to protect you?" I asked stubbornly.
"You never protected us, you only tore us apart...look what you did, all because you got a little upset that Annabeth had moved onto a better person" Jason said sourly.
I widen my eyes, surprised by the response.
Traitor
Villain
Asshole
Worthless
You really think anyone cares?
Destroyer of lives
Killer
I looked away, Andy noticing.
"Percy, what are you-"
"I know it's my fault" I said coldly, looking back at Jason "I know it's my fault Jason! I get reminded of it every single day of it! You don't need to rub it in"
"Luke"
I looked at Chaos
"What?" I snapped "I have enough of living! I've had enough of living for people who don't give a dam about me!"
I laughed.
"You know what? I'm so glad I'm moving to LA, so I don't have to deal with you guys anymore; you and your problems" I said, not caring about Chaos and Jason's shocked face.
"Y-You're moving to L-LA?" Jason stammered out.
"Yes I am Jason, so you don't have to deal with my sorry ass anymore" I said "Are you happy now?"
"What about-"
"I don't care what anyone else feels" I said coldly "They never gave a dam about me anyway!"
I walked out the room, fuming with anger.
I walked straight to my bedroom to see Ava, siting on my bed with tears in her eyes.
"YOU ARE LEAVING NEW YORK?" Ava yelled as I closed the door "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!?!"
"Why would you care anyway?" I asked sourly.
"What? Of course I care I-"
"Or do you care for that other guy more?" I snapped, turning to her and her shocked face "So tell me; you like using me over and over?"
"Luke-"
"That's the first time you used that name" I said, crossing my arms "It must be serious then"
"He was my brother!" Ava exclaimed "I swear!"
I raised an eyebrow.
"It's hard to get my trust Ava, I really hope you're telling the truth" I said.
"I am" Ava said, walking towards me.
"I could sue you" I said, shocking her "I am a powerful man"
"What happened to you?" she asked.
"Life happened. If you KNEW me and wasn't concentrated on getting your tongue down my throat, you would know" I said "Now GET OUT!"
She jumped at my voice and moved past me quickly, tears streaming down her face.
Good, now she knows what I felt.
But now you're just as worst as her
What an asshole
I widen my eyes.
All no.
I was so rude to Ava.
And to Jason and Chaos as well.
What have I done?