Its been a week now since I've been sleeping over at Jabari's . Right now we were laying on his bed playing 21 truth and dare.
"It's your turn."
"okay ermmm truth."
Jabari smirked and stroked his chin.
"Do you have feelings for me ?"
Yes
"No, I don't see you like that, you're more like a brother." i looked up to see Jabari's reaction and he just smiled and brushed down his braids with his left hand.
"koool same ... I don't see you like that either like we gotten close but you're like a sister."
I tried my best not to look dissapointed, things are better this way. I only knew him for more than a month and i nearly got him killed. Yes when i caught him staring at me butterflies fluttered in my tummy. But it was too early for this to be considered as deeper feelings. He took me in and looked after me Jabari was a good guy but me and relationships don't go.
"Lets just go to bed yeah goodnight han." i screwed my face at the quick change of mood amd couldn't help but roll my eyes. I sighed picked up my duvet and walked towards the bed deciding against sleeping on the floor with Jabari. Why was he ending the game? I swallowed the lumps of guilt in my throat.
Things are better this way
I closed my eyes and sighed trying to ignore the constant pings of his phone.
"yeah ... Na babe i'm not doing anything lol .. Na no one."
I swear down Jabari is so rude, I am trying to sleep and he is talkin to babe hotline. Ode ni e no manners whatsoever. I rolled my eyes and planted my head underneath the pillow. He carried on talking and even increased in volume. You know what yeah...?
I brought out my htc and called Kobe.
"Yo." i instantly fanned myself at his deep baritone rusty voice.
"I'm so bored man entertain me please."
"I think you got the wrong number." i instantly frowned and checked the dial Id , this was defintently Kobe.
"What do you mean?"
"I'm not Robbie williams so i can not entertain you." i burst out laughing at his stupidity.
"You dumb boy Kobe can you beh-" i was stopped in mid sentence when a pillow was thrusted into my face. I stood up and screwed Jabari.
"Can you shutup or get out." i shrugged my shoulders and walked out making sure to add a twist in my walk when i walked past Jabari.
Stupid ginger prick.
I locked myself in the bathroom and continued my conversation with Kobe.
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I woke up to the sound of Bobby Shmurda playing in the room. I opened my eyes to find myself in Jabari's bed. My phone charging next to me, I must of slept off when i was speaking to Kobe. I got up amd threw my braids in a bun, grabbing my towel and heading to the bathroom.
I brushed my teeth and gargled the listerine mouthwash then headed into the shower. Using the lemon body wash to lather my skin. I sang quietly to the Jhene aiko seranading in the bathroom. After rinsing my body i walked out and sighed as my braids fell out of the bun cascading in singles down my back. I picked up my dressing gown, phone and walked towards jabari's bedroom. I dropped my phone and clothes on the bed ignoring Jabari who was already in school uniform brushing his hair and scrolling on his instagram feed.
"Can you hurry up please?"
I rolled my eyes and kissed my teeth and looked up to find him staring at me. When i caught him, he quickly looked away his cheeks turning rose gold.
"Well I can't dress with you in the room can i?" he licked his lips and walked towards me , my grip on my towel tightening.
"well why don't we try." his light gold hands grasping my towel. I stood there looking in his hazel eyes, he lowered his lips to my face and blew on my neck. I crossed my legs , ignoring my throbbing piece.
He instantly let go of my towel leaving it still in position on my body as soon as he saw me react. "But that would be incest init sis." he winked and walked out the room. Leaving me to cream my now goosebumped skin.
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"And then yeah he was bare telling me how he loves me hannah can you believe him. Boys are pricks i swear down."
It was now after school and the whole squad was here in the park.
Except Jabari.
I continue to listen to Chyna's love life and bop my head to the music streaming from Temi's phone, while sitting on Kobe's lap.
We was all having a good time until i saw jabari; fresh shapeup and braids, with a lightskin girl on his arm.
I couldn't help but analyse the pretty tall lightskin girl who was flirtatiously on Jabari's every move. Not once did he tell her to back up , he loved every minute of it. When they walked over her long blonde curly hair moved with her every step. Her big green eyes vibrant and glistening. Her pink lips broadened into a deep smile, her freckled nose scrunched and eyes squinted.
She was slimmer. She was prettier . She was taller . She was better.
Her and Jabari looked perfect together. You know them tumblr couples you can't help but drool over and imagine what kind of beautiful , exotic looking kids they would have? Yeah they were it. I looked at Chyna and she gave me a sad smile , I quickly looked away and focused on my phone as Jabari and his ting greeted everyone.
"Hi, i'm Eden." I couldn't help but smile back at her. Deep down feeling worse , there was nothing bad about her I couldn't even hate her. I looked at her uniform and saw she went to one of the schools in the area, which was why i have never seen her before. I only knew people in the school.
We all began to talk and there wasn't a bad bone in Eden's body she was funny and really nice. I couldn't help but gag at her and Jabari's constant PDA however.
When i had enough of jamming in the park i picked up my bags and hugged everyone telling them I would be going home.
"Aw see you later then Hannah." i hugged eden and smiled at the rest of the gang walking to Jabari's house by myself. I smiled as Eden gave me a flirtatious wink and wave.
Ok ....
I walked down the road and waited at the bus stop, Even though the weather wasn't bad I wasn't in the mood to walk i wanted to get there as soon as possible. When i got there I saw another pair of jordans by the door. So i guessed Ivan was home. I went into Jabari's room and picked out my school books and began to do some homework.
After three hours of homework and revision , i changed into my nightgown, washed my face And put my braids into a bun. Noting that i will be taking them out this weekend.
I couldn't help but think.
About Jabari.
About my mum
About Demi
Here i was all alone when all i wanted was company, I picked up my phone and dialed Chyna.
"Hello babes"
"Hey Chy I'm so bored"
"Lols same ermmm Hannah"
"Yes?"
"Do you know Eden?"
"erm no why?" I felt my blood boil at her name.
"She kept asking about you she thinks your bare pretty, Jabari was getting vex pshhh idiot."
"loool why was she asking about me?"
"bruh you tell me I have no idea"
Why would she be asking of me? Maybe she wanted to be my friend lol Hannah get yourself together girls like her do not befriend girls like you.
"And whats up with you and Jabs?"
"noth-" "LIES"
"lies lies lies, do you need to lie? we'll talk about this tomorrow I have got to go babes see you"
"alright bye chys"
I plugged my phone in to charge and slipped into the duvets falling into slumber. Thinking about everything. I was about to pray when i was abruptly interrupted by vibrations from my phone.
*PING*
+7645394012
Hey you have personally been invited to Edens big bash + link up this saturday look nice
Ladies bring your heels and dresses, boys come looking nice , no hoodies or hats .
bring a drink or two plus 1s only
mwah
Eden xxx
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Guys i have a biggggg plan for Eden and Hannah its going to be explosive and bottom lips will be dropping. Loool Sorry this was short it was just a filler.