Grammatical and spelling errors EVERYWHERE, ANYWHERE! XD
"How's your day? " Paul asked before starting the engine. His voice tired and full of exhaustion. Tinitigan ko ang bawat paggalaw ng kamay niya hanggang sa dumapo ang aking mata sa mukha niya na walang emosyon.
That's kinda weird. Bago kami maghiwalay kanina hindi siya ganito kumilos.
"Are you alright? " sinalat ko ang noo niya. Hindi siya mainit, normal lang na pinagtataka ko.
"Im fine. " he held my hand. "Im just..Tired. "
Marahan akong tumungo sa kanya. Tumingin ako sa bintana pero hindi pa rin nawala sa isip ko kung paano kumilos ngayon si Paul. Sumulyap ako sa kanya at nakita ko ang pagsalubong ng kilay niya.
"Paul.. " Humarap ako sa kanya. "Kahit hindi mo sabihin alam kong meron kang gustong sabihin ." ngumiti ako sa kanya kahit dedma pa rin ako.
"Try me. Makikinig ako. " pero ni isang salita ay walang siyang binitiwan. I sighed. "Okay. Gusto mo bang makarinig ng nakakatawang joke? " God, Saan nanggaling iyon?!
He looked at me na parang nababaliw na ako. I pouted.
"Nevermind! " tumingin ako sa unahan at agad na nakaramdam ng inis. Why is he being like this? I mean, alam ko naman na napakamoody niya pero bakit ang tagal naman ata niyang magPMS.
Hindi na ako nakapagpigil. Muli akong humarap sa kanya at tinagtag ang seatbelt ko para mas makaharap ako sa kanya. He glared at me pero hindi ko iyon pinansin.
"What did the tree say to autumn? " I asked him. Tumingin lang siya akin and shook his head in disapproval.
"Leaf me alone.. " then I found myself laughing my ass off. Tumingin ako kay Paul at nakatitig lamang siya sakin. His eyes were bored. Tumikhim ako at agad na umayos ng upo. Wala na akong maisip na joke para lang maalis yung kakaibang aura na bumabalot sa amin.
"Do you want..."
"Stop it, Savanna! " he slammed his fist into the steering wheel that really made me stop. Nabigla ako sa kinilos niya. I bite my lips and asked myself.. What's happening with him?
"Stop it, It's noisy.. " he started driving again. I gave out a huge sighed and looked away from him.
This is not him. This is not the person who kissed my forehead before letting me go. This is not my husband.
Hindi siya ang lalaking kasama ko kanina telling me how much he loves me. Napayuko ako. Ano bang nangyare kanina? May problema ba siya? Bakit hindi niya sinasabi sakin?
Agad akong lumabas pagkatapos niyang ipark ang kotse. I dont want to talk to him kung ayaw niyang sabihin sakin. We're married at asawa niya ako.
Why cant he trust me?
"Savanna.. "
Hindi ako lumingon. Mas lalo ko pang nilakihan ang hakbang ko but I felt him grabbed my wrist and pull me back.
"Did I say you could leave?" Paul asked. I looked up at him and met his cold eyes. What the hell is happening with him?!
"Let me go. "
"Could you please listen? " he said coldly without showing any emotion.
"Why are being like this all of the sudden? " I winced in pain when his hand gripped my wrist tightly as he stared back at me.
"You could just tell me kung ayaw mo akong sunduin! "
"That's bullshit! "
"And now you're screaming at me, for heaven's sake, Paul! "
"Stop complaining and shut the fck up! " dumagundong ang boses niya sa loob ng garahe ng bahay. Nanlaki ang mata ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit parang may tumaga sa dibdib ko at bigla akong nanghina. Until I just found myself crying.
"Sa-savanna... I..I.. Sorry. " he pulled me into his arms but I pushed him and jerk my hand away from him. He tried to hold me back but I did not even let his skin touch mine.
"You're back from being an ass. " I said with bitterness.
"Im sorry. " anang ng lalaki. "Pagod lang ako sa trabaho, but please, listen to me. "
Hindi ko ito sinagot.Alam kong isang pikit ko na lang ay tutulo na ang luhang pinipigilan ko.
"You must be tired. " tinalikuran ko siya at agad na pumasok sa bahay. Patay ang ilaw at may nakita akong isang note sa lamesa.
Galing ito kina Tito at Paula at sabi dito ay nilabas lamang nila si Zach bukas na nila ito maiuuwi. Napahawak ako sa sentido ko at nagpasalamat dahil sigurado akong hindi magiging maganda kung nandito si Zach. Maririnig lamang nito ang sigawan naming dalawa.
Pumasok ako sa kwarto naming dalawa at kinuha ang aking kumot at unan. Im not going to sleep with him. Sa kabilang kwarto ako matutulog and that's final. Narinig ko ang mga yabag niya sa likod ko.
"Why are you doing this? " lumapit siya mula sa pwesto ko at agad na kinuha ang unan na hawak hawak ko.
"Can we talk? " he begged.
"We cant talk without arguing, Paul, At mas lalong hindi tayo pwedeng magusap ng ganito ang sitwasyon mo. "
"But we need to talk. " he gritted through his teeth. He sat down at the edge of the bed and looked at me with determination.
He was so determined for me to listen to him. Ilang ulit akong pumikit at kulang na lamang ay sabunutan ko ang aking sarili. I could not deny the fact that I really wanted to hear what he's going to say.
"Okay. " I sighed and sat down beside him pero sinugurado ko na may spaces para sa aming dalawa.
"Ask me. " he started.
I stared at him. "Why are you being like this? "
"Being like what? " patay malisya niyang tanong sakin.
"Cold. " Umiwas ako ng tingin. My eyes got misty and wet.
"Is there anything wrong? May dapat ba akong malaman? Marami akong gustong itanong sayo pero dahil sa kinikilos mo natatakot ako. "
Nakatitig lang siya sakin habang sinasabi ko ang mga katagang iyon. Nagpatuloy ako sa pagsalita.
"Ikaw ang nagsabi diba? Why cant we trust each other? Why cant you trust me? "
"I trust you. " mabilis niyang sabi sakin. Nakita ko ang pagtaas baba ng adams apple niya. Mapapansin din ang pagguhit ng kaba sa kaniyang mata. Saglit akong tinubuan ng kaba. Kaba na dapat ko bang maramdaman o hindi? But the way he looks at me, it seems that I should be able to feel that.
"Spill it. " I demanded and crossed my arms.
He tugged his necktie loose. Strange heat enveloped the whole room due to serious face of Paul. Tanging paghinga naming dalawa ang naririnig ko ng bigla siyang magsalita. Nanuyo ang kabuuang lalamunan ko.
"I dont know where to start. But Simon called me. " may disgusto sa boses nito ng bitawan ang pangalan ng binata.
"And he told me about your dad's condition. "
"And that's the reason why you're acting like this? " I said with annoyance and sarcasm. Kung alam ko lang na ito pala ang ipinuputok ng butse niya edi sana kanina ko pang sinugurado na hindi kami darating sa pagsisigawan.
"It's not like that, Savanna. " He glared at me. "This is something serious. Simon told me about your dad's condition and I dont know how to tell you this. "
"What are you saying? "
"Savanna, You need to go there. " he cupped my cheeks.
"You have to know this, honey. Your dad is on the hospital right now.. And..And..The doctor said that your father is too weak for the operation. "
My eyes grew wider. I dont even know what to tell him. I pushed him hard and looked at him with disbelief.
"I..I dont believe you. "
"Sa tingin mo ba magbibiro pa ako ng ganun, Savanna. " he eyes were sad like mine. "You can go there but..I cant. "
"W-why? "
"Because he might hate me for hurting his daughter. " he shook his head in frustration.
"I..I dont know. This is why Im being like this. What if he'll tell me to stay away from you? What if he doesn't want to see me? What if he'll take you away from me? "
"He won't. Im too old for that stuff. " I held his hand. "We're going, together.. "
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Im really sorry guys for this weird chapter. Yeah, I fucked up and Im super sorry. This stupid writer's block is killing me. Headache alert! Ugh. So, good luck guys and have fun! :"> Maghaharap na sina Paul and Simon. Watch out and stay tuned, Guys! So yeah! Ilurvsyou! :*