IF... [BOOK I]

By momushi

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What if the world did not just revolve around you? What if the voices inside your head was not just childhood... More

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IF... prelude, huh?
IF... I was this lucky *sigh*
IF... it was just my imagination
IF... only it was her!
IF... I were stuck with you, then-- Nope!
If... people like you were around
IF... I could not help myself
IF... this is the state I am in
IF... there is an easy way out
IF... the cocoons hatch into butterflies
IF... I learn it the hard way
IF... the "versions" were truly myth?!
IF.. domination has many colour
IF.. to devour or not to devour, is the question
IF... it's not about me, then--
IF... catalysts are highly demanded
IF... pieces of puzzle are barely there
IF... it is closer than she thinks
IF... nakama ga irunda*
IF... within the wave of waver
IF... the taste got me addicted
If.. the inner self plays guess
IF... it's easier said than done
IF... it's the only option
IF... option and decision on display
IF... lacking lackey is unlucky
IF... to rely on someone need courage
IF... I get a pass on you
IF... the muddled relationship comes into play
IF... this isn't like me--
IF... murder me, save me!
IF... we take things back in time
IF... a trivial mismove ruins all
IF... dirt digger digs you
IF... usable disposable
IF... the deal's legit de-lie-cious?!
IF... coward moves forward
IF... the mole is not dead yet!
IF... once upon a time
IF... sniff in, sniff out
IF... it's his breathtaking records
IF... it's his casual idiosyncrasies
IF... cards under one's sleeves
IF... shade shaded

IF... it was that easy. Tch!

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By momushi

I took a step out of the office building. The cold wind came bursting at me. I tighten my grip around my arms. It was only a few steps away from the front door and I already regretting my decision.

"Brrr... I will surely catch a cold"

There was a convenience store ahead. It was within walking distance and surely -- as its name suggested -- convenient for people who need a quick break like me. I took a peek at my digital clock. Ten past eleven.

Still couple of hours from lunch time, huh?!

While heading toward the store which seemed to be awfully crowded today, my mind wandered to the several minutes before.

That voice. What was that, really. It sounded just like mine. However, I was pretty sure that I was not self-talking at the moment. 

I admitted I was a little bit wild-minded during my childhood. Yet, again, it was my twenty-sh we were talking about. I was past the imaginary-friend-phase long ago.

"Geez, all these thinking exhaust me" mumbled me while scratching on my head which was not itchy at all "Is this the result of taking Ms. AM's deals in regular basis? Let's just say, it is" 

After came into term with all the thoughts and blamed it all to my superior, I felt my headache was lifted a bit. I said hello to the barista and asked for a regular cup of Americano.

She asked whether I would like to add sugar or milk in it. I returned the question with a head-shake and a smile. One as bitter as the Americano offered to me.

As I held a paper-cup in my right hand and small change in my left, my eyes scanning through every corner of the store. There, I found one. I marched toward the one spot near the window and claimed it.

I looked at the road ahead me through the glass window in front of me. Busy people, busy road. I wondered if there was a word "rest" in their dictionary. I chuckled at my own thought. I should have known the answer. Aren't I one of them?

I opened the lid of my paper cup. The steam came gushing at my face. It warmed me up somewhat.

The smell of the coffee relaxed my muscle head. It had that kind of effect that the sedative kind of drugs gave.

This kind of moment was quite likeable. At time like this, I could feel the luxury of solitary -- the solitary among the crowd.

Heee, solitary, isn't it? ku~ How sad it is when you don't count my company ku~

GASP!

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