His hands were softly on my body, roaming every inch.
His lips never left my neck, softly, slowly kissing all around my soft spot.
My back was arching and his body was shaking.
Our breathing was intense, everytime we touch one another our breath was held, specially in the places that was intensely pleasurable.
Jake had me laying on my back with him on top, playing with every part of my body, my mind was blown away at how much jake made this experience wonderful for me, I know I had sex before , but this felt so much better and we haven't even gone that far. I'm not saying tony sucked becuz he didn't, he was good two, but jake was better, way way better.
I unbutton jakes shirt causing him to stop kissing my neck, the only part of that bothered me was that he hasn't kissed my mouth and i don't know why. jake gave me a questioning look but didn't stop my hands from ripping through it, I scanned over his chest before placing my hands onto him, my hands had a mind of there own as they caressed his abs.jakes body was amazingly beautiful, the way his abs sat perfectly and the way his arms flex his muscles as he held his self up was amazing. I never noticed how much jakes body had changed.
Jake stares at me intensely as I roam over his body, every time I touch his lower stomach jake would tense up letting out a small moan, this would make me smile every time. I knew I had an affect on jake somehow during all of this but I couldn't imagine it being the way he's portraying it to be. he acts like my hands are made out of gold or even Ice with every touch making him shake or moan.
I take his shirt fully off giving him a small smile, jake places my hands around his neck causing him to lean in closer, my heart starts to beat rapidly and I know he can feel it.
he looks at my lips as if he was going to kiss me but doesn't, he just keeps looking at them like a hungry bear who's afraid to make any effort to find food.
"Jake" I whispered his eyes looks towards mine. I almost lost my life at that moment, his eyes were two intense to handle, but that look was familiar, he used it every time he was completely head over heels for a girl, the 1st time I saw his eyes like this was in 7th grade, he liked maybe even loved some girl name Annabella, but Annabella ended up being with some guy named Adam, after that jake had lost those eyes.
"Yes" he said in a husky deep voice
"Kiss me, on my lips "
He licks his lips causing my body to shiver, one small shiver down my spin that had my body screaming out in pleasure. he leans in slowly, he licks my bottom lip before taking it into his mouth and giving it a small suck, my hands grip onto his shoulders , he finally places his soft sweet lips onto mine but this time, with the lack of contact mine have felt, they became rough and hard, now I was like the hungry bear, I ended up flipping jake over onto his back and climbing on top of him, jake was surprised, I could tell but he didn't say anything.
I took my cut up shirt off showing jake my bra, I went to undo my bra clips but jakes hands stop mine, he leans up so now it looked like we were siting up. jake starts kissing the top of each boob while undoing my straps.
I was playing with his hair and moaning the softest moans, his hands make you want to scream. after he dropped my bra onto the floor that's when my whole body started really screaming, he takes my breast into his mouth making sure to never miss a spot.
My moaning became louder, my breathing became harsh and my body began to rock back and forward, I was completely ready to let him go further then this, I wanted his manhood to explore me, I wanted his love no matter how wrong it was, this is what I want to feel everytime me and jake were alone, I wanted to be more then the simple high fives, more then the simple hellos, I wanted this moment every single day till I die.
Jake slides my shorts down along with my underwear, I didn't feel uncomfortable, not one bit but once jakes pants were down to, I became nervous.
He flips us back to our regular position but this time he opens my legs so he could lay between them, with all the nerve and all the uncertainty still hanging in the air, I still allowed him todo what he pleased.
Jake leaned over grabbing something, I think it was a condom, I grab his hand and tell him " its ok" i was on the pill so we didnt need a condom
"Are you sure?" He questioned
"I want to feel you "
Now normally you wouldnt have sex without a condom but i just felt like this was the best way i was going to feel him, to actually make the right comnection.
Before anything else happened jake asked me if I wanted this, if I wanted him to be the one in this position, he said he won't do this if il regret it in the morning . I nodded my head yes telling him I wouldn't allow him to get this far if I didn't, that made jake smile the biggest smile ever.
Jake places himself inside of me causing me to moan out in pleasure
This felt amazing it felt more then I ever imagine.
It's like all my memories of us, all the laughs, the tears, the playground games, every single thing we had done was flashing before my eyes as jakes pushes himself deeper. My body arches and my moaning become louder, he felt amazing totally heart breaking amazing.
The pain he had caused was invisible now, it didn't exist, not anymore
Jake wraps his arms around my body squeezing himself to mine, making our body one.
Every memory I cherished with all my heart flew above our body's, making me see that jake was and always is the man I have always wanted, he was the guy I couldn't live without, he was the guy I have done many 1st with, he was the boy I couldn't wait to see everyday, he was my prince, my protector no matter how much pain he caused me I didn't care anymore, that didn't define what he was or who he is, he is still the boy who laughs to much, talks too much and the boy who loves too much. I wouldn't change anything we both had Togo through becuz if we did, I wouldn't be experimenting the most amazing pleasure I have ever felt.
Jake started Togo faster, he was griping me harder, I felt the need to explode "jake" I breathed out "I want to cum" I moaned
"Cum" he whispered into my ear
He pushes harder, faster, griping tighter, it felt like we made loved, it felt like we knew what each other needed.
"Jessie, I love you" he whispered into my ear , those where the words that made me explode, those simple 3 words is meaning more to me at this moment then they ever had. I felt jakes body tighten, he let out a small moan before he stopped rocking his body, I knew he had finished.
Jake doesn't leave me just yet, instead he stays in this spot with his head on my boobs, catching his breath. "your heart beat sounds different" he said
"That's becuz of you" I whispered running my hands through his hair
"Do you regret it?"
"Never"
He looks up at me, "jessie"
"Yes?"
"Can we try to make something more happen?"
"What do you mean?"
"I know that we just started trusting each other again, but maybe we can work on.. maybe dating "
I gave him a small smile "I wouldn't want todo anything else"
Jake gave me a smile and a small kiss on my lips "ok good becuz 2morrow will be our 1st date" he lays his head back down, this boy can act so young sometimes
Jakes bedroom door yanks open showing Alan smiling his ass off "omg!!!!" he screamed
Jake and I didn't move, I think it was becuz the tiredness of what we had done that caused us to just smile and nod. I wasn't sure as to what Alan was thinking or even doing at this point my mind kept drifting to what jake had said during my climax
"Get out alan" jake said with a small laugh
Alan smiled and started to scream "jake and Jessie had sex!!!! looks like he's off the radar girls!!!!"
"Alan!!"I screamed
Alan jetted out the room without any words but I swore I heard a few girls complain about me getting every guy in the school, I'm guessing they have no clue as to who Jessie really is.
Jake smiled at me before he realised but that still didn't make us move or get out of bed, instead I caught myself falling asleep, falling asleep in his arms........