This chapter is dedicated to Akichiii because she took the time to reread my entire story!! <3 Enjoyyyyyy. Thank you to everyone who is commenting, reading, and voting!!!! i feel like so many more people are commenting on my story and still reading it and its making me so happy! I do this all for you guys! <3 thank you soooo much! I didn't edit this so sorry for the mistakes!
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also, i'm just gonna leave the "I'm so done" chapter on here because why not?
Everlasting_eunhae....I wrote this part so you knew what he was yelling to her. I was like "You know what? imma write what they say to each other instead of skipping the rest of the concert."
PS: heads up, this chapter talks about sad shit for a little bit and its not the happiest chapter...but still i hope you enjoyyy.
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"We shouldn't fake kiss this time like we did at our last concert," he laughed.
I laughed with him shaking my head, "nope."
His eyes became crescent shaped and widely showed his gummy smile before grabbing my waist with one hand, put the other on my back, and leaned me backwards before kissing me.
The guys screamed into their mics and yelled for ELF to cover their eyes before laughing and jumping up and down with excitement.
The fans went crazy again until we stopped kissing. I couldn't stop my smile from spreading across my whole face and examined the beautiful ring that was now on my finger. I could see on the big screens along the front of the stage were showing the ring too. It dazzled and was almost blinding to look at.
"Wow~," Shindong gasped at the ring, "How much was it?"
Eunhyuk laughed, "You will never know."
"It's not the cost that matters," Leeteuk spoke into his mic, "It's the thought."
"Awwww~," we all spoke into our mics as ELF said it with us.
"Well, That's the end of the Super Show!" Leeteuk waved and started to turn around and walk back towards the stage to exit.
ELF all sighed and cried out.
"Do you really think that's it?" Heechul hunched over from laughing, "Don't worry we still have my solo!"
More screams came from the crowd as we conversed for a few more minutes, "Heechul, that was some amazing back up singing," I complimented him.
"Thank you," he put his hand over his chest showing he was flattered then turned to the crowd, "Everyone, Minae was scared she would mess up this song, so before she came on stage she was freaking out and we all were fanning her. Did she do good?"
The crowd shouted 'yes' back before he continued.
"She was so nervous about singing, but then Eunhyuk was just there hiding his nervousness. She was just singing, and he was proposing, but he was more calm than her!" he laughed.
Realizing my stupidness, I started laughing uncontrollably and had to squat down to the floor before I fell over. The other guys started to laugh too as I wiped away my tears.
"Eunhyuk came up to me after you went on stage, Minae, and he goes, 'Hyung. What if she says no?'" Siwon explained, "And I said, 'Why would she say no? what did you do to her?'"
The we all laughed before continuing to talk for a bit longer then moving on with the show.
Everything was good and we finished all of our concerts. Eunhyuk and I received millions of comments and hundreds of articles were written about our engagement. I was being cast for another Kdrama with Woo Dohwan and New Member was still continuing like normal until something happened on the 18th of December that broke all of our hearts.
Shinee always held a special place in my heart and the news was so unbearable. The whole country was in mourning even through the New Year and into the following months even when Shinee decided to continue with their tour because that's what he would have wanted and everyone had to continue with everyday life.
Super Junior was now planning another comeback for the repackaged album of Black Suit, so days were spent in the dance studio and on set for me. Multitasking was crazy and it was so draining sometimes.
"Eunhyuk," I whined from the office while typing vigorously on my computer.
There was only silence in return from him as the door bell continued to ring.
I yelled louder, "Eunhyuk!!!"
Nothing in return.
"Ugh," I slammed my laptop shut, "I've was finally in the zone of writing these lyrics and this door bell keeps ringing! Eunhyuk, why can't you answer it?!"
I opened the office door with a loud sigh of frustration and walked over to the monitor for the door bell and pressed a button to talk back even though no one was out there now.
"Who is it?" I spoke with attitude in my voice.
I scoffed after no one spoke and turned my back to the monitor and walked back towards the office I have spent the past few hours in. As I reached the half way point between the monitor and the office, the bell was rung again.
I laughed once and clicked my tongue before turned back to go to the monitor, "Who is it?"
No response was given again and there was still no one on the screen. Instead of leaving this time, I waiting with my arms crossed and no surprise came when the bell rang again with no one on screen.
A colorful assortment of curses came out of my mouth as I headed towards the front door to open it again, not caring who was out there, because they were about to get beaten up either way for playing with me.
I forcefully pushed open the front door ready to with my mouth scrunched up and eyebrows furrowed into a mean bend and leaned my body out into the hallway to take a glance. I look behind the door to the left first and no one is there. I look to the right and I see a tall man standing against the wall biting his nails.
I was cautious before speaking, "Who are...?"
As I spoke it seemed to scare him and he whipped his head towards me and stood straight up like a soldier.
"Minae..." his jaw dropped.
I blinked my eyes a few times to see if I was truly seeing correctly. The person in front of me had the features, the hair, the height, the same worry in his eyes, the same voice, the same everything as...
"Taehyun...?"
"Minae," was all he said as he took a small step forward making me take a small step back closing the front door a bit as well.
My mouth stayed a gap as thoughts started running through my head and eyes darted around on the floor thinking of a possibility of how he is standing here in front of me.
"I know," he took another step forward towards me making me snap out of my trance, "this is going to be so hard to explain."
He inched cautiously to me as I could feel my throat closing and thought of the only thing to do before he could even explain anything to me. If this was real, any excuse would be a cop out. No excuse could make up for it. Nothing.
I slammed the door and felt my chest get heavy, my head started to spin which made the room dizzy as tried walking away from the front door, and clung to the wall for support.
"Minae...Please. I'm so sorry," I could hear him speak through the thick door.
My hands started to shake and legs started to tremble as I slowly stepped down the hallway with tears in my eyes from confusion.
I heard another door slam followed by Eunhyuk come sliding in front of me from running so fast as I reached the kitchen area, "What was that slam for? Oh, my god, Minae, are you okay?!"
Eunhyuk grabbed onto me just as I was about to collapse onto the floor. He pulled me up and stood me up still holding onto my upper arms and looked me in the eyes. The door bell started to ring again, but Eunhyuk ignored it still looking at me.
"Minae, what's wrong?" he had the most serious look on his face and looked like he could kill with just his stare.
I breathed the best I could before speaking, "The person at the door...is Taehyun."
"Taehyun? Taehyun who?" he looked confused, "The only Taehyun I know is your brother but he's dead."
Eunhyuk didn't believe me still until the door bell still sounded making his eyes dart to the monitor and that door bell suddenly turned his expression from serious to shocked. His grip loosened on my arms as his expression grew to the same one as mine. Not being able to stand without support I slowly fell straight down to sit with a soft thud.
I leaned against the island in the kitchen and closed my eyes as my head fell back to thump against the wooden panel holding up the island. My eyes lids got too heavy to open again and my hearing faded as I lost consciousness from the adrenaline turning into anxiety and panic.
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"But..." Dr. Kang continued making us all freeze, "This sudden shock may cause her to lose the baby."
I coughed choking on my own saliva, "...What?"
The members turned to me with their jaws all open, and Heechul smacked the back of my head so hard my head flung forward almost giving me whiplash.
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mhm. think about that. i ain't updating for awhile just so you guys suffer while you reread that chapter preview a couple hundred of times.
Me saying by while you all suffer^^