Harry's pov
It's been a week without Nuk Nuk she was finally talking and smiling again but she was still hurting I felt it but I tried my very best to make her feel better
But today I got to put my plan into action
There's only one week left of her regular pills then the fakes I envisioned the pack in my head and thought of ways I could get them in her mouth without her noticing they were blue
"Harry?" I snapped my head up it was time for dinner I smelled it she had made grilled chicken sandwiches and that chicken had been tangling my nose as soon as it got on the little grill she had
She was at the door leaning on it
"Yes?" I asked regardless of knowing
"Come eat Baby" she smiled I nodded and got up walking to her I grabbed her hips
"Our pups will be so well fed" I smiled praising her cooking
"Thank you" she leaned up and kissed me "I actually have a question like about wolf babies..."
I raised my eyebrows in surprise "yeah?"
"Do you go to like public school... I mean you can't trust little ones not to just change in normal school right?"
"Yeah we have preschool through 9th in the den after that you aren't required anymore schooling but you can if you'd like I didn't but then again my job and placement in my pack is more muscle than smarts ya know?"
She nodded and looked at my chest she rubbed my chest and I guess she was deep in thought I couldn't feel any specific emotion about her
"Have you been thinking about pups a lot...?" I mumbled trying not to let myself sound too hopeful
"Mm... I was thinking about you mostly b-but yeah I guess I have" she finally looked up at me "would you love me if I couldn't give you kids?"
I frowned deeply "of course I would I'd love you no matter what... sweetheart I don't want you thinking about negative things like that okay?" I kissed her head
She nodded and weakly smiled "okay well we better hurry before the food gets cold" she guided me to the dining room
I sat down we started eating and the whole time I stared at her she wasn't feeling happy but she wasn't exactly sad it was driving me crazy
"How are you feeling my love?" I asked holding a soft tone
"Don't you know?" She raised an eyebrows
I set down my sandwich "no no I don't know I can't figure it out help me" I kinda whined
"Well... I feel like I lost a child he was my Baby... I feel empty..." she took a small bite
I bit my lip "that's why you've been thinking of pups?" I tilted my head
"I dunno" she shrugged
"Well darling I'm not gunna pressure you into anything you don't want no matter how much I want it..."
I paled thinking about my plan that's exactly what I was doing forcing a decision on her but I mean it's not like I'm leaving her not like I don't want a baby Id coddle them both I want her so bad and god if we had a girl she'd be flawless just like Alexis
She nodded and licked her lips "how would our kids get to school?" I smiled softly as she said kids
"I'd happily walk them every morning then pick them up every afternoon" I smiled imagining me and my Baby walking through the woods and me setting them up in their class room every morning
"That sounds cute..." Alexis actually smiled like a real bright smile I nibbled on my lip
"You would be such a brilliant mother" I added she blushed softly
"I've been thinking about it" she whispered I sat stiffer I think I felt guilty but... she wanted this too why would I feel that way?
We ate quietly I got up bringing her with me I sat us on the sofa "Alexis I'd care for you I'd do anything you wanted I'd even get a human job if that's what you wanted from me" I said it but I didn't have the nerve to face her
"I won't bombard you like that I know you have stuff to do in your den like your father" she rubbed my shoulder
I looked at her god she's so understanding of me I love her so much as I looked at her I got to thinking "I think I'm not able to tell your feelings as much also is because it's been over a week since I've gotten to mark you"
"Oh..." she kinda made doe eyes "I-I think I'd like some affection now... you're touch always makes me feel better" she leaned closer as she spoke she kissed my cheek
I snapped my head toward her and kissed her lips I got greedy so I held the back of her head keeping her in my kiss
I kinda jolted as she crawled over me laying me back I held her tightly so I know I wouldn't lose her
I realized how hard I always held her how my finger tips left purple stains... bruises from my rough love
I frowned deeply and pulled away she looked a bit bewildered because I pushed myself from her "Do you love me...?" I whispered
She stared but nodded "I do, I really do I love you Harry" she smiled
"But why?" My furrowed my eyebrows
"Because of how sweet and protective you are because of you're air of innocence yet you know exactly how to make me shiver... I love you because you're just so- so you" She rubbed my cheek "you've got me hooked" she kissed me softly
A smiled broke my serious face I kissed her back and got up holding her thighs her arms wrapped around me I carried her up and tossed us both on the bed where I attacked her neck fisting her hair so she was captive under me
"Oh Harry" she moaned I loved when she moaned for me I groaned as my nails grew as well as another part of me
I reached down trying my best not to tear her pants and I pulled them down I pressed the pads of my fingers against the sensitive sweetness between her 2 dainty petals
She rolled down whining "mmm" she moaned then sat up a bit unbuttoning my pants "I want to be drowned in your scent Harry" she moaned I flinched moaning loudly she was appealing to my much more animalistic side
"You're working me up" I warned
She yanked them down to my knees "I know I love when you mark your territory"
I felt my canines growing "you'll be a good girl?" I smirked showing her what she was doing
"Mhm... oh let me go take my pill" she sat up
I shook my head "ah ah ah I've got it for you" I stood yanking my jeans off "undress I want a nice display when I'm back"
I walked into the bathroom and picked up the pack
My jagged wild thoughts halted was I really ready to do this am I able to do this...
I sniffed and her arousal was filling the air
"Oh Fuck" I hissed and popped out the blue pill holding it between 2 of my claws then walked back
"Open up" I crawled back over her she opened her mouth I dropped the pill in she grabbed the water from the nightstand and swallowed it I licked over my teeth
"I think I'll have a bit of a taste hope I don't nibbled on you too hard" I chuckled