I have a hard time accepting good in my life
I always struggle with having hope
Arranged marriage since I was born, betrayal was destined to be my wife
My art, music and writting, is how I cope
Every night I see the stars far off in space
So beautiful yet they do nothing are they nothing but a waste?
They remind me of what happiness is. So far out of place.
Stars fall from the heavens to save no grace
Love lives and love dies without any haste
My heart trembles yet stands strong. I call it a disgrace
I wanted it to fall I want it to shatter to break
I wanted to be like the others filled with rage anger... and plastic so fake
But like a tree in winter stubborn is my soul
I smiled I laughed I play the happy role
I say I don't need love to be happy. I knew that was a fable
I'm a loving soul I need another to just stay stable
Yet no soul could handle the winds of my emotions
They would all flee and scream when it stired a little commotion
Yet a breeze came and caressed my face, flushing it with heat
Giving my heart hope was never so easy feat
Yet this wind came and showed me the way
I follow the wind praying it will stay
Maybe I am unworthy I have known so much pain
But the wind kisses my wounds like a shower in the rain
Nature i will follow you and let destiny lead the way
I hope the winds of love will stay