[warning] - none
[mood] - heartbreak
[summary] - shawn thinks you guys shouldn't be together anyone because it's the best for you. a day later he realized he was stupid.
"i just can't be in a relationship right now y/n. it's a lot & i know you feel the same way."
"shawn what in your right mind would you think i would want this to end? us to end."
"come on, its not like you really saw us going anywhere."
& in the moment the tears started to fall. shawn took a sad reaction to this but listened to what i had to say.
"you may not have seen us going anywhere shawn but i did. i did the first time i saw you & i thought you felt the same way but i guess i was wrong. just don't talk to me."
i wanted to walk away. but he started to say,"hunny this is the best for both of us. we're just distracting each other from what we need to do. please don't be mad."
i turned back around the face his pathetic figure. "good to know i was a distraction."
i walked away not looking back at my now ex boyfriend. everyone in the media is going to know we broke up sooner or later and the paparazzi is going to be all over me. i wish i never dated a famous person especially shawn. they just break your heart because all they care about is their fame.
a day later
i hear a loud knock at my door at 4 in the morning which is very weird & it has me startled. i go get my pocket knife just in case but as i look through the peep hole it's just shawn. the one i never wanted to see again yet here he is on my door step.
i open the door wanting to see what he has to say. "what shawn? i told you i never wanted to see you again."
"listen y/n please. i never really wanted to break up with you. andrew wanted me to do it for the media, i swear. but i came to my senses & i can't live without you. your laugh isn't around, your kisses aren't on my cheek, your hands aren't tangled with mine & i can't bare it."
i roll my eyes crossing my arms. "wow good to know, now can you leave?" i start to shut the door but his hand forcefully pushes it back open.
"you have to believe me. i didn't want to let you go-"
"but your career was more important? i get it." i go to shut the door again but shawn pushes it open once more, this time rolling his eyes.
"nothing is more important than you in my life. i didn't know what to do because he said he would tell you i cheated & make it sound real. i didn't want us breaking up because you though i "cheated"," he says holding his fingers up in quotations over the word cheated," i really care about you y/n. i don't know why i would even consider breaking up with you for my stupid career."
by his time i was feeling really bad for shawn. he was put in a bad place & he did only what he could & thought was best. "stop shawn, hey," i grab his cheeks making his eyes look at me,"your career isn't stupid, ok? it's what you love to do & i get that." i hate how so many haters get to him & really make him feel like what he does is stupid. it's not stupid perusing your passion.
he smiles whispering," it's always stupid compared to you."
he then kisses my lips slowly while i take in what's happening. i start to kiss back intensely missing his lips on mine. he breaks the kiss to tell me," im sorry."
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wahhh im sorry i didn't wanna make andrew the bad guy