Invisible

By LxT4ever

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Blair, 16 years old, feels lonely and invisible. She has friends, family, but she feels unhappy. And then the... More

Before you read
Chapter 1: Welcome to Blair's world
Chapter 2: My true friend
Chapter 3: Another awful day
Chapter 4: Revenge
Chapter 5: Wake up
Chapter 6: Meet Willow
Chapter 7: What's wrong?
Chapter 8: Distance
Chapter 9: This girl
Chapter 10: Just us
Chapter 11: A friend
Chapter 12: Rachel and me
Chapter 13: I like her
Chapter 14: Willow knows best
Chapter 15: Love yourself
Chapter 16: Let me help you
Chapter 17: Be honest
Chapter 18: No one cares
Chapter 19: I don't want to be alone
Chapter 20: Finally happy, again
Chapter 21: Setting up a date
Chapter 23: Please, answer
Chapter 24: Listen to understand
Chapter 25: A (broken) promise
Chapter 26: True colors
Chapter 27: Lunch time!
Chapter 28: It's time
Chapter 29: We don't belong
Chapter 30: I know why you did it
Chapter 31: Will you be my date?
Chapter 32: Hello mom, hello dad
Chapter 33: I've got new rules
Chapter 34: We're on the same team
Chapter 35: It's complicated
Chapter 36: Be careful
Chapter 37: Lean on me
Chapter 38: The dance - Part 1
Chapter 39: The dance - Part 2
Chapter 40: You are in control
Chapter 41: Willow = trouble
Chapter 42: The art of listening
Chapter 43: You're not listening!
Chapter 44: Why me?
Chapter 45: Nick's excuses
Chapter 46: Rachel and Blair
Chapter 47: Words cut like a knife
Chapter 48: Distance is needed
Chapter 49: Don't leave me
Chapter 50: Time for a change
Chapter 51: Invisible?
Sequel

Chapter 22: Completely broken

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By LxT4ever

Blair's POV

"So," Luke said as he was driving us home. "I can't wait to meet the girl that's making my sister smile like never before."

I sighed, why did they have to push this? What if Willow doesn't want to? What if she doesn't show up?

"Well," he said, making me look at him. "Aren't you?"

I looked away again.

"Blair?"

I shrugged.

Luke parked the car, at our house. He then faced me. "I know you don't like to be forced in the corner, but we had to do something."

I looked down.

"We'd never meet Willow at this rate." He took my chin, making me face him. "I want to meet my sister's girlfriend. You understand that, right?" He smiled.

I smiled too, slowly.

"There you go." He kissed my forehead before getting out of the car. I followed him inside the house. "So what are you going to do now?"

"Homework." I walked to the stairs.

"Alone?"

I stopped midway and looked at Luke. "What?"

He gave me a certain look. "You know what I mean."

I rolled my eyes and continued my way upstairs, to my room. I entered and locked the door, I don't even know why... It's like a routine thing now.

I took my homework and laid down on my bed. I started doing it, concentrating as hard as I could. It was difficult though, since Willow was on my mind...

After like half an hour, I heard knocking. I got up, walking to the door of my room and opened it. But there was no one.

I shrugged, closing it again.

I turned around, walking back to my bed, when I heard it again. I got up, wanting to go to the door again, but the knocking got harder.

I listened carefully, that's when I looked at my window, seeing Willow there. My eyes widened and I hurried to her.

I opened my window. "Hey," I helped her in. "How are you?"

She took off her jacket, showing off her nice body. "I'm good." She walked past me, and laid down on my bed. 

I made my way back to my bed as well. I was watching her, she had taken my homework and was observing it. "And?"

She glanced at me, that glance went straight through me... It felt so powerful. "What?"

I leaned in closer. "What do you think?"

"It looks good." She handed it back to me, and laid down again. "So, do you want to do something?"

I looked from her to my homework. "I have to finish this first."

She looked so bored but nodded. "I guess I'll come back later then." She already got up, but I pulled her back.

"No," I pinned her arms above her head while I hoovered over her. "I want you here, with me."

She smirked, she seemed to like that. "That's my girl." She motioned me to come closer, which I did. Soon enough, we were kissing.

I released Willows arms, which easily found their way to my back, but slowly moved down, to my butt. She pulled my closer, only to then roll us over so she'd be on top.

She pulled back, caressing my face. "How are you, love?"

I smiled at that, she was so caring. "I'm good now."

Willow smiled too, it was a warm and loving smile, once again. "I'm really glad to hear that."

I smiled but soon enough looked down. 

"Hey, what's wrong?"

I looked back at her, I had to tell her. It had to happen. "Uhm... Love..." Wow, that sounded weird... "Love, I'd love for you to meet my brother and friend."

Willow pulled back, an amused look on her face. "You want me to meet that douchebag and his mistress?"

I looked down. "Don't call them that." I whispered.

"You know they are. They're mistreating you, love. You shouldn't talk to them, they probably don't even like you." she said, making me look away. "Or me."

At that I looked at her. "Who wouldn't like you?"

She smiled again. She caressed my cheek, and slowly pecked my lips. "You're too nice for this world, love."

I blinked, what did she mean by that? "What do you mean?"

"We both know something bad will happen soon enough."

I looked down. "I don't want to think about that stuff anymore." I looked back up, in her eyes. "I want to think about this, our love." I smiled.

She nodded before taking my arm, caressing it. "How's it doing?"

I nodded. "Better."

"Ok." After that, we didn't talk anymore. We just kissed and hugged and cuddled... And that for the whole night. It was the best night I've ever experienced.

And it'd all be ruined in the morning...

______________________________

I was walking through school's hallways. I couldn't shake off the feeling that people were watching me.

I looked around, and was met by several eyes. Why were they looking at me? Was there something on my face? Maybe I was wearing the wrong clothes? What if there's something between my teeth? 

I don't even want to think about it... Not now. It's probably nothing, anyway.

I made my way to my locker, but was surprised to see quite a few people there. What was happening?

Oh no, did someone throw up there? If so, I hope it's not too close to my locker... Or maybe someone's giving away something? But why by my locker though?

I stepped closer, and what surprised me was that the students all went out of their way. As if I was royalty or something like that... It felt strangely good.

However when everyone was out of the way, and I finally was able to get to my locker... I was so incredibly heartbroken by the message that was written on it.

Do us a favor, kill yourself and your girlfriend.

I was looking at it, mouth open. So many thoughts were going through my mind right now. Who'd do this to me? Why would they do this to me? Why this way? Why here? Why anonymous?

I was pretty sure I knew who had done this... Nick. He wants to break me, for some reason. And reading this message, that was written on my locker where everyone could see it, I can tell you all that he finally succeeded.

Now everyone knew. Everyone knew I was like that...

"Blair?"

I turned around, seeing Luke and Rachel. I looked from them to my locker, and then I ran away. Crying, heartbroken, completely broken.

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