By mylapearle
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So...I have a boyfriend and lets just say his name is Allen...I've been dating Allen for almost 9 months...And i saw this girl who i thought was a guy and lets just say her name is C...So i had been talking and seeing C's broadcasts and stuff...slowly i had start falling in love with C....First it was just being friendly...then i noticed that i was falling in love with her...My boyfriend Allen knew of my Bisexuality...but i thought my boyfriend was the one...It's so horrible to like someone even if your already with someone....it feels even more horrible if you start liking someone from your own gender..i was afraid to be hated because i swear that i'm the only one from Lgbtq+ and everybody else at the school is straight...There's not even any gays..i'm being serious...how do they even live!
Anyways, After a couple of weeks or so...C was kind of being rude...She told me that i was jealous and that i was hating on her over some stupid little thing...She was the reason i just started being friends with my boyfriend...After all of that, i noticed that C wasn't the one at all...I guess i was also scared of missing out on dating other people...But i feel like me and my fwb are even closer than ever...And C is single right now and i don't feel bad for her at all lol