Stars Dance
Chapter 7
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Selena's Point of View
IT HAD ONLY been few days and Zayn had already the deepest most intimate parts of me. This was no longer about the project we had to do. It would be crazy to say that my body didn't react to Zayn's because it did. Every time Zayn even near me my body heat just rose a few degrees, electricity ran though my veins when Zayn touched me, even the smallest subtle touches, my body just craved it. However, I couldn't let things go too far. I didn't know him well, and everything was that was said about him even though denied it many times just confused me. He was confusing, I couldn't read him it was nearly impossible. He would lash out then the next he would be apologizing. I couldn't keep up with him. Everything was in the heat of the moment, and if I said yes, I would be committing myself to something that I didn't know if I wanted to be committed to with him especially.
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His lips trailed down my neck as his fingertips caressed my skin, I squirmed and he noticed it as well and stopped. "What do you say?" He whispered pushing my hair away from my face.
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I knew it wasn't love that he was feeling, anytime I glanced at Zayn there was always a slight darkness in his hazel eyes. He looked at me sometimes with such intensity that I wasn't sure he was even paying any attention to what I was saying most of the time. Lust and desire filled his eyes and it was obvious, I don't even think Zayn Malik could ever feel love. It wasn't in his nature. It only further reconfirmed it when I had told him I was virgin his words just replayed in my head over and over.
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"I only think about being in between your legs ever since you told me." He admitted. "You drive me absolutely insane, and the fact that no one's touched you..."
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I cleared my throat and stood up from his lap where he was sitting in the chair. "Zayn I think we're both, confused?" I just let out. "You're confusing everything-...this isn't about the project-"
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When I wanted to continue on, Zayn interrupted me. "Would you forget about the fucking project for just a second?" He exclaimed.
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I crossed my hand over my chest. "You want an honest answer?" I said. "Alright, the answer is no." I said carelessly, lifting my shoulders as well.
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His eyebrows just came together. "What?" And standing up from the chair.
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"I don't know what you think this is." I told him with hand motions. "No, the answer is no." I repeated. "I know you probably don't do well with rejection and you're used to easy yeses, but I'm not like those girls Zayn." I told him.
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He chuckles. "You say it so easily, and can't even give me a fucking reason."
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"You want one thing." I raise my index finger in the air. "One, and you can sit here and say no you don't think about it and no it doesn't bother you, but I know it does. I can see it in your eyes and the way you look at me with such hunger, there's nothing you can say to deny it because you can see it in your eyes." I saw picking up my bookbag and putting my things in it and walking towards the door.
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"Where are you going?" He follows after me.
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"To my dorm, where else." I storm down the hallway.
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"Selena-..." He calls after me and pulls on my arm, when we are interrupted my his group of friends I met the first night of the New Year party.
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I stop my tracks and I feel Zayn's torso against my back, with his hand wrapped around my arm holding me in place from going anywhere. "Well what do you have here?" One of them says with a smirk looking Zayn then down at me.
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I give a small smile, and I loosen myself from Zayn's grasp walking past his group of friends and out of the double doors of the frat.
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Zayn's Point of View
I knew from the moment Chris caught me with Selena I wouldn't hear the end of it. Chris didn't run shit around here I did, but even then when he found out about something he didn't stop until he was satisfied. I knew what was going to come next, he was going to remind me about what I had told him the day about the New Year's party when we both spotted Selena.
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Chris nudged me. "Check it out." He said, and his attention was also on the group of girls that I already had my attention on.
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"I see." I added. "But don't even think about it." I strained. "They're freshmen."
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"The shy one next to Lucy seems scared shitless to be here." Chris added. "We should welcome them. Nothing wrong with that? Right?" He stood up.
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"You know the fucking rules." I added.
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"Rules are meant to be broken." He said and I rolled my eyes, standing up to follow him.
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I brought myself back to reality when Chris was still standing in front of me along with Levi and Jake. He had a smirk on his face and his eyes trailed down Selena's as she walked out of the doors of the frat and then brought them back to me. I step forward. "I know what you're fucking thinking, remember I run you, you don't run me." I exclaimed before he said anything. "Remember that." I added.
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He chuckled. "I haven't even said a word." He says. "But rules are meant to be broken. Right?" He laughed. Chris wasn't me and if he found out that Selena was a virgin he would take advantage of the opportunity anyway he could. "Levi, Jake and I were just heading towards your dorm to tell you that there's a party and if you were coming." He raised his hands in defeat. "Isn't that right boys?" He called on Levi and Jake's responses, and they nodded their heads.
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"I'll be there." I said and pushed passed them and walked of the damn frat house, just thinking back on Selena's words.
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Selena's Point of View
I twisted the knob of my dorm room and walked in to find Lucy, Ashley, and Vanessa all sitting there talking among themselves, but the conversation stopped when I walked in. I grew confused, and walked towards them as I sat my bag down on the coffee table.
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"Selena." Ashely said. "Where have you been all goddamn day?" She told up and embraced me in a hug.
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"Working on a project." I said for a lack of explanation. "Did I miss something? What are you guys all doing here?" I questioned.
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"Lucy you didn't even bother to tell her at least through text?" Vanessa gasped.
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"I figured she would already know since all she does is hang around with him." Lucy says carelessly, as she applies makeup, in the vanity of our room.
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"What's going on?" I questioned.
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"There's a frat party tonight and you're coming!" Ashely exclaimed.
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"A frat party?" I questioned, why didn't Zayn tell me. "I was just over there." I point with my thumb at the door. "With-...but I didn't hear or see anything."
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"You've already said too much." Ashely says. "Tell us 'bout Zayn." She sits me down on the sofa with the rest of the girls. "We know everything, well not everything." She laughs.
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I looked over at Lucy through the Vanity, knowing she is the only that could've told them and she rolls her eyes ignoring the conversation. "Do you like him?" Vanessa questions.
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"No." I quickly say. "He's just my partner for a project."
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Ashely clicks her teeth. "He's literally the hottest guy here and you can't tell me you don't have at least the slightest of crush on him."
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"Well I don't." I lifted my shoulders. "We were paired up for a project and that's it."
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"Fine." Vanessa says. "Whatever you say." She adds. "So are you coming to this frat party with us tonight?"
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"I don't know." I admit. "I have a lot of things to study for."
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"You have all weekend to study, come on let me pick out your dress!" Ashely adds and pulls on my arm and we walk towards the closet.
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Before I know it I had loads on makeup and mascara on. My hair was done and the dress that I wore was skin tight not even reaching at least half of my thigh and I felt like I was going to trip on my feet any second because of the heels I had put on. We were out the door in a second, all of us walking towards the frat house that had lazer lights and loud base music coming out of it, which college students hanging around the frat.
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Zayn's Point of View
The frat house had filled up pretty quickly, I sat on the couch as the music blasted throughout the house loudly barely being able to hear my thoughts. I sat there as bodies danced all around, not really seeing anyone clearly because of the flashing lights the nearly blinded me from doing so. Levi, Jake, Chris and I sat around. Some smoking into a rolled up blunt as they passed it around, while Chris made out with someone in plain sight not caring who saw. While sat with a cup of vodka in my hand, I looked around to see if I spotted Selena because I was sure, her friends were going to drag her here regardless. When I spotted Jackie walking my direction, her long jet black hair and her skin tight dress that hugged her curves perfectly. For once I was glad to see someone who I had known for a long time, and knew me better than anyone here.
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Jackie and I weren't just tight at the hip, we literally have a history of endless hookups and crazy shit we've done together. We were both born and raised in Bradford, and she older than me by a couple of years. She came here to this university before I did, obviously because she graduated high school first, but I rarely saw her around since she majored in something totally different and our schedules never matched up.
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"Zayn, its been a while." She said with a smirk and immediately sitting on top of my lap pressing her lips around mine. "How are you holding up after what that bitch did to you last semester?" She questioned. "Can't believe she followed us all the way from fucking Bradford."
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Not only did Jackie and I hooked up in Bradford but also in high school and now here in college. If it wasn't for her and her help of everything that happened last semester, I don't know where I'd be. Jackie saved my ass like she's done many of times in the past. "If it wasn't for you I don't know where I'd fucking be right now." I admitted to her.
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"Let's fuck to forget." She whispered in my ear and I smirked.
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Selena's Point of View
We stepped inside and the music was so loud I couldn't even hear my own conscious the music boomed in my ears, and it was also very crowded in here. Dancing bodies everywhere, that I don't think I could walk through without bumping into someone. Zayn was around here somewhere and I couldn't help but look for him in the sea of dancing bodies and those who just sitting around.
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We made it near the area where they had drinks and I was handed a cup, I brought it up my nose and I scrunched my nose as soon as the harsh smell hit me. This is what everyone around here was drinking and if it smelled disgusting it probably tasted disgusting as well. In that mere second I looked around and the girls were gone. I was left standing alone. I didn't know what to do or say, I just looked awkward here. I felt a tap on my shoulder and to see that it was one Zayn's friends who I didn't know the name of.
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"Hey, Selena right?" He said with a smile over the music.
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I smiled. "Yeah that's me."
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"Nice to meet you, I'm Levi." He introduced himself. "One of Zayn's good friends and roommate as well." He says.
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"You're welcome to join us." He says, and I follow him towards the couch around where the rest of Zayn's friends sat.
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I am brought around, and everyone is sitting around talking among themselves, drinking, smoking and kissing other people with all free will. None of them seem to care who watched either. It was rather dark because their was no actual light but light effects for the party, so I couldn't make out anyone until I was introduced.
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"Look who I found." Levi announces, and everyone turns their attention my direction over the loud music.
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"You're that girl from earlier, with Zayn." One of them said with a smile that turned into a smirk and trailed his eyes down and up my body.
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"Yeah that's me." I smile. "My name is Selena." I introduce myself.
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He extends his hand. "I'm Chris." He says. "Nice to meet you." He said close to my ear as the music was too loud for me to hear him from afar. "That's Jake there." He directs his attention towards a guy who was just blew smoke into the air, when he realized what was going on he smiled and waved. "Levi as you already know." He said. "And Zayn, there." He pointed in Zayn's direction. "With Jackie."
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Zayn. When my direction was directed towards him. My heart dropped. He hadn't noticed me and was had his lips attached to Jackie's neck as he held her back and pressed her body onto his and they were just sitting there in a full heated make out session without a care in the world. When he pulled her back, he noticed me and pushed the girl with long black hair off of him and stood up.
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"He's a cup of the good stuff." Chris handed me the same liquid that I had left behind on the counter.
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Zayn appeared behind Chris and I and interrupted us. "She doesn't drink." Zayn quickly said, but what did he know?
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"Damn you, let her speak for herself." Chris said and handed me the cup and I held it in my hands.
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"Actually Chris." I lightened the mood. "It doesn't hurt to try." I said with a smile. I didn't even want to look at Zayn in the face, he didn't deserve my attention. I bring the rim up to my lips and I consumed the thick and sour liquid, not really liking the taste.
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"Hey Chris wanna dance?" I questioned Zayn's friend.
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"Lead the way." He said, and I pulled him through the crowd of dancing bodies.
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Zayn's Point of View
Selena was already pissing me off. I knew exactly what she was doing and it all had to do with catching Jackie and I kissing all over each other. But that's who Jackie and I are, it was nothing serious. It never was. Selena on the other hand, had taken Chris by the hand to the dance floor and he could take advantage of this situation he wasted no time and snaked his hands around Selena's waist and pulled her closer to his frame, she laughed and both of them just danced and rubbed their bodies against each other to the beat of the song. I had enough and I couldn't stand it.
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"You look pissed off." Jackie said close to my ear as the music didn't allow for a normal conversation. "And don't tell me it's for prom queen over there."
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"Jackie you have no fucking idea." I said to her.
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"I don't trust dick ass Chris, so if I were you, I'd hurry." She patted on my shoulder with her hand.
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"She can do whatever the fuck she wants." I said to Jackie and pulled her to the couch where we sat down as Jackie leaned onto me but I kept my gaze on Selena the whole time.
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Selena's Point of View
Chris wasted zero time and pulled me close to his frame, he just devoured me with his eyes and held me tightly not letting me go until the song was over. I didn't even know why I acted out like that, it was out of impulse because I saw Zayn with that Jackie girl and I just couldn't stand it. The song was over and I and Chris went to go sit down, as Zayn sitting dangerously close with Jackie and they both smiled when one told something in the other's ear. Zayn said something to her and they both stood up, as Zayn pulled on her hand and they walked off together.
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It had been too long since Zayn and Jackie had walked off, I had become uneasy as I didn't really know anyone here but Zayn and he was gone. I stood up but no one seemed to care, and I had walked off to find Zayn. Everything looked unfamiliar as the lights were turned off and bodies of people stood against the walls just talking or making out among themselves. While I tried to memorize the path to Zayn's dorm room.
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Zayn's Point of View
Jackie and I walked down the hallway of my dorm room when I pulled her into one of the restrooms. I pressed my mouth against hers as she pushes the door behind us and locks it shut. Her lips trail down my neck and I moan. To me and especially to Jackie this was nothing to us, but another fuck. She knew my body like I knew hers. I knew what she liked and she knew what I liked. I pull on her hair and she moans, I force her to look up at me and she smirks. "It's been a while." She whispers as I can hear her better now that the music is drained out.
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She says nothing and pulls at my pants and messes with the belt until she unlatches it, along with my briefs she pulls my pants down and she gets on her knees. She takes me into her mouth and I moan, she wastes no time in spitting onto my cock and moving her hand up and down at a rapid pace. She takes me all the way into her mouth with no gag reflex whatsoever and I fuck myself into her mouth. While I pull on her long jet black hair to look up at me.
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"Fuck." I moan. "You know exactly." I encourage the long jet black haired girl with piercing green eyes. "You're so good for me."
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I pull on her arms to stand up and I press my mouth against hers, she moans into my mouth as I am quickly to turn her around and push her face onto the sink holding her by the neck. With the other hand I pull down her panties and push her dress up to see her dripping cunt for her. I waste no time and enter her with no warning. I toss my head back moaning as she feels so good around me, reminding me of the countless times we've done this and she still feels oh so good.
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I pound into her at a rapid pace and she moans loudly, no one really hearing as her moans drain out with the music outside. "Harder." She moans. "Fuck." She moans. I told her by the waist and pound into her relentlessly and she moans and whines loudly. "That's it baby." She said clenching around me and I feel close.
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I pull out of her and run my hand up and down my throbbing cock as she gets on her knees with her tongue sticking out ready to catch my mess that spirts into her tongue, she closes her eye and she moans. Cleaning over every bit before standing up biting her lip forming a smirk. She presses her lips against mine. "Go find her." She says before unlocking the door and walking and leaving me to myself.
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Selena's Point of View
I come across Zayn's room and I hesitate to go in at first. I couldn't even imagine what Zayn and that girl Jackie were doing. What if they were having sex? I don't think I could bare to see that. I grew desperate and I twisted on the knob and it was unlocked. I stepped inside and the room was dark and empty, the only thing that gave it light was the shadow of the moon that illuminated the things on his desk, where his notebook sat next to a pen.
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I walked over to his and traced my fingers onto the cardboard of the notebook, I debated about opening or not. I was curious about what Zayn had written about me but I didn't know if it was right to open it. "What are you doing in here?" It was Zayn.
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I turned in the direction of the door, where he stood with hands crossed over his chest. "Zayn." I was caught and I didn't really know what to say.
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"I asked what are you doing in here?" He repeated.
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"I-..I was-..." What was I suppose to say? I came looking for you?
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He took a step closer to me when hi frame was illuminated by the moonlight and I could see him clearly now creating a shadow at the window. "Did you come to see if Jackie and I actually fucked?" I said bluntly. "If you wanted to join, well you arrived to late." He says.
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"You're ridiculous." I said with annoyance in my tone. "The atmosphere was too crowded and loud, so I had to leave."
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He lifted his shoulders. "You couldn't just leave? So you decided it was best to come in here?" He says. "Some logic you have." He chuckled. "Did you have fun with Chris?" His jealousy is clear in the air but he didn't seem care.
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"Did you have fun with Jackie?" I fired back.
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He smirked. "You seem jealous? Almost."
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"I'd say the same." I added. "You know what? This stupid...I'm leaving." I say pushing past him towards the door.
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He pulls on my arm pulling me close to his frame and my hands lay flat on his chest. Our eyes like for a second before he presses his lips onto mine and I squirm in his grasp trying to get him to let me go. He stops for a mere second. With his forehead pressed against mine. "Stay." He whispers. "You can't walk in this room, for the fuck of it in a dress like this and walk out." He says pulling at the hem of the skin tight dress that doesn't even reach half of my thigh.
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"You have a roommate, Zayn." I say with every excuse possible.
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"Please, I doubt he's even staying here tonight." He says. "I'll kick him the fuck out." He sounds desperate. "But please."
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"I'll stay." I say. "I don't even have clothes." I come up with.
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"I wont touch you." He says. "Unless you want me too, you can wear one of my shirts, sleep naked if you want too and still I want touch you." He says.
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"Ok." I say with a whisper. He walks over to pull a shirt from one of his drawers while also locking the door to his dorm room. He hands it to me and I smile. "Can you unzip me." I ask fore, before I put on his T-shirt.
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He says nothing and I turn around, his hand traces over the back of my dress until he finds the zipper and pulls it down until is exposed. I slightly gasp at the coldness of his fingers. I turn back around and hold the loose dress close to my chest. "Can you turn the other way please?" I say.
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"I cant touch you but at least let me see you." He whispers. "Please."
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I don't really give him a yes or no answer. I just do it. I drip my dress onto the floor and I'm left in my bra and panties. His eyes widen and bites his lower lip. "Fuck." He whispers to himself.
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I take his shirt and put it over my head and it reaches up to at least half of my thigh like the dress that now pooled the floor. The black shirt had a slight smell of cologne that he wore and mint. I say nothing and he pulls on my hand to press his mouth onto mine, we kiss intensively for a few seconds before he pulls away. "Selena, we need to talk about a lot of things." Is all he says.
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