Warning: prelude to SPG (Prelude bes! Wag ka atat.) 😂😂😂
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Deireen
"Ruzzi.." hingal ko ng magkahiwalay ang aming mga labi para humugot ng kinakailangang hininga. Hindi ko namalayan na ibinaba niya na pala ako sa high chair na malapit sa sofa.
I am so over the clouds and I don't know if its good for my heart but I don't care at all! I am living my life! For the first time after so many years..
Oh God, I have never ever in my whole 25 years of existence, ever felt this much joy. Sabi ng doctor, extreme emotions are not good for me but hell, I can't control myself even more than I can control the weather or the time.
All I can ever do is follow through. Ride with the wave and let myself soar.
I looked at him, noting that his eyes are closed and the subtle growth of stubble on his prominent jaw. Tinitigan ko ang gwapo niyang mukha, ang matangos niyang ilong, ang magandang kurba sa kanyang mamula-mulang labi.
Ang perpeksyon ng buong mukha niya.
I can't really say what me made love this amazing man. Yes I was attracted to his face, his body, his voice, even his smell, but love? Damn, that is what I can't seem to understand. Unang kita ko pa lang kasi sa kanya, I have already felt a strange stirring inside my soul.
Its kind of like a meeting of soul-mates.
Like destiny.
That's why I know that whatever I feel for this man was more than emotion itself, hell, kung may tataas pa sa love, I would say, that is what I feel for him.
Nagbukas ang kanyang mga mata at dumiretso ang tingin niya sa akin. His eyes softened as he gazed at me and my parted lips. Binasa ko ang nanunuyo kong labi at nakita ko kung paano niya iyon sinundan ng tingin. And then I felt him kiss me on my forehead, and trailed to my nose up to the corner of my mouth.
I moved as if pulled by strings, as if hypnotized to follow that sensual curve of his lips but he just chuckled and then put his forehead on mine.
Nanatili kaming tahimik ng ilang segundo pero hindi ko napigilang hindi magsalita. Tumatalon ang puso ko sa sobrang saya na bumabalot doon.
"I have never in my wildest dreams imagined that this day would come." saad ko. "It only took me three magic words and the look on your face and I am whole again."
An apologetic look crossed his face. "It took me thirteen years and the threat of losing you forever."
Tumawa ako.
"Yeah, you certainly took your precious time."
"I'm sorry Dee."
But I was having none of that. We are going to start afresh. Starting today, there is no more past. All we have is the present and the future and I will make sure that its gonna be the best. And the happiest.
Inilagay ko ang hintuturo ko sa kanyang labi at pinigilan siyang magsalita.
"Please. No more. Remember this Ruzz, today, tonight, you've made me the happiest girl alive. You. You are my reason for living."
Bumuga siya ng hangin saka hinaplos ang pisngi ko gamit ang malambot na parte ng hinlalaki niya. His trail continued to the seam of my lips until I felt a slight pressure on my chin.
Nagtatanong ang mga matang bumaling ako ng tingin sa kanya. I opened my mouth, about to ask what he wants when he suddenly swooped down and captured my mouth again.
My man is hungry boy. Napangiti ako sa naisip.
His tongue glided over just a fraction of a second to tease me but then, the next thing I knew, it was boldly intruding inside. A sudden jolt made me jerk when his tongue touched mine and started a duel.
Napaungol ako dahil sa sensasyon na bumalot sa akin.
I wasn't aware that my hands were slowly drifting towards the strong cords of his neck, the other one rerouting and finding the softness of his black and thick hair. I tugged at it lightly to pull him closer and was rewarded with a deep rumble within his chest and his hands circling my back and pulling me closer still.
"God, you are making me crazy Dee." bulong niya sabay baba ng labi sa may leeg ko.
I angled my head to give him more space leading him to my most sensitive place in the neck.
"Y-you are making me delirious." I breathed near his ear. "Ruzz.."
"Hmmm?" hindi siya tumunghay but continued nibbling on my neck like I'm some delicious morsel that he wants savoring.
I sucked in air as I felt the sharp sting of his bite on my shoulder blades. Hindi siya masakit pero sapat ang pagkakadiin para maramdaman ko iyon at gumapang ang kuryente hanggang sa aking kaibuturan. Sa lugar sa pagitan ng aking mga hita.
"Ruzzi.." I called over huskily.
"Oh.. Sorry."
He flicked his tongue on my bruised skin making me shiver in anticipation. My tongue felt heavy like I've just swallowed a mouthful of honey. Kulang na lang ay tumirik ang mga mata ko sa sobrang dami ng sensasyong bumabalot sa aking katawan.
He put his nose under my ear, the place where I usually spray my perfume and inhaled long and deep.
"Nanggigigil ako Dee." bulong niya pagdaka. "Damn, you smell so good, I can live under your skin and sport a hard-on for the rest of my life. Sorry babygirl. Did I hurt you?"
Umiling ako saka tipid na ngumiti. I know without looking at the mirror that my face is burning.
"You can.." tumikhim ako bago nagpatuloy. "Y-you can do anything you want with me, you know. I am all yours."
"Are you?" he leveled an intense stare on me. His eyes a pool of swirling emotions that would suck me in but I would gladly get sucked in because I know he loves me.
"W-what?"
"Mine?"
"Y-yes."
"Forever?"
Napalunok ako. I hope. Still, I said..
"Yes."
"Till we both shall die? In sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer?"
Tumawa ako. "Are you doing the rites?"
"Maybe. I'm binding you to me so you never can slip away, ever."
"I won't." this time, its I who reassured him. Hinaplos ko ang nakawalang hibla ng buhok mula sa kanyang mukha saka hinawakan ang magkabilang banda ng kanyang panga. "I won't ever go away. You're stuck with me now."
"I love you."
Kahit na nakailang beses na siyang nagsasabi ng i love you kanina, every time I hear it, para akong sinasabuyan ng pixie dust at kulang na lang ay lumipad ako sa sobrang saya.
Every time is like a first time, at talagang napapapikit ako para namnamin ang sandali.
"Ruzz.."
"Yeah?"
"Make love to me."
Instantly, his body tensed as if getting ready for a fight.
"Your still inexperienced. Don't you wanna wait?"
"I can't." bulong ko na medyo nahihiya.
Oh yeah Dee? Ngayon, iisipin niya na di mo kayang magpigil.
"Are you sure baby? I don't want to hurt you." saad niya sa tainga ko.
I gave him a tentative smile and said yes.
"You can never hurt me. I have faith in you."
Napapikit siya sa sinabi ko kasabay ng matunog na paglunok. He was controlling himself. I know because I can see the large bulge in his ply and I can feel it pressed in my thigh.
Still he persisted. "I don't want to hurt you Dee."
"Please, you won't." tugon ko.
Kung sasabihan ako dati na ang world-renowned playboy and masterful womanizer would say he doesn't want to hurt someone that's why he's controlling himself, I would have laughed. Pero ang renowned playboy and womanizer that's with me is in love, that's why he's like this and somehow, that made him dearer to me all the more.
At dahil mukhang hirap na hirap na siya, ako na ang unang gumawa ng paraan para mawalan siya ng kontrol.
I mean, ako naman talaga ang palaging una di ba?
I entwined my hands on his hair and then tugged him closer to me. Nagtatakang binalingan niya ako ng tingin.
"I have to tell you something." bulong ko habang nakangiti.
Lalong nagsalubong ang kanyang kilay pero hinayaan niya naman ako na mailapit ang tainga niya sa may bibig ko.
But instead of saying something, I took out my tongue and flicked at his earlobes. The reaction was both instant and gratifying. His body jerked so suddenly and a low growl hummed in his throat. The hard material pressed on my thigh grew harder and bigger. And if it grows any more, masasabi ko na talagang hindi na siya magkakasya sa lagay na ito.
And that it would hurt like a freaking sonofabitch.
Pero ano pa ba ang isa pang sakit kung para naman sa kanya diba?
Pinisil niya ang baywang ko ng mariin kaya't napatingin ako sa kanya. I gasped as I saw how his eyes shine with passion and intense desire. A promise of retribution clearly written in his handsome face.
"You've been warned my lady." bulong niya at walang anu-anong pinangko ako hanggang sa makarating kami sa kwarto.
Napatili ako sa gulat pero hindi ko tinanggal ang mga mata ko sa kanya.
"Thank you for everything."
"Shhh.. I don't ever want to hear anything remotely resembling goodbyes." mariin niyang saad. "You've completely ruined me and made me afraid of it."
"Huh?"
"Yes Dee. Kapag may naririnig akong thank you for everything or I'll be gone in whatever days phrase, I always run hot and cold. Nung una, akala ko mawawala lang, but it grew and it grew until I know I will loose my mind if it really truly happen."
Lumamlam ang mga mata ko, and my heart went out to the man.
"I will never leave. I'll stay by your side."
Naramdaman ko ang paglapat ng likod ko sa malambot na kama at ang paglukob sa amin ng pabango na ginagamit ko. It wasn't overpowering. But it was enough to make him moan.
"Lie back and make me do the work babygirl." bulong niya.
Tumango ako saka pinanood ang paggapang ng labi niya palapit. He nipped at my lower lip and tugged at it expertly, I felt an answering feeling in my core. And then he trudged lower and lower to the first button of my blouse.
And it snapped open.
Napasinghap ako sa nangyari. How the hell?
Isang marahang tawa lang ang pinakawalan niya, all the while knowing that that is going to be my reaction. Hindi nasira ang butones pero nagawa niyang tanggalin iyon gamit ang bibig?
Just then, I realized on thing. That he is really an expert. While I am.. Well, naive, to say the least. At nag-aalala ako na baka hindi ako sapat at hindi ko siya mapaligaya.
My misgivings must have shown in my face because he came back up.
"Bakit mahaba ang nguso mo?"
"Oy hindi ah. Mahaba ka dyan!"
Tumawa lang siya saka itinukod ang dalawang kamay sa magkabilang gilid ng ulo ko.
"So, why is my babygirl looking like she's just swallowed a mouthful of vinegar? Patikim nga.."
Walang pasabing bumaba ang labi niya at hinalikan ako at ako namang walang kaalam-alam sa mga bagay sa mundo ay nagpapadala lang at nakipaghalikan din.
"Hmm, matamis naman ah? So what's the reason?"
"I don't know how to please you." nahihiya kong pag-amin.
He looked momentarily taken-aback and then the next thing I knew he was doubling over with laughter. The infuriating man! Pinagtatawanan niya ako. Nakakaasar.
"Sige, tawa pa more Ruzz?"
Agad din naman siyang tumigil pero hindi nawala ang tawa sa kanyang mga mata.
"Baby, if you do more to please me, I swear we won't be getting any further than necking and petting and then I'll be coming inside my damn pants. That's how you make me feel."
He took my hand and put it right up to his hard manhood.
"Feel that?" tanong niya.
Tumango ako habang kagat-kagat ang labi.
Napaungol siya ng makita iyon.
"Damn, that's all yours baby. Ikaw ang may gawa niyan. You just bite your lip like that and I'll be following you like a lost puppy." saad niya pa.
I smiled and tugged at him to come closer. The bold words made me gain a notch of confidence and I feel like a seductive temptress sent to seduce my man.
The kiss turned explosive in a matter of seconds and just like how he did the buttons on my blouse the next thing I knew, wala na akong saplot maliban sa bra at panty.
He trailed hot and wet kisses all over ny body, until he found out my other secret.
"Meron kang tattoo?"
I looked at my tattoo and traced it with my fingernail. It was a bit puckered, medyo alergic ako sa tint na ginamit kaya nang gumaling siya, elevated siya sa balat ko. And I love it that way.
"Oh, high school pa ako."
"Bandila?"
It was a small flag tattooed exactly in the place near my heart. A Russian flag to be exact. Kasi nga, mahal ko si Ruzzia.
"Russian flag." bulong ko.
"Hmm-mm." he put his mouth over it and started sucking.
"W-what are you doing Ruzz?"
"I'm putting my mark on it too babygirl."
And so he did until he was satisfied. Sinuri niya pa at tumango-tango na parang tuwang-tuwa sa sarili.
It was shaped like a heart, yong ginawa niyang kiss-mark. Pero kahit gumawa pa siya ng bulaklak dun o mapa ng Pilipinas, naaatat na ako sa tagal ng proseso. Kanina pa ako nangangati. Kaya hindi ko mapigilan ang emosyon sa boses ko ng sunod akong magsalita.
"Ugh. Umaga na, hindi pa tayo tapos." mahina kong saad dahilan para tumawa na naman siya.
"Ever the impatient girl." tugon niya din sabay hubad ng suot na Tshirt at pants.
The view that was exposed to me was so hot, my mouth ran dry. I knew that he sported a nice body but this in front of me is glorious. His abdominal muscles were bunched perfectly almost deliciously. Sapat lang para sa akin, hindi masyadong malaki at lalong hindi maliit. His muscles moved with the his body, flexing and reflexing and when I tried to touch and trail my fingers on his abs, he sucked in a breath and his stomach tightened.
"You are so beautiful." saad ko sa kanya. And in truth, beautiful indeed is the word. Everything in him screams perfection and my eyes almost hurt in gazing at him.
He smiled ruefully then crawled up to my body until his face is leveled with mine.
"Last chance Dee. You sure about this?" tanong niya.
Natawa ako sa itsura na bumungad sa akin. He was asking for permission but all I can read in his eyes is desperation. Nagmamakaawa ang mga mata niya na wag kong baguhin ang desisyon ko. And actually, hindi na kailangang magmakaawa ng mga mata niya.
"You are seriously pissing me off. Kanina pa ako naghihintay sayo." saad ko bilang sagot sa tanong niya.
He laughed and crunched up his nose adorably. And then he lowered his body into mine.
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A/N: opo, alam ko iniisip niyo. Darating tayo dun. Hahaha. WAIT! 😈😈😈