-Aubrey
After i had put my Basketball shorts i hopped in the bed right next to my babe , knowing i heard there whole convo but i wasnt gonna say anything about it so i'll just keep it to myself .. Keep it in my mind/thoughts.
Aubrey: so did you talk to Jamila yet
Kamryn: yeah , shes glad i moved with you but im not gonna tell kanisha
Aubrey: yeah you should , she gets on my nerves .. Everytime she says something thats gets to me i just wanna choke her sometimes
Kamryn:please dont , but i feel like that too sometimes .. Shes not very suportive .. Im not really up to hear her "opinion" or judgement
Aubrey: dont worry about her then
Kamryn: trust me i wont .. One question
Aubrey: what ?
Kamryn: where da fuck is yo shirt ? I dont have time to be looking at you without a shirt !
Aubrey: you know you like it , dont try to hide it
Kamryn: whatever , i never really even had a thing for lightskinned niggas in the first place
Aubrey: then why you with me ?
Kamryn: cause your not like other lightskinned niggas .. You aint selfish and insecure .. Thats why
Aubrey: i dont know what that mean , but i'll take that as a compliment
Kamryn: eehh
Aubrey: dont play cause i wasnt really into younger chicks anyways
Kamryn: nigga please, dont lie . You know the best looking chicks are the younger ones , plus we're more "active" !
Aubrey:what do you mean by "active"
Kamryn:i mean like ... Mmm.. Having more fun
Aubrey: ....... Ooooo i get *winks*
Kamryn: boy bye *gets up*
Aubrey: where you goin ?!
Kamryn:downstairs ..
Aubrey: are you thirsty ?
Kamryn:*gives him the death stare* nooo
Aubrey: you know you are *follows Kam*
Kamryn: what do you want lil boy
Aubrey: hey im not the lil one her , but i wanna chill with you
Kamryn: aww , and shutup *gets a water bottle and sits on the counter* . How much you pay for this house ?
Aubrey: alot .. I dont exactlly
Kamryn: mm .. *Looks around* this place is big for me . I'll be scared to stay here by myself .
Aubrey: so if i was to leave , you wouldnt take care of the house ?
Kamryn: naah , im here to take care of you and me not the house .
Aubrey: but thats taking care of us tho.
Kamryn: you got enough money to go buy you another place
Aubrey:thats tru . Have you told anybody else about your move.
Kamryn: i dont have alot of people to tell .. I told my grandma and grandpa .. They were happy , but yeah nobody else
Aubrey: you serious .. That cant be your only fam
Kamryn: yeah it is .. Thats why i call Jamila my sister , shes all i got .. The closet to a sibling since im the only child . My family is kinda fucked up
Aubrey: well you got me and fam babe *wraps his arms around her waist*
Kamryn: yeah i do . *wraps her arms around his neck* . Sometimes i wish i had a family. Dont talk to mom , dads in jail . Im distance from the rest of my family . I feel like im not loved sometimes cause i dont have a family . The only people that really took care of me was my grandparents . They was all i had . Thats why sometimes i get ..-(gco)
Aubrey: i know babe, but you got me now and you got my parents and my family .. Im always gonna be there for you . You'll never feel left out or unloved as long as your with me *kisses Kam* you know i love you right.
Kamryn: yeah .. I love you too *starts to tear up*
-Kamryn
Deep down i really wanted cry but i didnt wanna let out all my feelings on him . I dont think im ready to tell him my full life story but i dont think hes ready yet . Im not ready . Sooner or later everything is gonna come out after all these things being built up in me for all these years ... I just dont want it to come out on Aubs whenever we get into any arguements . Cause usually niggas cant handle me or what i've been through . If only people could understand.
-This chapter was kinda wack but i hope you guys liked it :) !!