Ashleigh's POV
Today, I got a text saying the number 1. It is so weird. It has gone down a lot. I have a clue who this person is, but not a full understanding what the whole numbers thing is. I cannot show any worry or else Niall will see it and then begin worrying and make 5 billion security guards follow me around... Whatever. I don't want that to happen, AGAIN!
"Lou?" I asked the british boy sitting on my couch.
"Yah, babe?" He said looking away from The Ellen Show. Do not ask, he walked into my house and just turned it on.
"Want to go out to Starbucks or something since Niall is sleeping and the boys are out?"
"Yah. Let me ring Haz."
"Why do you need to call him?" I asked as if he should not.
"To tell him I love him." Awe Larry Stylinson moment! I am a big Larry shipper. I also am in love with Niam and Ziam. I know, I know, I wish my boyfriend was with his best friend some times. I am supruside he has not turned gay after what I have put him through. Eh, he lurves meh. Get used to it son.
"Hey Hazza."
There was a mumbling and an ok.
“I was just checking in with you.”
“Okay I’ll see you later. Bye!” Louis hung up the phone and looked at me.
“So are we going or not Louis?”
“The chariot awaits my lady” I smiled and put on my shoes and coat and waited for Louis to come out ready.
“Are you ready to go?”
“Yes I am ready let’s go!”
We headed to Starbucks and arrived. We both ordered. He got a coffee, extra black, and I got the double chocolatey chip frappe.
“So what’s been going on darlin’?” Louis asked certainly intrested.
“Nothing much. How about you?”
“Same old same old. What are we going to do after we finish?” He begged to know.
“Ehh, wanna go shoppin?” He asked after I did not answer.
“Nah, I went just last week.” Niall had to drag me out of the house beacuse I finally got over my illness.
“Well what do you think of the bet results? I couldn’t believe that Liam and Danielle won!” I asked giggling at the end. His eyes went wide and I smiled.
“I didn’t know that they won.” Louis said astonished.
“Yeah I know right I didn’t expect that either. I think me and Niall lost on the second day.” He smirked and look down at his coffee, slowly stirring it with the yellow straw.
“Well. Not my fault. He was just so cute. We cuddled because I was cold.” I smiled at the small memory. It was so cute. We sat in bed all day watching horror movies, him mostly staring at me, playing with my hair. I occasionally would hide my face in his bare chest because I got scared. Every time, he would laugh at me.
“Did El ever let you lose? I couldn’t believe you guys would lose either. What happened? Why did you give up? Did you guys lose? When? No? Yes? What?” I asked all in a rush.
“No we didn’t lose and we didn’t give up. I was just bored with it. We watched movies all night. Nothing really big ,but I don’t know why. I didn’t want to do it anymore. I think it is pretty stupid that you guys all went through with it. I would never do that ,but of course El being El, she had to except the bet ,so I had to go along with it ,anyway.” Louis pouted.
“We might need to get back is soon. It is a little late. Niall texted earlier and told me I needed to be home at a certain time. He said that he needed to talk to me. I don’t know what about but I’m kind of afraid. What if you wants to break up with me? What will I ever do? I might die! Will I?” I started to freak out.
Louis started laughing and put his hand on mine.
“I doubt he will ever break up with you. You are the best thing that he is ever had.” he stated a smiled clear across his face.
I felt bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. Do you ever get that feeling? You know it comes and I don’t know where comes from. It’s hard to describe ,but you just know that there’s that awful thing that’s going to happen. I want to know where it comes from. Do you ever feel like you just don’t know where anything comes from? I don’t know I’m a weird person. Maybe I’m just a weird person I let random thoughts gets in my head. Mmmm, maybe not there’s a lot of weird people out there. But not as weird as me. I’m not really sure? But oh well. I have no clue where any of this cames from. I know is I’m lucky. I do not really know why but I just am ,okay? I’m dating a leprechaun. That must count for something, right?
I smiled and reassurance for Louis. He’s a really great friend. I’m glad that they’re all in a band. I do not know what I would ever do without any of them. I don’t even know what I would do. I would probably still be a crazy fan girl. But hey it’s my life right no one can judge me. I bet someone just looked in my head right now and saw my thoughts, they probably think I’m really really crazy. I’m just me right? Everyone loves me... ,right? Yah.
We got up and pushed in our chairs we think the ladies for making our coffee and frappe and Louis held the door open for me. I thanked Louis and climbed into his SUV. It’s very nice. I put on the seat heater since it is very cold here in London. I couldn’t wait until summer. It’s really nice. It’s almost like Hawaii, but Hawaii is a lot nicer. I’d rather live there, but it’s okay I can stick it out here.
I began to think why Niall wanted to talk to me. I really doubt he wants to break up with me. Especially after Louis had that talk with me. That really made me think about it. I doubt Niall would ever want to let me go. I would never want him to let me go either. It’s it would just be too weird for us. I could never picture myself without him. Nor any of the group. It be too hard for me to cope without them. I don’t know what I would do without the girls. I need my girl time. It just be too weird. I would most likely die. Yeah, I would die. I have no clue what I would do without them. Maybe, I die? Maybe, I would live? I have no clue. I have really no idea. I really don’t know.
Louis dropped me off in front of the flat. I was excited to see Niall after not seeing him for a while. Although, it was just last night. I climbed out of the car and said ‘goodbye’ to Louis. I waved to him and watched him as he flew down the driveway back to his house. Oh, that boy and his crazy driving. I still can’t believe they got pulled over TWICE for What Makes You Beautiful video. Plus, all of his other driving accidents. Like in Gotta Be You he had to drive the blue mini Cooper, that he broke... accidentally. And then, in Kiss You, the video, he did not get to drive they took the engine out of the car. When the boys told me that I could not stop laughing.
I approached the door and knocks twice with my fist. That is how we let each other know that we are home if we don’t have her keys. As soon as I did that and he opened the door. His smile was lit up on his face as he looked at me and scanned me over. ‘Yes Niall I was okay.’ I sassed in my head. He left the door open as I walked in behind him. He was watching TV. I think it was cake boss or a some cake show, not really sure. I’m not really into the whole baking thing. Neither is he, but he likes watching them being made.
“What’s going on Nialler.” I greeted as I whipped my coat off and shoes off by the door and hung it on the racks. He’s sat on the couch. He looked over at me and then turn the TV off. No, this is going to be a serious talk, whatever it’s about.
“Can you please sit down Ash. We have to talk.” Crap.
I slowly sat down and looked up at him ,questioningly.
“What is going on?” I questioned. “What? Why are we talking? is it something I did? Did I do something? What happened?” I question. Man, today I am full of questions.
He’s hesitated before he started. “Have you ever done something that you weren’t really sure about? I I have been getting these text ,too. I do not know if you have seen them ,but I it must be done.” He said looking at the couch cushion.
That last part of his sentence didn’t make sense. What is he talking about? That he is really confusing me right now.
“I love you I really do. But I I don’t know. These... It’s getting really hard. You were getting these weird text, I’m getting these weird text. I’m getting threatened They are threatening you, my family, your family, everyone. Now, I am not breaking up with you. I would never do that. But this person, whoever it is, wants me to. I really don’t want to. Babe, all I’m trying to say is we need to be careful. I have no clue who this creeper is. And it may sound silly, but we need to stay low. This isn’t good.” he concluded. Thank the lord!
I let out a brief breath of relief. Thank the Lord he’s not breaking up with me. But I know who it is I don’t know why we can’t call the police. It would make a lot more much more sense if we did.
~ four hours later~
“Niall, what do you want for dinner?”
“Nothing. Well maybe we can go out for dinner.”
“Well let’s go out to eat. I knew you would want food. You would never turn it down!”
I went to our bedroom to go start getting ready for dinner. Niall said that he would be taking me out soon ,wherever we are going. He said to dress fancy ,yet casual so I’m guessing semi formal. I curled my hair and did my mascara and eyeshadow, smoky eye. I climbed into my red dress that went down to my knees, then went to our closet and picked out a pair of black pumps. I looked at my reflection, please of what I saw. I then descended the stairs and saw Niall waiting for me by the door ,smiling as always.
“You look beautiful tonight.” Niall said to me.
“Thanks, babe. And grow I smiled as he helps me into his Range Rover and we pulled off.
“Where you taking me?”
“That’s for me to know, and for you to find out.” He smirked at me and then laughed. He turned his head back towards the road and kept on driving. It was very silent ,so I turned on the radio. It was slow down Selena Gomez was on. You, nothing against her, but I think she personally turned Justin into something he shouldn’t be. I made a face at the radio and switched it to a new station. I changed the song that was on. I did not know what it was called, so I shazamed it. It’s a neat app. It’s where if you don’t know a song, you can tag it and it will find you the lyrics the artist and the cover of the album, etc... It was called ‘Let Her Go’ by Passenger. I really liked this song. I turned it up louder and and started to bob my head to the music. Niall joined in, too. He must have known the song because he was singing loudly along with the lyrics. His heavenly voice piercing my ears as he sang beautifully.
He turned on the radio and pulled into the driveway of the restaurant. Go figure, it was Nando’s. I giggled at his choppiness and hopped out of the car along with him. He met me at the friend the car and reached out for my hand. He wrapped his large hand around mine and interlocked our fingers. He smiled and guided us to the really dark restaurant. He walked me inside and set me down at a table for two. There is many ,many candles surrounding us as his guitar was sitting by the kitchen. He sat across from me and smiled we made small talk until our waiter came and our orders.
We had just finished dessert when we just kept talking. He held up the finger for me to wait, I stop talking immediately. He got up out of his seat and grabbed his guitar. He walked back over and pulled out his chair and stuck it right next to mine.
“So, I made this song for you. I really hope you like it.” I read really really love it when he sings for me. It makes me feel like the only girl in the world.
“Woah oh
Hello, I know it's been a while
I wonder where you are
And if you think of me
Sometimes cause you're always on my mind
You know I had it rough
Tryin' to forget you but
The more that I look around
The more I realize
You're all I'm lookin' for
What makes you so beautiful
Is you don't know how beautiful you are
To me
You're not tryin' to be perfect
Nobody's perfect
But you are
To me (to me)
It's how you take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow
I could say them now
Oh, I could say them now
Yea
Just friends
The beginning or the end
How do we make sense
When we're on our own
It's like you're the other half of me
I feel incomplete
Should have known
Nothing in the world compares
To the feelings that we share
It's so not fair
What makes you so beautiful
Is you don't know how beautiful you are
To me
You're not tryin' to be perfect
Nobody's perfect
But you are
To me (to me)
It's how you take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow
I could say them now
Oh
It's not you
Blame it all on me
I was running from myself
Cause I couldn't tell
How deep that we
We were gonna be
I was scared it's destiny
But it hurts like hell
Hope it's not too late
Just a twist of fate
What makes you so beautiful
Is you don't know how beautiful you are
To me
You're not tryin' to be perfect
Nobody's perfect
But you are
To me (to me)
It's how you take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow
I could say them now
Oh, I could say them now
Mmmm”
By the time he finished, I had tears in my eyes. I hastily wipe them away and clapped my hands so hard, they were going raw. I got up and sat on his lap. I pushed my hair out of the way as he slung his guitar behind his back. I leaned in slowly until he would not wait anymore and we kissed. We kissed like it was the last time we were. Little did I know, it was.