Lilith's POV :
You know in my life I never thought I'd be where I am today I never thought that I would be happy, happy was a strange word to me I never knew the meaning of it till they came into my life when he came into my life I've learned over the course of my life is that even though things get fucked up and you run away like I did or even if you stay and your still having a hard time with still dealing with the horrible things in your life you still have people who love and care for you I didn't realize that till later on and I'm quite glad I recognized it or I wouldn't be where I'm at today it's been a long hard road full of sadness and tears and pain but something great came out of it my happiness, life isn't about the chaos surrounding your life it's about you living it and being able to put those horrible things in your life behind you for you to be able to move on my life might be hectic at times but I love it my past doesn't define me I've learned that but now I embrace it my past makes me who I am in the end it helped build me to be who I wanted to be and it helped make me who I am now it's your decision be who you wanna be embrace things become yourself if you just take the effort to know what you want trust me I did now look where I'm at
Sincerely and forever yours,
Lilith